Heal - Tumblr Posts
"It is only heavy because you are deciding over and over again to carry it. Embrace change, and loosen up your sense of identity. Let yourself walk a new path. You do not have to ignore or erase the past. You just have to wholeheartedly embrace the present and move on."
— Yung Pueblo
you don't cross my mind as frequently anymore.
i still wonder how you're doing but i'm no longer dwelling on the fact that i won't know,
i also stopped thinking if you cared to think about me anymore,
i'm accepting that you and i are strangers again.
there has been so much i could update you on, but now that's what this tumblr account is for.
the weak point, where we will heal
Chiron in Aries: I feel: defeated, I have no voice, I can not speak. I feel like having to battle everyone around me to prove me. I am not enough, authority challenges me. Am I aggressive for no reason? Am I a mindless hot head and weak in the wrong moments? Where is my idendity, who am I really? I need to prove it to everyone, especially myself. I will heal: Innerly. I am strong and I can speak without backing down, I will be brave for myself and fight for what’s right. I finally know my character.
Chiron in Taurus: I feel: worthless, I have no worth and I don’t feel secure. I crave stability, will I find it in goods? Will I find it maybe if I don’t move and stay the same forever? I need ressurance, I am scared and can’t make any steps further. I will heal: by looking past the face, I will dare to look constructevly at my life, I will work for stability, I can feel secure in myself because I can provide for myself, so there is nothing to fear anymore. I am beautiful and good.
Chiron in Gemini: I feel: stupid and overbeared by all the impressions and informations I get. I am scaref to talk. My believes and views are challenged. I can’t make any sense of it, I am scared to speak my mind and unsure about everything. I have difficulties interacting with my fellow human beings, my mind can’t stand still, I am unable to focus. I will heal: and finally sort out my feelings and ideas. I will find confidence and ways to clean up my thoughts and will see the benefits in talking with my fellows and appreciate their opnion. Changing my mind is part of the progress in life, I feel joyous and happy when intellectually challenged or stimulated.
Chiron in Cancer: I feel: abandoned and unloved. Where is my family, where is my mother? I want a family that functions as a saving harbour but I feel left out and mistreatend. Home is hell and I am part of it. The family generational curse is out to get me. I am afraid I can not form a healthy family myself later on. What is a ‘normal’ family anyway? I will heal: with my heart. Normal is subjective and I am not part of the grudge that seems to hold my family in a tight grip. I can choose my family myself, I am loved even when I doubt it and I need to remind myself. I will transform my pain into a healing hand that touches damaged souls.
Chiron in Leo: I feel: like a disgrace to myself and everyone else. I feel embaressed and I need to hide myself. I am too much, my love, my joy, my presence. I am shy and don’t want anyone to look at me: what if they hate me? Someone spoke too harshly with me and now I am scarred. I will heal: With my inner child by side. I am aloud to enjoy life and life out my passions. I am born to be looked at; everyone is unique in their own ways and I am too. The right people will appreciate me and I need to appreciate myself as well. I see my worth, I am glad I was born because I see the pupose of my life benefitting different situations and people.
Chiron in Virgo: I feel: exhausted. I am born to work and serve, but my body is aching. I see the negative in everything first, I am nitpicking myself and everyone else. I am not allowed to rest and enjoy. There is a mess around me, there is a mess inside me: my life is a mess, I need to clean up my whole existence. I will heal: by opening up to love and warmth. I need to feel the love vibrating in the world I am on. I need to get in touch with my soul, my aims and pupose. I need to know the pin points of my life, everything else will solve itself later on.
Chiron in Libra: I feel: that I need to be always with someone, or do I feel alone? I give myself in into shallowness and have diffeculties forming meaningful relationships with my surroundings. I want to experience love I need to interact with someone because they need to fill the void inside of me. I see mirrors reflecting everything I give away from myself. I am not myself, I will change myself completely. I will heal: by realising that there is a connection between me and other people. I click with them and by helping them they help me. I am not shallow, the peoples are mirrors reflectig what I need, if they are wrong for me, what vibe and sensation do I give off? I can find solitude in myself as well, no one else is needed to give me the feeling of meaningfullness, relationships are an symbiosis.
Chiron in Scorpio: I feel: cursed by the world, powerless. Since I was born someone or something is out to get me. Leave me alone. My inner being is wrong and feels like it can’t fit in, there is a deep, deep trauma that happened once that is haunting me now. I doom myself for being born, I fear losing eberyone, no one is allowed to come near me - I feel evil and wish evil. I will heal: with my whole heart and soul. Nothing is out to get me, I am not cursed, I did nothing wrong, nor in my past, this is a way of shaping who I am there is a reason behind all of this but I am not being punished. I am alright with who I am and I am not scary, nor evil, or a monster that was formed by being hurt and alone.
Chiron in Sagittarius: I feel: lost in life and I fear having it lived meaningless. I feel pressured into finding a meaning and I want to achieve my dreams but it seems everything is getting out of hand. There are no roots holding me, I was tricked into false believes; my believes were belittled and killed. My soul feels restless and I need air to breath. I will heal: by accepting the cycle of life and realising I have the choice to create my life as I want. There is freedom and I can compromise between the rules. I will realise that there is a pupose in finding the purpose: the way is part of the destination. I have time and I don’t need to fear the future.
Chiron in Capricorn: I feel: powerless and stoic. Nobody sees my value and my meaning, I can’t really find my place in society. I feel underappreciated and I always have to work extra hard to hear a true ‘well done’. Do I need to keep up an image? A mask I put on as soon as I leave the house? The future isn’t bright; the future is dark and meaningless. I will heal: by being my own authority and giving me the respect and recognition I deserve. I know my true self and I will align my destiny with it. I know I’ve done well and when times comes they’ll see. The future is bright because it is directed by me.
Chiron in Aquarius: I feel: Alienated and too odd. Evryone wants to be unique but I feel too eccentric to be part of society. I am left alone with my thoughts and visions, I will act as normal as possible to have friends and a loving community. I want to get close to people but i fear them nontheless. I will heal: by admiring my inner core and coming i touch with others. We will earn from each other and appreciate and love our differences; the inspire and fullfill us eventually. I will find community, I will create a place of belonging for everyone, my unique way of seeing things will benefit my community. It will please the void inside me.
Chiron in Pisces: I feel: thrown out in the dark, helpless and overwhelmed. The world is cruel and love is a waste, I feel unbothered, untouched by it. There is universe to guide me, I feel made fun of by it, so I will be equally as cynical and cruel to the world. I am the victim and need to be saved, someone please show me purpose and light. I will heal: by lovng unconditionallym through and through. Only by opening up and giving yourself the chance to be one gain with the world you will feel love and light. The endless, devilish cycle of darkness will end, you will shine brighter than ever before.
Got this placement, but I never had any problem in my family (except the fact that they all die around me lol)
chiron in fourth house things
* keep in mind the sign and any aspects to your chiron, take what resonates with you *
😶 traumatic and possibly abusive childhood, hardly received love from parents/caregivers…there is a lot of bitterness towards your childhood…
😶 psychological damage from childhood and the family, no nurturing, thus making the concept of ‘home’ broken or distorted in some way
😶 has an extremely hard time accepting love from others, love may not feel real…..if that makes sense..but people do love and care for you, even if you don’t see it…they do
😶 has to fight hard for inner-peace, but these people are true warriors, it is very hard to break their spirit
😶 relationship with mother may be strained in some form, you may have seen her as someone who is damaged and needs saving
😶 may have issues with the chest area or heart
😶 may be frightened to have your own family one day, or to have the parent-child relationship
😶 may feel overwhelmed and dispirited by your family history in some form of another
😶 you easily empower others to heal themselves, people’s troubles are treated with sensitivity and kindness, and people do appreciate this so much
😶 these people would feel amazing fulfilment in areas such as family counselling, teaching….things like this…
If you are feeling sad and heavy-hearted, please please please please please please don’t hesitate to drop me a message, I will always listen to you and hear you, your emotions are always validated and important 💕 💞 💓
there are two main reasons why I’ve become bts fan
fist one, they are incredibly talented and beautiful - c’mon that’s true and let’s say it out loud.
second one, the message behind their songs and albums is so strong and universal: how can you ignore them?
btw, why I’m talking about BTS works? Because I ordered “You Never Walk Alone” album: it’s one of my fav, I think people should listen to it, I think of it as healing and deep.
'Sinope' close-up 2016 🔴 SOLD // Hello, spring :) I'm glad you are here ;) . . . More artworks at http://creativeconstellation.org . . . #abstractexpressionism #universe #prana #textureart #textured #outerspace #chakra #consciousness #astronomy #cosmos #contemporaryart #abstractart #abstractartist #artcollector #yellow #picoftheday #pamelarys #newhome #interior #interiordesign #blue #artlife #artdaily #creativeconstellation #spring #healing #heal #healthylifestyle (at Tallinn, Estonia) https://www.instagram.com/pamelarysart/p/BvT-f5ijsUS/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=10q3i3tslrz8u
'Sinope' close-up 🔴 SOLD // Spring is coming and I had a renovation for about 2 weeks. It will still take about 2 extra weeks. I'm rearranging the old art studios at home for bigger, more professional art studios. Me and my live partner, artist @mkanisko ❤️, will have a place where we can keep even more paintings. From year to year we are getting more prolific and we need more space for our painted "children" ;) . . More artworks at http://creativeconstellation.org . . . #abstractexpressionism #universe #renovation #prana #textureart #textured #outerspace #chakra #consciousness #astronomy #cosmos #contemporaryart #abstractart #abstractartist #artcollector #yellow #picoftheday #pamelarys #newhome #interior #interiordesign #blue #artlife #artdaily #creativeconstellation #spring #healing #heal #healthylifestyle (at Saint Petersburg, Russia) https://www.instagram.com/pamelarysart/p/BvWtbKDD7lx/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=j6bu6s0ikt8t
'Sinope' close-up 🔴 SOLD // . . More artworks at http://creativeconstellation.org . . . #abstractexpressionism #universe #renovation #prana #textureart #textured #outerspace #chakra #consciousness #astronomy #cosmos #contemporaryart #abstractart #abstractartist #artcollector #yellow #picoftheday #pamelarys #newhome #interior #interiordesign #blue #artlife #artdaily #creativeconstellation #spring #healing #heal #healthylifestyle (at Sacramento, California) https://www.instagram.com/pamelarysart/p/BvXIHskjnv1/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=iilta4qmwb73
'Sinope' close-up 🔴 SOLD // . . More artworks at http://creativeconstellation.org . . . #abstractexpressionism #universe #renovation #prana #textureart #textured #outerspace #chakra #consciousness #astronomy #cosmos #contemporaryart #abstractart #abstractartist #artcollector #yellow #picoftheday #pamelarys #newhome #interior #interiordesign #blue #artlife #artdaily #creativeconstellation #spring #healing #heal #healthylifestyle (at Helsinki) https://www.instagram.com/pamelarysart/p/BvZKViyD7Jd/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=drxs41krakp1
'Sinope' interiors 🔴 SOLD // . . More artworks at http://creativeconstellation.org . . . #abstractexpressionism #universe #renovation #prana #textureart #textured #outerspace #chakra #consciousness #astronomy #cosmos #contemporaryart #abstractart #abstractartist #artcollector #yellow #picoftheday #pamelarys #newhome #interior #interiordesign #blue #artlife #artdaily #creativeconstellation #spring #healing #heal #healthylifestyle (at Oslo, Norway) https://www.instagram.com/pamelarysart/p/BvcAouAjq61/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=wvr66ipkgrf6
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