Pac,, What Should You Do To Move Forward?

pac,, what should you do to move forward?

pile one,,

the first thing you should focus on is healing your trauma or any negative past you've been holding onto. during this time it would help to accept help from others and be open to assistance even if you're scared of opening up. healing your inner child could be very significant. you have a lot of work to do regarding your mental health. neglecting and ignoring your mental struggles won't make them go away. you probably like to imagine others caring for you but you need to be the one to care for you. opal (the jack stauber short) may also be significant. having a healthy routine even if it's just focusing on one specific thing would really make a large impact on you for the better.

pile two,,

i feel like you were probably bullied. you were treated as weird or excluded in some way. like fire drill (Melanie Martinez). you spent a long time feeling weak. it's time to actually stand up for yourself. friends and possibly romantic partners even have treated you wrongly in the past. you should be using these past experiences to your advantage instead of beating yourself over it. how do you wanna be different now? what people do you wish to attract now? how can you avoid things like that happening again? you are very intuitive but you don't use your spiritual abilities to help yourself. trust yourself more often. you don't have to act tough or hard to protect yourself. just protect yourself like you wish others did back then.

pile three,,

this pile feels less amused. like kind of tired. you could currently struggle with depression. you've felt like you had to fight your entire life. not just others, but also your own emotions. you don't allow yourself to feel. you probably grew up in a chaotic environment where you felt it was best/safer for you to not feel at all and developed that mindset early on. you need to balance your mood and emotions. you also need to let go of this fighter mindset. i'm getting fighter by jack stauber and dollhouse by Melanie. you have to take care of yourself and your own feelings. like in that one best american girl scene (mitski) where she started kissing her hand. you could also use music a lot to cope as a way of escapism.

pac,, how can you be more independent right now?

૮꒰ ˶´ ꒳ `˶꒱ა ♡ pile one

to be more independent, you might want to live in a more secluded way. isolation could work well for right now. sometimes it's better to be alone to learn things by yourself. let yourself enjoy things more. being independent means you're responsible for keeping yourself safe, healthy, and entertained. you could have an artistic hobby that you should focus on. work but also take care of yourself. remember to take breaks. keep yourself comfortable and don't overwork. remember to speak up for yourself, as well.

૮꒰ ˶- ༝ -˶꒱ა pile two

you have to let yourself sit in your emotions a bit more. you have a bad habit of detaching yourself from how you feel. this could be through dissociation. celebrate your own achievements more often. you could often rely on praise from other people. learn life skills like cooking. also find motivation. if you listen to a burning pile by mitski, then that's confirmation. work on your mental and emotional health before making any drastic changes, especially childhood trauma and being used emotionally in the past.

૮ ˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶ ა pile three

let yourself be more playful. you could have had a rough childhood where you had to mature or develop too quickly. you should take care of yourself like you wish a parental/adult figure had before. let yourself ask questions and be curious. you could have some people around you that are toxic. probably friends. they give you bad advice and are overall not good for you. you feel inclined to listen to them and do what they want/say. don't be scared to decline their offers and ignore their advice. you also might want to try non-s3xual age/pet regression.

pac,, what do you need to hear right now?

pile one,,

it's okay to take self care moments. you don't always have to focus on what you have to do at the moment. just trust that you'll be able to rest without negative consequences. you should celebrate yourself and your achievements more. stop focusing so much on the bad parts of the past and tearing yourself down for it. if you're not doing that for the positive parts too, what's the point? keep looking for your passion.

pile two,,

your hard work will pay off. don't give up or waste all of it. if you continue doing well, you will be rewarded. i'm getting the image of working on a garden. it is guaranteed to get better so there's no need to stress as much as you do. you've been working on your own without much help. you'll be able to help other people once you get your reward but make sure you save some enjoyment for yourself.

pile three,,

you have a choice to make. keep continuing on the way you are now and remain focused on the past or focus on yourself and work on self-improvement. you'll be pushed in the right direction. this could be through adding a new problem to your life to get you to realize something. like a tower moment. don't worry too much though, it'll work out.

pile four,,

you could be moving on from someone right now. either a close ex friend or partner. you've been doing amazing. you realized how easy it is to move on now that you've actually tried. i'm currently playing sue me by sabrina carpenter too. you've been enjoying this new-found freedom. you realized you've been holding yourself back this entire time. you're learning and working on your emotions and mental health. stop fantasizing about how it would be to be close to them again cuz it's not happening.

PS. forgot to say thank you 💗 - Pile 3 anon

aw yw you don't have to say thank you but I appreciate it :)

pac,, how can you be more confident? what's holding you back?

pile one,,

instead of focusing your energy on others, focus more on yourself. focus on yourself like you're your own crush (I will- mitski). stop settling for people that aren't what you're looking for. if they're bad to you then don't keep them around. they're what's holding you back. you deserve what you want. you have a more negative perspective. if you were less pessimistic, at least towards yourself and your own efforts, it would significantly improve your confidence. you need to let go of this idea that confidence means always feeling good about yourself, never having bad days, and having a mild superiority complex.

pile two,,

your romanticism of your sadness and mental illness is holding you back. you most likely have depression and low self esteem so you learned to live with it instead of learning to heal it. finding some hobbies or something you're good at would increase your confident. you could have grown up thinking you didn't have any specific talent or had to be good at everything so you didn't find just one thing that made you happy that you could do. there's something you know you have to led go off. you have to work on your mental health and emotional regulation. positive affirmations could help a lot. also make sure to calm yourself in a healthy way when you get overwhelmed.

pile three,,

so you're most definitely a creative. you've been working towards better confidence and bettering yourself overall. there's something new bringing balance in. you just have to trust. this feels like it could be something you've been working to manifest for a while. continuing being creative and confident in the art you created will make you more confident as a person. the way you've been moving forward is very strong. just keep pushing through and don't give up. taking breaks is okay and doesn't mean giving up. if you've been thinking about starting something new artistically, especially music, then take the leap. don't do it for other's approval. it's your art, your business.

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