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PICK A CARD Love Reading (July 15-21)

Disclaimer: Only take what resonates and leave the rest behind. I am only posting this reading on profiles I’ve listed on my Linktree (https://linktr.ee/carinasibila) – all other profiles that might post it are fake. Decks used in this reading: Rider-Waite-Smith Tarot Blue Bird Lenormand* Original Kipper Cards** PILE 1 Knight of Pentacles, Snake*, Main Female** Back of the deck: V of Cups Lately, you’ve invested a lot of effort into your relationship, but it feels like your person isn’t reciprocating (enough), and that is sapping your spirit. The cards confirm that you have no reason to doubt your feelings: your person’s romantic efforts have been a disappointment. You should ‘take this week off’ and focus your energies on your own well-being for a change. PILE 2 Strength, Bear*, Mature Man** Back of the deck: IX of Wands An ongoing argument is casting a shadow over your relationship. The cards indicate that this week is a good time to try resolving the situation, even if things don’t look promising at first. Your person might still try to push their point of view through, but with empathy and understanding you’ll be able to put your person into the right mood to find a compromise. PILE 3 VI of Cups, Bouquet*, Distant Horizons** Back of the deck: IV of Wands If you’re looking for love, there’s a good chance that soon your dreams will come true. Keep your eyes open at parties or celebrations you’re attending: someone from your past, possibly an old childhood friend or past romantic interest, might cross your path. Make sure to show that you’re interested romantically in the person – be nice, flirt, compliment – to start things off right.

You are an amazing person: you are loved, you are beautiful, you are strong, you are talented, and you are magical. Love yourself as you are loved. Take care of yourself.

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Soulmate Reading ☕

Pile one Pile two

Pile three Pile four

Pile One

your soul mate is someone who seems like a reward or a possible manifestation. they could possibly be a divine masculine or have heavy masculine energy ( remember that doesn't determine their gender) or have heavy duality of femininity and masculinity. this person seems soft but protective. like they'll treat you gently but might not be as gentle with other people. this doesn't mean theyre mean to other ppl ofc. you've gone through quite a bit and this person will treat you better than how others have treated you before. they'll seem like a new fresh beginning for you and will bring gifts and fortune into your life. they might have issues with mood swings and mental health as well as possessiveness. this person could have borderline personality disorder or possible bipolar but take what resonates. they will always make you feel cared for and appreciated which is something you probably don't feel much of now 😭 but you deserve it. you could be a very stubborn person or have low self esteem but remember that this was brought for a reason. it will get better and you do deserve this connection. this is good karma for you. the best advice is to accept this gift without being too skeptical about it like you most likely are most of the time. don't push this person away to feel safe. if you aren't ready then take your time but you have to open up your emotions and self to love at some point.

Pile Two

your soulmate is a bit immature 💀 a lot of your friends probably won't like them at first. they present themselves as immature and childish to people and as a person with a carefree energy. in reality, they really just had a bad past and possibly bad childhood too and use immaturity to distance from their feelings and anything serious. they do wanna let go of their past but they haven't confronted it 😞 they might have a lot to work on before getting in a new relationship. could be a former "player 🤪" who's now regretful of their actions. picking up mommy issues 🤕 they aren't used to receiving gentle love and care which is probably your main form of showing affection. they never received much love when they were younger and now they don't know how to accept it from others. they also don't know how to accept their own feelings because they were dismissed so many times and constantly invalidated. the advice for you is that if you have a bad past with this person then let it go. you might have to be generous and take your time with them. even though they don't like gentle love they have to learn how to heal and be comfortable with it so it's best to slowly ease them into it. im channeling the imagine of a traumatized dog who's still learning to not be afraid. they might still need help with coping and emotions. don't feel like you have to do anything though. you don't have to people-please and worship this person. they need a lot of care but you dont have to be the one to supply that either. you could always get them into therapy or counseling if it's too much. don't overwork yourself like you always do.

Pile Three

your soulmate is kinda like the perfect partner. this is a dreamy romantic person with a big heart. they're like one of those manhwa boys (regardless of gender) with the charming behaviors and pretty smiles. they're very committed and romantic. they like cuddles, cafes, and soft casual dates. im channeling moment by vierre cloud/ new kind of love by fro fro (they're the same song anyway 😞) . your person is giving very much simp energy. they might tend to stay alone or prefer being alone than to being around others. they seem very soft and introverted but attractive and mysterious at the same time. they wanna make sure you feel safe and comforted. they're really good with emotions and care (the ace of cups fell out right after I typed that so there's your conformation ig 💀) . they're caring about your mental health and trauma. they are trustworthy for you to open up to and won't judge you for what you went through before. this person could have a lot of options but they're still specifically focused on you. one of your fears is of abandonment and this is a confirmation that you won't be left behind. they're a hard worker especially financially but struggle with over thinking things too much. they can read people well which can come off as intimidating. sometimes they neglect their own feelings and can be scared to commit even though they want to. your advice is to remember they aren't actually perfect and you can't rely on them for everything. they're still a real person with feelings. remember to take care of yourself instead of just having them take care of you and if you're worrying about "will things actually get better? " then they will.

Pile Four

i channeled the Lana del ray version of the other woman the moment I started this reading. also picking up on dealer? ykw 🙄 get over your ex/ ex crush first of all. they sucked fr 💀 what is there to like??? they aren't your soulmate and you gotta let them go. they were immature and possessive and possibly abusive. you have another person as your soulmate and they're much better. heal yourself and learn to be independent first before dating. you might already know your soulmate. they're the perfect match for you. when you start talking with them you'll realize they just get you like that one episode from girl from nowhere with the anonymous chat and the lesbian teachers (I love them 😭). this person is all you've ever dreamed of and possibly how you imagined your ex/ex crush would be even though they weren't. you're keeping yourself back from isolating from people and avoiding catching feelings on anyone. they like to think and reflect a lot. like one of those people who psychoanalyzes themselves 24/7 to better understand themselves. because of that, they might be feeling insecure or inadequate. they place high standards on themselves and get upset when they don't reach them. my advice for you is that you don't have to be completely innocent or completely oversexualize yourself to be valid. you can find a balance yk. nobody has to fit in just one category and you really weren't meant to.

Your FS's love language

Pile One

Pile Two

Pile Three

Pile One

Your future spouse is likely more experienced than you with romance and relationships and may take on a more nurturing and teaching role. Your fs shows love through being protective and nurturing. Your fs struggles expressing love through words so they often use touch and acts of service to express how they feel about you. They wanna shower you in gifts and make you feel safe. They see you overwhelmed or upset and want to calm you down. Your fs likely will be the one to make the first move. Your fs likes seeing you smile and may use humor just to see you laugh, even if they make a fool out of themselves in the process. They value you much more over their reputation.

Signs: long walks, rain or after the rain, partly/mostly cloudy, romantic comedy kdramas, oversleeping, 15, 9, 6, pottery, being picked up/piggy back rides.

Pile Two

Your fs commonly shows love through gift-giving, especially cash. Your fs may feel like a burden very easily and be very sensitive This person may be avoidant of love and relationships. It seems like heavy commitment issues out of fear. Channeling "Don't wanna fall in love" by kyle. They want you to show them how you feel first. They had a bad relationship before with arguments and chaos and a lack of trust. They want you to show them how you feel first. They often hold their own past against them. Once they put their walls down, they're a caring and considerate partner who brings many gifts and material items. This could be a friends to lovers relationship.

Signs: virgo, cancer, big cats/tigers, cafes and coffee, webtoons, shaded areas, nostalgia, 777, 444, 333, bisexuality, covering eyes, itching, zoning out.

Pile Three

This may be a study-buddy thing where you become partners on a project or start studying together and then end up being with each other. Your fs may be a sapiosexual (someone sexually attracted to intelligence). They see you as someone mature and skilled. They see you in an elegant manner. They show their love by being aggressively flirty or by messing with you. They might find little things to tease you about to avoid admitting that they study every little thing about you and have feelings for you. This could be someone you met before or already had a relationship with for some people. If you're hurt after they tease you, they of course will try desperately to make you feel better even if they don't directly tell you they're doing trying to. They try to close themselves off and not tell you about themselves and just listen to you talk about yourself instead.

Signs: subliminals, crystals and stones, moss equal/even, blur, purple, stars and the sun, hyperpigmentation, sleep deprivation, increased spiritual abilities (especially clairvoyance), slow breathing, 888, 8, infinity, money growth.

What does your future spouse find cute about you?

Pile one Pile two

Pile three Pile four

Pile one

Your future spouse finds it cute that you're always eager to learn new information. You may also try to be playful or come across as strong but they don't really see you as physically strong so they find it funny. They find it cute that you try to get aggressive with them when you don't have the physical strength to back it up. This is just playful, so if someone is trying to hurt you and finds your resistance cute/funny, then this is not the person. You have the balance of cute and "violent." Your future spouse finds this cute. You might try to play hit them and they find that specifically adorable about you. The last pile may be for you if you felt drawn to it.

Pile two

Your future spouse notices you are a bit of perfectionist and they see it as cute. They don't understand why you focus so much on little things when they see every part of you as perfect already. You over analyze things often instead of looking at the big picture. Then you over think an the big picture becomes about 70 million other small pictures that don't match up to create the big picture anymore. Basically, you over think and create a new idea in your head of things instead of focusing on the big things. They also find it cute that you have a lot of duality. You can change up from scary to cute quickly or mean to nice or something along those lines.

Pile three

Your future spouse finds it cute how you like making cute little crafts. They also like how you are super romantic. You might make them cute romantic cards or foods. You're a very creative person. They like seeing what you can come up with. They have fun trying to convince you that your work is good even though you're stubborn. They genuinely enjoy what you make even if it's childish/childlike or bad to you. They love how dedicated you are and how much passion you have. You might be an artist. They love how stubborn you are. They find most things about you cute, overall. You could like baking/cooking. DDLC may be significant, especially natsuki.

Pile four

Right off the bat, I'm getting that they love how unique you are. They like seeing how unpredictable and "crazy" you act. It's like you always keep them entertained or busy. I'm hearing that you keep their hands full. They find you crazy in a cute way. They think you being as emotional as you are is cute, especially considering how you act all crazy all the time. You're very emotional and you enjoy expressing how you feel, even if the ways you do so are seen as odd. They find it cute that you throw little "tantrums" and have little mood swings. They think it's cute that you get cranky and need naps all the time. They find you being so protective/possessive adorable as well. You may use yandere stuff to cope (like #bpdyandere or something). If you felt drawn to another pile, especially pile one then check them.

PAC,, What do you need to let go of?

💤 ︵ pile one ﹙ ☆ ﹚

ᰍ ̟˚ You need to let go of your obsession with money. Trust the universe will handle it and you'll be fine. Stop trying to nurture and care for everybody. You're the main one you should be looking out for. You're working yourself too hard. It's okay to take a rest sometimes. It's okay to have goals and have a strong will to reach them but you need to remember you have to keep yourself alive as well. You're trying your best to make your own money and care for everyone but you can't do both and you definitely can't care for everyone.

💤 ︵ pile two ﹙ ☆ ﹚

ᰍ ̟˚ You need to let go of a lover or crush. If you've had them as a lover and they've cheated or betrayed you in a way, they're not ready to change yet. Maybe in the future but you need a break to nurture yourself. This person is impulsive and sure of themselves but is still immature. In the end, this person will leave you and you'll feel like you have to hide your feelings. You've been ignoring the possibility that this could be true but it is. They aren't worth it. You're worth so much more and you deserve the care you give others, so give it to yourself. 1010 and other angle numbers may be significant.

💤 ︵ pile three﹙ ☆ ﹚

ᰍ ̟˚ You need to let go of your impulsivity and unrealistic fantasies. You need to learn more about yourself I'm getting. Not everybody is your friend and not everything is a fairytale. You might need time to yourself. You need to let go of sad memories of old friends or lovers. You might imagine that things are good like it was with them before, but it's not and you need to accept that. This message has been trying to reach you but you ignore it and just deal with the negative consequences.

general crush pac

pile one

they see you as an intuitive person and a hard worker. your crush sees you as inspiring. im getting kind of like an art peace at a museum. they see you as someone to enjoy the presence of. you may or may not have some significant past with this person. this could be a crush you walked away from for a bit or someone who you isolated from or who isolated from you. this could even be an ex for some. possible ghosting involved. either way, there was a painful past for both of you. they want to let this go and learn more about the new you. they also want to prove they're not the same as they were/they'll behave differently than before. they feel as if they did you wrong or should have handled a situation better.

pile two

you could have cheated on/ been cheated on in a relationship with your person. there was a lot of lies, deception, sneaking around, and more. someone was more oblivious or love-clouded during this and couldn't realize it was an unhealthy situation. the relationship ended. all of that is in the past now. there's a chance to do better in a new relationship with them. you both have the chance to have a strong and loving relationship now. this relationship would be passionate and emotional. this relationship would consist of supporting each other in hard times, even though it previously did not. the change from the old relationship to the current one would be a noticeable difference. before jumping into this connection, understand your emotions and how you fully and truly feel about this person.

pile three

they see you as a generous, mature, hard worker. you might take care of them often or they imagine you doing that. they see you as a very caring an nurturing person. as opposed to being jealous of you spending time with others, they observe it and it makes them feel better just seeing you as your comfortable self. you could have mutual friends as well. nine of pentacles flew out next to two of swords and the king of pentacles (9 of pentacles, 2 of swords between, and king of pentacles) just now. it seems like you two are very compatible. you could be more independent (especially financially) but they still just wanna spoil you with gifts.

pac ,, what era are you in rn?

pile one,,

you are currently going through an era where you start to recognize your worth and others are starting to as well. this era is bringing tons of confidence along with it. if you're feeling stuck or feeling like this era isn't happening but still feel drawn to the pile, understand that this era should be happening but you have to work through your own stuff first. you're holding yourself back thinking you're not good enough and you don't deserve it when you do.

pile two,,

you could be going through this era after a break up. it seems there's new stuff happening regarding romance and recovery from a past relationship. also a possible new one coming in? it seems like now you aren't as focused on love and are more focused on material things like money. there's so many new opportunities for you to take but don't take ones that aren't in your best interest. this feels like a new complete version of you. you're keeping yourself more closed off, especially from love. a tip to allow this era to happen easier is to let go of ex lovers and friends. they don't serve your best interest and aren't for you so don't go back.

pile three,,

this era is one of clearing out the bad and focusing on the good. you're letting go of what you don't need and what harms you. you're learning self care and how to take care of yourself. i'm getting that you're now starting to learn and fully understand your worth. you might start taking yourself on little dates to places that you enjoy. this era is one of healing and relaxation. it might feel lonely but remember, you'll make new friends and meet new people. the old people you no longer talk to obviously weren't fit for you and they didn't understand your worth like you do.

Pac, who's your soulmate?

Your soulmate is someone who overthinks a lot. When they see you, you might notice them trying to fix their hair or make sure they look nice. You mutually make each other feel complete. It's like they're fixated on you. They just wanna hold you as their own. Like "you're mine". It may seem a bit possessive but they just wanna hold you and keep you safe. There's no negative intentions with this. They're a hard worker and wanna make sure you don't have to work as hard as them. They might take you out and buy you gifts. I'm getting that you may be really stressed a lot currently or at the time you meet your soulmate if you haven't yet. They notice/will notice how stressed you are even if you try to hide it. They wanna take away your worries and help you relax. Maybe with a massage or words of affirmation after work. They could also let you vent a lot. They like giving you presents and surprises. Maybe throwing surprise parties for you. It seems like they're trying to break down your boundaries a bit so they can give you gifts and I'm getting they wanna give you " everything you want." They don't think you'll really accept the gifts otherwise. They could have had a bad past or have tried to be some type of "player" but now they're trying to focus on you and change. They're someone you can really trust and open up to. They're a non-judgemental person to talk to especially if you're looking for practical advice when you're mind is clouded. They're very trust worthy and they'll build your relationship off trust and love.

Music could be significant, especially lofi and/or classical music. Your soulmate is extremely fair and morally correct. They could study a lot of social problems and try to keep their awareness up. They're very stubborn and won't back down easily, especially if it's something they believe in. They might be a bit trapped in their own mind. Like they imagine people out a certain way and expect them to be like that in reality. They may rely on material things and sexual things to cope with trauma and to keep themselves "protected." They could have had traumatic experience with a father figure. They try to cope with things that are overall unhealthy for them. They also worry too much about their reputation and try to portray themselves in a "strong" way. Could also struggle with toxic masculinity. Even with that, they've been doing everything on their own. They do know how to take care of themselves (somewhat) and others but they often choose not to in fear of being hurt or used. They've worked hard for what they earned and aren't ready to give it up that easily to just anyone. They're scared of saying too much about their emotions or opening up. This person could very much have other options but you're actually the person for them (the lovers card). They're not used to feeling this rushing wave of emotions and they aren't exactly sure how to deal with it. It's like they wanna be tough but have this tiny little soft spot for you that they can't get rid of. It might make them uncomfortable? Like they wanna be all cool and edgy or whatever but they can't because you and they don't know why they feel this way. They're friends are what to watch out for though. They could be bad influencers or sabotaging.

You have a very soft and caring energy to you. Not in a people pleaser way (at least mostly not) but more in a sincere and laid back way. You may be taking time to heal and focus on work or school currently. Your soulmate tries to hide their feelings a bit with a cold persona. In reality, they're really really in love with you. They love how nice and perfect you seem. They wanna provide mental and emotional stability for you. They also wanna know more about who you are as a person. They may be straight forward and a bit blunt when it comes to you. Like the main love interest from"Marry My Husband." I got the queen of swords and king of swords for you two. This is a connection where both parties better each other and learn. Not only learning through experience, but also learning directly from each other. They're scared you may leave them for other options or that you're already with someone who you think is better. They're very protective of you, especially when it comes to who you hang around. They think some people you surround yourself with aren't in your best interest and could be causing you harm. They wanna keep you away from them and have you more to themselves. Your friends may make you do all the work in the friendship or exclude you. I'm also getting using you for entertainment. Soon, the friendship will end so there's no means in sticking around to watch as it happens. They see obvious commitment issues from a fear of being left/abandoned. However, they also see this making it difficult for you to leave toxic people behind. They wanna let you know they're here for you and will take care of your emotional needs in any way you want from them.

PAC, what you're doing right vs wrong

one two three

Pile one,,

Right:

currently you're working on yourself and dedicating time for yourself. you're analyzing the past and improving based on what you did wrong before. this mental health journey is really significant for you. working on your personal hobbies and talents is really helpful right now and could be a way you are dedicating time for yourself.

Wrong:

right now you are pushing people away and ignoring the people that genuinely care about you and are in your best interest. you're fearing change and actively refusing to improve or change at all. you're also holding yourself to this incredible standard. you're letting yourself rely on others too much/letting others rely on you too much and it's making you/them weaker. you have to get out of your head and make changes yourself.

Pile two,,

Right:

you're taking a rest, especially from people. you're holding yourself back from dealing with a toxic masculine person (could be any gender ofc). this person is negative for you and it's best to keep your distance as you're doing right now. you're doing something new, a big change from how things usually are for you. you're finally taking this leap and moving forward.

Wrong:

You're currently being a bit lost in your own delusions. You keep settling for people who are less. You let people treat you terribly and still only give them the best. You don't give yourself enough credit and you have really low self esteem. You're always knowingly letting people use you. You're ignoring your mental health flaws and pretending like you're done healing when you aren't. it might be tough but you have to keep going. i guarantee you got this.

Pile three,,

Right:

you acknowledge your flaws and mental health struggles. you are able to understand how you are and why you're like that. you may often psychoanalyze yourself, especially your trauma responses. you're learning more about yourself and are studying your behaviors. doing this can help you be able to solve the problems you have.

Wrong:

Even though you know what you have to do to fix the problems you deal with, you don't take action. this could possibly be because of depression. you're so used to living the way you are now that you don't find a point in helping yourself. you're also being overgenerous with people when you don't have enough to give to others. you could be letting people vent knowing you're not in the right place. it's best for you if you just tell them you need a break or need help. if they still demand from you, they aren't good to keep around.

PAC, how will you unlock your fs's heart?

P1 P2 P2

P1

First off, making your partner feel safe and/or actually keeping them safe. Also going on dates. Your fs could struggle with trusting people. They like how you make sure they're alright financially but allow them to remain independent as well. I feel like you may be rich or more financially stable when in comparison to this person so they feel like they're living a life of luxury with you. They're glad you recognize your own flaws kind of like it's a hidden part of you.

P2

One of the reasons they'll fall in love with you is because you're very fair but less in a "harmonious balance" way and more in a "chaotic nanno" way. You're also very emotional mature or balanced. You know how to manage your emotions and seem mostly calm. You're independent and don't need others to fight your battles for you. It's not just to impress, you genuinely prefer to deal with your own issues. You stand out to them. I'm getting that you shine brighter than others to them.

P1

They're in love with you because you're able to remain being yourself regardless of backlash and hate from other people. You probably are good at making people feel better even if you're not doing it on purpose. You provide good insight for people when they need help with making important choices. You may have gone through some terrible things, maybe even with this person for some. If this person was wrong before, they wanna prove that they're better now. If not, they wanna show they can be better than how you were treated before by other people.

pac,, what should you do to move forward?

pile one,,

the first thing you should focus on is healing your trauma or any negative past you've been holding onto. during this time it would help to accept help from others and be open to assistance even if you're scared of opening up. healing your inner child could be very significant. you have a lot of work to do regarding your mental health. neglecting and ignoring your mental struggles won't make them go away. you probably like to imagine others caring for you but you need to be the one to care for you. opal (the jack stauber short) may also be significant. having a healthy routine even if it's just focusing on one specific thing would really make a large impact on you for the better.

pile two,,

i feel like you were probably bullied. you were treated as weird or excluded in some way. like fire drill (Melanie Martinez). you spent a long time feeling weak. it's time to actually stand up for yourself. friends and possibly romantic partners even have treated you wrongly in the past. you should be using these past experiences to your advantage instead of beating yourself over it. how do you wanna be different now? what people do you wish to attract now? how can you avoid things like that happening again? you are very intuitive but you don't use your spiritual abilities to help yourself. trust yourself more often. you don't have to act tough or hard to protect yourself. just protect yourself like you wish others did back then.

pile three,,

this pile feels less amused. like kind of tired. you could currently struggle with depression. you've felt like you had to fight your entire life. not just others, but also your own emotions. you don't allow yourself to feel. you probably grew up in a chaotic environment where you felt it was best/safer for you to not feel at all and developed that mindset early on. you need to balance your mood and emotions. you also need to let go of this fighter mindset. i'm getting fighter by jack stauber and dollhouse by Melanie. you have to take care of yourself and your own feelings. like in that one best american girl scene (mitski) where she started kissing her hand. you could also use music a lot to cope as a way of escapism.

pac,, which people should you cut off now and why?

(i randomly felt like I had to do this reading for some reason)

pile one,,

this is most likely an ex partner or crush. you're holding on to this. I'm not sure if you're doing this because you still love them but you have to let this person go. they've already done you wrong in the past. there's no reason you should allow them to do it again. they most likely had problems with infidelity in the past. you keep just thinking about the feelings you've had towards them in the past and how they could make you feel. potential means nothing if it's not taking into action. this person would not put their energy into giving you what you want and deserve. you shouldn't give your energy into them either. you need to stop carrying any burdens they made you carry. they aren't your responsibility and they need to care for themselves.

pile two,,

this person/these people made you feel owned and weak. not necessarily weak but like you're under someone else's control. this was most likely a group of people. friends or family. you could have recently already cut them off. this left you feeling much more free but you still have healing left to do. the song for this reading is the fine print. i forgot which game it was based on but it could be significant as well. now the only thing stopping you from being as free as you want it yourself. you let their words stay in your mind. it's not your fault that they couldn't recognize your worth but you don't have to forget your own worth too. you need to cut them off completely, including their words and what they "taught" you about your own self.

pile three,,

you have workplace issues. it's not that you can't do your job. it's just that people at your job put so much work and stress on you. you're trapping yourself here because you're scared you won't find another job and you'll sink into poverty. you're putting up with this because of your fears. you have to trust that you'll be protected even if you quit. you're overworking yourself here and it's unhealthy for you. your health is more important than your money and job. even if you're scared and don't feel like just quitting would be the right choice, you can always look for a job first. none of the excuses you can make are anything besides fear. just take a deep breath. you need a break or a better workplace. you'll make the right choice. stop stressing over it. take a moment to relax now or as soon as possible.

pac,, how can you be more independent right now?

૮꒰ ˶´ ꒳ `˶꒱ა ♡ pile one

to be more independent, you might want to live in a more secluded way. isolation could work well for right now. sometimes it's better to be alone to learn things by yourself. let yourself enjoy things more. being independent means you're responsible for keeping yourself safe, healthy, and entertained. you could have an artistic hobby that you should focus on. work but also take care of yourself. remember to take breaks. keep yourself comfortable and don't overwork. remember to speak up for yourself, as well.

૮꒰ ˶- ༝ -˶꒱ა pile two

you have to let yourself sit in your emotions a bit more. you have a bad habit of detaching yourself from how you feel. this could be through dissociation. celebrate your own achievements more often. you could often rely on praise from other people. learn life skills like cooking. also find motivation. if you listen to a burning pile by mitski, then that's confirmation. work on your mental and emotional health before making any drastic changes, especially childhood trauma and being used emotionally in the past.

૮ ˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶ ა pile three

let yourself be more playful. you could have had a rough childhood where you had to mature or develop too quickly. you should take care of yourself like you wish a parental/adult figure had before. let yourself ask questions and be curious. you could have some people around you that are toxic. probably friends. they give you bad advice and are overall not good for you. you feel inclined to listen to them and do what they want/say. don't be scared to decline their offers and ignore their advice. you also might want to try non-s3xual age/pet regression.

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pac,, how do they feel about you?

๋ *ੈ✩‧₊˚ pile one ๋࣭ ⭑

your person feels conflicted. they know they like you but theres something holding them back from taking action on their feelings. the thing holding them back is major because holding back when the lovers card represents how they feel is a lot to hold back. they're scared of things moving too fast and of messing up their chances with you. they care a lot about this and don't wanna lose their opportunity to be with you. their own fear is what's stopping them from coming up even though they want to. since they "can't" move forward with you,, they just watch you from a distance and kinda study you. they think about you a lot but the actual idea of taking action scares them. they could have a fear of rejection when it comes to you.

*ੈ✩‧₊˚ pile two ๋࣭ ⭑

they feel like you have a lot of duality to you/they have a lot of duality. they have a lot of feelings about you but some of them are negative feelings like worry that they need to let go of. it's kind of like they have mixed feelings about liking you. like they feel positive half of the time and negative the other half. this could definitely be new to them. they could be extremely independent seeming. this person could possibly be a woman or someone feminine. this person is probably very loyal. maybe not loyal in general,, but loyal to you at least. they are probably feeling possessive over you but don't show it. even though they can seem possessive,, it's like soft possessive. they still care about you and are safe to be around.

*ੈ✩‧₊˚ pile three ๋࣭ ⭑

they feel like you're kinda "bright"? like a ray of sunlight. you have a cheerful type of personality and way of going about things. if you feel like you're annoying because you get excited easily,, this reading could definitely be for you. you could be extroverted or a class clown type of person. they like your sense of humor. you seem resourceful and original. like you can make people happy out of thin air. they or you could have gone through a lot before in the past and worked your/their way up. it seems like they just want to talk about you instead. they could be reclusive or shy. they might sit in the back of places or something like that where they aren't noticed much. they try to use logic with love more than their actual feelings,, which explains why there wasn't much about their actual feelings.

pac,, who do you need cut off with and why?

🌱 pile one,,

who?

there's a friend (or multiple) that you have who acts like they're all intellectual and therefore superior that you, which isn't true. you've fought with them before already, possibly even multiple times. you chose to forgive them and move on because this feeling they know better than you or that your exaggerating. they don't support you or help you with your issues. maybe the ghosting type of person. either way, absent when you need them the most.

why?

you may have also been warned about this person before. maybe even by this person if they're the type of person that's like "im just so toxic." if you stay around them, you'll keep letting them belittle your intelligence and it'll damage you. they're causing chaos in your life and are toxic to be around. the energy for this reading came out very clearly so this may not be the first time they're telling you this.

🥟 pile two,,

who?

this could be a lover or romantic interest or just someone who likes you. this mf is... poetic? as in weird straight boy poetic. they're super emotional which wouldn't be a bad thing but they make it your problem. they disguise them using you as being emotionally open. they cross your boundaries repeatedly. you're not the only one they do this with. they're just desperate for someone. you probably shouldn't even give them the time of day tbh.

why?

this person is immature asf, but they still know what they're doing. they overthink themselves near to death and make you fix it. this is not something you have to deal with. if you stay around them too long, you'll start absorbing up their issues for them. don't let someone like this take your power away.

🍵 pile three,,

who?

i feel like this person is a girl(?) who can't choose if they wanna commit or go out partying or whatever. they're out of touch with their emotions and are used to just pushing them away. (why do all of my piles have the worst emotionally using people? 😭 do better, y'all.) when they found out you were in touch with your emotions, they decided to fuck with you. this person is leading you on or pretending they're offering more later. they aren't.

why?

this person is gonna use your passion for them to get money or material things from you. eventually they'll betray you. this is not someone you wanna keep around. once you leave, ngl it'll suck, but once you learn to function on your own without anyone else, you'll come out stronger and better than before. you don't owe anyone money, advice, or anything else to deserve love. you deserve love regardless.

“𝐏𝐀𝐂 𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐎𝐓„ what people are you attracting romantically?

“𝐏𝐈𝐋𝐄 𝐎𝐍𝐄„

yikes 😭😭 no, you can't fix them. stop trying. it's a lot of emotionally fucked up people who are just immature and scared to face their own emotions. type of people to leave when things get tough. im getting like immature little boy energy but of course they don't have to be boys. this is because of smth with you. make sure you do your shadow work. maybe you're used to "saving" people and shit because of your childhood? regardless, you gotta work that out. i believe in you, treat yourself how you wanna be treated and how you want others to treat you.

“𝐏𝐈𝐋𝐄 𝐓𝐖𝐎„

im getting like kinda over protective energy? i don't think it's anything to worry about but make sure you put up boundaries with these people. they're working through their own issues so be considerate. they've been through a lot 💀 that's why they have to do their inner work. don't rush them on this. make sure you leave behind any extra burdens and are ready before you date any of these people (if you do). a lot of you might not be able to accept happiness for yourself because you're worried it's gonna end or smth like that but just be happy it'll be there in the first place and enjoy it for as long as possible.

“𝐏𝐈𝐋𝐄 𝐓𝐇𝐑𝐄𝐄„

don't just go for people because they have enough money to help support you and keep you stable 😬 there are tons of other things to worry about in relationships besides money. your money is fine, stop worrying about it. don't worry about who's the "best" and most stable option for you. go for the person you want. you can't logic your way through love 😭 just date who you want cuz you're attracting the "stable" people and not the ones who are what you want. it's just people with money and stability but who aren't good or fun partners. trust me, your money is fine.

❀ pac, calling you out

❀ pile one

you are in a really bad relationship. no, it's not "romance" bc they're emotional. they're emotionally manipulative 😭 not emotional. if you gotta deal with all their problems to the point you can't deal with your own and theirs start becoming yours, they're not good for you. if you'd do the work and fix your issues, maybe you'd get someone better. instead, you choose to stay here and not take any risks because you're comfortable being with losers. can't blame you though cuz it seems like you're scared of chaos cuz you grew up in/lived in that type of environment. do some shadow work and dump them. have some value for yourself, damn.

❀ pile two

you are way too focused on money right now. remember, this is a collective so it won't apply for everyone, but some people in this pile could have like sugar daddies or something? 💀 which no judgement but you need to stop worrying so much about money. you don't HAVE to date for money. you don't HAVE to work extra. you're fine where you are. you also isolate yourself a lot like some kind of sneaky, lonely merchant. how about you put this energy into dealing with your messy emotions that you've been neglecting? you might feel mature with intelligence and all that but your emotions are more immature. you can't logic or buy your way out of everything. go do what you want and feel, not what's "most beneficial" or most logical.

❀ pile three

you're annoying asf with your stubbornness. "i want change i want change 🥺" idk then maybe do something about it? 😭 do you expect everything to just go your way? everybody you admire who's more successful than you put actual work into it. you refuse to take care of yourself. you could deal w toxic masculinity? maybe a trans man or smth? it seems like you're afraid of "feminine things" like crying or self care. go start smth new instead of sitting here moping about how nothing changes. you're literally the reason nothing is changing for you. you refuse to change and expect your environment to. every tarot reader has been tryna tell you this but you wanna scroll past or pretend it's not for you. what you need to do is sit down and listen to your readings. celebrate once you start doing things and maybe you'll actually be motivated since you complain about motivation too.

⊹ ̟˖ ⁀꒷꒦ 𝐏𝐀𝐂 𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐨𝐭 ₊꒷꒦˚‧๑˖

clarity reading; your current situation

꒰꒰ ⊹꒷︶ 𝐏𝐢𝐥𝐞 𝐎𝐧𝐞 ☂︎

to start off, i have to acknowledge that you're doing great by saving financially and focusing on your career/finances. however, you completely boarded yourself up emotionally. you experienced some type of heartbreak. likely from a man (not shocked. 😭) since then, you put your walls up. you've avoided every romantic option and opportunity. keep in mind you can love and focus on yourself at the same time. you're faced with a choice; do nothing and suffer or do something and grow. eventually a change will happen regardless, it's your choice if you want to delay it. just remember that being cold and distant is not the person you were or really are.

꒰꒰ ⊹꒷︶ 𝐏𝐢𝐥𝐞 𝐓𝐰𝐨 ☂︎

you've made a big decision. you initiated a positive necessary change but you're disappointed. that's because this change is a slower change. it's good to understand that these changes will take time since they're for such long term things. view it as an investment and not a quick purchase. at this time, you might be confused like you're wandering through daily life. the choice you made was regarding a passion. possibly art (music, painting, dance, drawing, film, etc) related. you're leaving behind old ways of thinking that previously held you back. this is a fresh new start for you, don't let old ways get in the way of your passions.

꒰꒰ ⊹꒷︶ 𝐏𝐢𝐥𝐞 𝐓𝐡𝐫𝐞𝐞 ☂︎

okay, on a completely unrelated note you are hilarious. 💀 but back to the topic, you are in a hot mess right now. i probably don't have to tell you that. right now you should be relying on your intuition heavily. this mess could also relate to mental health and/or (romantic or non-romantic) love. there may be conflict now, but if you can survive and sort through everything, it'll get better. once you walk away from all of this, make sure to celebrate your victory. you likely don't reward yourself for your success, but when it's something as large scale as this you probably should at least try to.

pac 🕊 love reading 🌷

pile one

you're not letting things flow at all 😭 if you want a relationship you have to actually let it happen. you also need to get all of your shit together before you date. that means no overs3xualizing yourself, no sabotaging, no isolation, no closing yourself off from people you love. none of that. you realize you have to also heal from the last relationship before jumping into a new one? you have to actually leave the toxic situations and environments so you have real time to recover.

pile two

so there's either new love or experiencing love a new way with someone. take it slow and don't rush through it. trust your intuition and yourself especially when it comes to deciding who's right for you. when i say don't rush, just make sure you're prepared and try to rest a bit until the new love/new view of love comes. I think for most people in this pile it'll be a new person. if someone is rushing you, set boundaries. It's important that you understand your feelings. this will be a time where good decision making is really important.

pile three

your struggles are not forever. right now it might be a little tiring or stagnant but very soon it won't be. remember things are going to get better soon. if you just got out of a break up, it might seem like you lost the love of your life but think of all the new opportunities and people you can meet. sometimes when things are lost, it's to make way for the new. soon, this will balance out. do not even consider going back to your ex. even if they're just an ex crush or ex relationship, you know who you don't need to be going back to.