Can Agree With Most Of This

Can agree with most of this

Here’s some astrology theories I’m having at midnight:

Whatever house your Jupiter is in might dictate your humor(ex. I have Jupiter in the 8th and I looove dirty and sex jokes and have a very dark sense of humor)

Virgo risings have the same ethereal pure look pisces risings do but its alot more grounded

Leo+Aquarius energy makes someone EXTREMELY magnetic and likable

All fire signs love to troll. Nobody likes it more or does it better than Sagittarius though

Circe on the ascendant makes someone extremely sexy

Vesta/venus contacts make someone very ethereal in beauty

Pluto distorts and darkens whatever it touches, if your wondering why your not relating to a placement check to see if Pluto is making aspects to it

People with Jupiter and Venus in the 8th tend to be blessed in the area of sex, women or men might have aesthetically pleasing genetials and may be seen as naturally gifted in that area, also an indicator of gaining large amounts of money from others

Pluto/Mars in the 3rd= rough relationships with siblings

Mars in the 3rd is an indicator of a pretty reckless driver

Capricorn venus’ are very frugal. Usually rarely spend money

Decans matter. SO MUCH. Decans matter

Jupiter in the 7th or 10th might make someone popular at first but people might also begin to hate you or see you as fake, especially if pluto touches your mc/asc

Gemini and Scorpio moons tend to be very confident

“Which one of me am I today?”

— - Gemini

I love hot weather, but it's always COLD where I live (north Russia, ugh). Even in god damn it summer 😭😂

the weak point, where we will heal

Chiron in Aries: I feel: defeated, I have no voice, I can not speak. I feel like having to battle everyone around me to prove me. I am not enough, authority challenges me. Am I aggressive for no reason? Am I a mindless hot head and weak in the wrong moments? Where is my idendity, who am I really? I need to prove it to everyone, especially myself. I will heal: Innerly. I am strong and I can speak without backing down, I will be brave for myself and fight for what’s right. I finally know my character. 

Chiron in Taurus: I feel: worthless, I have no worth and I don’t feel secure. I crave stability, will I find it in goods? Will I find it maybe if I don’t move and stay the same forever? I need ressurance, I am scared and can’t make any steps further. I will heal: by looking past the face, I will dare to look constructevly at my life, I will work for stability, I can feel secure in myself because I can provide for myself, so there is nothing to fear anymore. I am beautiful and good.

Chiron in Gemini: I feel: stupid and overbeared by all the impressions and informations I get. I am scaref to talk. My believes and views are challenged. I can’t make any sense of it, I am scared to speak my mind and unsure about everything. I have difficulties interacting with my fellow human beings, my mind can’t stand still, I am unable to focus. I will heal: and finally sort out my feelings and ideas. I will find confidence and ways to clean up my thoughts and will see the benefits in talking with my fellows and appreciate their opnion. Changing my mind is part of the progress in life, I feel joyous and happy when intellectually challenged or stimulated.

Chiron in Cancer: I feel: abandoned and unloved. Where is my family, where is my mother? I want a family that functions as a saving harbour but I feel left out and mistreatend. Home is hell and I am part of it. The family generational curse is out to get me. I am afraid I can not form a healthy family myself later on. What is a ‘normal’ family anyway? I will heal: with my heart. Normal is subjective and I am not part of the grudge that seems to hold my family in a tight grip. I can choose my family myself, I am loved even when I doubt it and I need to remind myself. I will transform my pain into a healing hand that touches damaged souls. 

Chiron in Leo: I feel: like a disgrace to myself and everyone else. I feel embaressed and I need to hide myself. I am too much, my love, my joy, my presence. I am shy and don’t want anyone to look at me: what if they hate me? Someone spoke too harshly with me and now I am scarred. I will heal: With my inner child by side. I am aloud to enjoy life and life out my passions. I am born to be looked at; everyone is unique in their own ways and I am too. The right people will appreciate me and I need to appreciate myself as well. I see my worth, I am glad I was born because I see the pupose of my life benefitting different situations and people.

Chiron in Virgo: I feel: exhausted. I am born to work and serve, but my body is aching. I see the negative in everything first, I am nitpicking myself and everyone else. I am not allowed to rest and enjoy. There is a mess around me, there is a mess inside me: my life is a mess, I need to clean up my whole existence. I will heal: by opening up to love and warmth. I need to feel the love vibrating in  the world I am on. I need to get in touch with my soul, my aims and pupose. I need to know the pin points of my life, everything else will solve itself later on.

Chiron in Libra: I feel: that I need to be always with someone, or do I feel alone? I give myself in into shallowness and have diffeculties forming meaningful relationships with my surroundings. I want to experience love I need to interact with someone because they need to fill the void inside of me. I see mirrors reflecting everything I give away from myself. I am not myself, I will change myself completely. I will heal: by realising that there is a connection between me and other people. I click with them and by helping them they help me. I am not shallow, the peoples are mirrors reflectig what I need, if they are wrong for me, what vibe and sensation do I give off? I can find solitude in myself as well, no one else is needed to give me the feeling of meaningfullness, relationships are an symbiosis. 

Chiron in Scorpio: I feel: cursed by the world, powerless. Since I was born someone or something is out to get me. Leave me alone. My inner being is wrong and feels like it can’t fit in, there is a deep, deep trauma that happened once that is haunting me now. I doom myself for being born, I fear losing eberyone, no one is allowed to come near me - I feel evil and wish evil. I will heal: with my whole heart and soul. Nothing is out to get me, I am not cursed, I did nothing wrong, nor in my past, this is a way of shaping who I am there is a reason behind all of this but I am not being punished. I am alright with who I am and I am not scary, nor evil, or a monster that was formed by being hurt and alone. 

Chiron in Sagittarius: I feel: lost in life and I fear having it lived meaningless. I feel pressured into finding a meaning and I want to achieve my dreams but it seems everything is getting out of hand. There are no roots holding me, I was tricked into false believes; my believes were belittled and killed. My soul feels restless and I need air to breath. I will heal: by accepting the cycle of life and realising I have the choice to create my life as I want. There is freedom and I can compromise between the rules. I will realise that there is a pupose in finding the purpose: the way is part of the destination. I have time and I don’t need to fear the future. 

Chiron in Capricorn: I feel: powerless and stoic. Nobody sees my value and my meaning, I can’t really find my place in society. I feel underappreciated and I always have to work extra hard to hear a true ‘well done’. Do I need to keep up an image? A mask I put on as soon as I leave the house? The future isn’t bright; the future is dark and meaningless. I will heal: by being my own authority and giving me the respect and recognition I deserve. I know my true self and I will align my destiny with it. I know I’ve done well and when times comes they’ll see. The future is bright because it is directed by me.

Chiron in Aquarius: I feel: Alienated and too odd. Evryone wants to be unique but I feel too eccentric to be part of society. I am left alone with my thoughts and visions, I will act as normal as possible to have friends and a loving community. I want to get close to people but i fear them nontheless. I will heal: by admiring my inner core and coming i touch with others. We will earn from each other and appreciate and love our differences; the inspire and fullfill us eventually. I will find community, I will create a place of belonging for everyone, my unique way of seeing things will benefit my community. It will please the void inside me.

Chiron in Pisces: I feel: thrown out in the dark, helpless and overwhelmed. The world is cruel and love is a waste, I feel unbothered, untouched by it. There is universe to guide me, I feel made fun of by it, so I will be equally as cynical and cruel to the world. I am the victim and need to be saved, someone please show me purpose and light. I will heal: by lovng unconditionallym through and through. Only by opening up and giving yourself the chance to be one gain with the world you will feel love and light. The endless, devilish cycle of darkness will end, you will shine brighter than ever before. 

It's the most accurate thing EVER about me I've read in my life 💯

Moon in Gemini - “Alice, why are you so far from home?” 

I’m a poet, and I like my lies the way my mother used to make them.

The voice is how Moon in Gemini connects to the world and hears the echo reinforcing that she is real. The trickster wears the clock of emotion, and many little personalities come out of hiding when emotions are active and escalating, each with demands and ultimatums of their own. This may be why the individual can routinely act in a different manner to her thoughts and capacity for understanding, logic, and expectations. She can solve other people’s problems like puzzles and gain clear interpersonal insight awareness, but just like Alice says, “I give very good advice but very seldom take it, the waiting makes me curious”. The individual may be unaware of certain needs and vulnerabilities until these are exposed and activated by heightened emotions. The individual may carry unresolved pain for enduring periods, she may even feel like the issue has been reconciled and suddenly feel an overwhelming urge, repeated behaviour, or sensation that brings it back to attention. It’s even possible to be reduced to a lesser equipped or childlike expression of herself, falling down an emotional rabbit hole in a world where she cannot read the signs. This can be a partial result of her intellectual defences and lack of cohesion between logic and emotion, hopscotching in between and becoming tangled in fantasy speaking like rationality. There can also be a tendency to refuse deep disclosure of personal issues and protect herself by divulging as little as possible, thereby diluting the story to others and also to herself. She may also find it exceedingly challenging to share inner and emotional troubles, largely because she cannot find a language to apply and she may try to explain what only verbalises as confusion, riddles, and paradoxical evasion. She never truly gives a voice to the scream, and she never receives inappropriate support for what she needs. These emotional conditions continue to multiply inside, manifesting as different thoughts and conditions with conflicting needs and reactions. The inner experience can therefore be volatile and unpredictable, rarely letting her settle in one place or with one person for too long before the shine wears off and the rawness of her old self in her old place begin to surface. 

As a child, the Moon in Gemini person may have seen the parents as being great teachers who had the answer to everything. An adult really betrayed her ideals when they responded to her enquiry with a dismissive, “I don’t know.” The mother may have been quite influential with education, and the fondest memories can be falling asleep to the soothing sound of her mother reading. There is the tendency to be an early reader, often accompanying observing the ability to read, discern, and articulate as crucial to making connections with people and with the world. She may have also entered the realm of imagination to escape and hide inside the pages, or she may have used these words to still the storm inside. It’s also possible that she sees the wisdom of her beloved characters and authors as participating in raising her - like they have been secondary parents or caregivers. There may be a quote for every moment, and retreating into her bookshelf can be like having tea with an old friend. Writing is an emotionally validating and nourishing exercise that balances the inner state and provides an automatic insight into her inner world. Conversation is another natural therapy, and even light hearted and general discussion can rearrange her state of mental mood. Words and writing will always be a home, just like the love notes left in the pages of cherished books. There may be a pattern of becoming quickly bored or restless at school - possibly due to under stimulation attributed to inattentiveness or chattiness. She may have sourced a great sense of comfort and nurturing from teachers, attending school, and the bonding aspect of socialisation. She may have also been quite shy and reticent in the early year and blossomed in confidence and contribution as she grew more comfortable. If the Moon in Gemini child is not introduced into a rich and encouraging early education, she may be conditioned with the same feelings of isolation, intellectual inadequacy, and even the fear of public speaking or asking a question as an adult. It’s also possible that the individual was a twin, or has a bloodline of twin births. There may be early menstruation or sexual exploration rather of curiosity than desire, the image of the mother may oscillate between love and aversion, and she may have also had a very active childhood imagination where her precocious intelligence constructed another reality she slipped into. But it may have also betrayed her with manufactured omens, catastrophes, anxieties, and horrors that she felt unable to control alone. She  grows out of these extrinsic fear, but she realises the true terror is knowing what’s inside. 

Under the spell of emotion, the Lunar Gemini imagination comes to life. The individual absorbs information like a sponge and rarely remains fixed on the same topic for too long. She may be quite threatened by change but surprise herself with her speed of adaption. Words may be her weapon of choice, slicing the lashing against her lips and hurling a verbal hurricane. When the mood strikes, its best to avoid debate or provocation, because in her self-defence and protection she will throw fire at the object of closest contact. She may also be quite impassioned and inspired by her subjects of interest, and take difference of opinion or invalidation very personally. Mind and emotion are really coaxed in the same milky moon gloss, so there can be a tremendous ability to articulate emotion, turn anguish into poetry, and communicate with intuition and vocal honey. However, misinterpreted or repressed emotions can manifest through nerves, hyperactivity, stomach discomfort, sense of suffocation, chest tightness, pressured speech, or even silence. Difficulty with sleep and nervousness can be erratic, and largely hormonal. The inner needs change radically, and it can be impossible to discern if the mood or emotional experience is reactive or internally derived. She can quickly shift from the self-sufficient woman into the nervous child, and doubt the legitimacy of her feelings until she is in the moment. This is another barrier in communication, like she may remark that she is ‘doing fine’ because she is at that very time, but she will not be very well shortly after. You really have to capture her in the mood or expression that is willing to be open and vulnerable - but this one doesn’t stay around for long. It’s really in these defenceless moments that you see the inner child shining through her mind, innocent and unsure, Alice in sweet ambivalence. Due to her own internal instability, she may fear that her partner or loved ones experience the same, and constantly question their commitment or honesty. The individual can also acquire quirky and unique perceptions and memories of people, like little facts and details overlooked or forgotten by others. The nature of duality is truly visible when emotional control is lost, and by emotional connections. She is independent, but wants to be autonomous by side by side someone. She is ambitious and talented, but she wants somebody to watch her succeed. She writes her poetry alone, but she wants to share it with somebody she loves. She can stand in her own moonlight, but she wants to shine beside a sun. It’s almost like she can appear as two people at once, or as many as there are moods. The face of the moon always moves and changes in the sky, and the individual’s evasiveness leaves most people to wonder if they ever saw the true Lunar Gemini at all.

-Cherry

 art by Kurtis Rykovich

element of fire

(aries, leo, sagittarius)