Sometimes U Dont Realize How Bad Off Ur Getting Until Youve Been Unable To Get A Drink In A Few Days

Sometimes u don’t realize how bad off ur getting until you’ve been unable to get a drink in a few days and you’re losing your goddamned mind

nothing worse than when the premise of something captivates you but then it sucks ass. bro you put this idea out into the world and you didn’t even do it a shred of justice

i’m not sure at this point tbh

I made a thing bc my friend brought up how much of a fucking simp I am for Arven

Pls use this as you see fit

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12: 25 am thought:

I’m not hungry, I’m just bored. I’m not hungry, I’m just bored. I’m not hungry, I’m just bored. I’m not hungry, I’m just bored. I’m not hungry, I’m just bored. I’m not hungry, I’m just bored. I’m not hungry, I’m just bored. I’m not hungry, I’m just bored. I’m not hungry, I’m just bored. I’m not hungry, I’m just bored. I’m not hungry, I’m just bored. I’m not hungry, I’m just bored. I’m not hungry, I’m just bored. I’m not hungry, I’m just bored. I’m not hungry, I’m just bored. I’m not hungry, I’m just bored. I’m not hungry, I’m just bored. I’m not hungry, I’m just bored. I’m not hungry, I’m just bored. I’m not hungry, I’m just bored. Im not hungry, I’m just bored. I’m not hungry, I’m just bored. I’m not hungry, I’m just bored. I’m not hungry, I’m just bored. I’m not hungry, I’m just bored. I’m not hungry, I’m just bored. I’m not hungry, I’m just bored. I’m not hungry, I’m just bored. I’m not hungry, I’m just bored. I’m not hungry, I’m just bored.

I'm only calm when I'm causing myself harm. I'm still not fully happy with the mark on my forehead. I need more head trauma. I need them to take me seriously. I need them to believe my pain. I want to continue to keep committing atrocities against myself until I'm dead. I hope one day they believe me. It wasn't for attention. It wasn't to be manipulative. It's because everything fucking hurts.