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What does your future spouse find cute about you?

Pile one Pile two

Pile three Pile four

Pile one

Your future spouse finds it cute that you're always eager to learn new information. You may also try to be playful or come across as strong but they don't really see you as physically strong so they find it funny. They find it cute that you try to get aggressive with them when you don't have the physical strength to back it up. This is just playful, so if someone is trying to hurt you and finds your resistance cute/funny, then this is not the person. You have the balance of cute and "violent." Your future spouse finds this cute. You might try to play hit them and they find that specifically adorable about you. The last pile may be for you if you felt drawn to it.

Pile two

Your future spouse notices you are a bit of perfectionist and they see it as cute. They don't understand why you focus so much on little things when they see every part of you as perfect already. You over analyze things often instead of looking at the big picture. Then you over think an the big picture becomes about 70 million other small pictures that don't match up to create the big picture anymore. Basically, you over think and create a new idea in your head of things instead of focusing on the big things. They also find it cute that you have a lot of duality. You can change up from scary to cute quickly or mean to nice or something along those lines.

Pile three

Your future spouse finds it cute how you like making cute little crafts. They also like how you are super romantic. You might make them cute romantic cards or foods. You're a very creative person. They like seeing what you can come up with. They have fun trying to convince you that your work is good even though you're stubborn. They genuinely enjoy what you make even if it's childish/childlike or bad to you. They love how dedicated you are and how much passion you have. You might be an artist. They love how stubborn you are. They find most things about you cute, overall. You could like baking/cooking. DDLC may be significant, especially natsuki.

Pile four

Right off the bat, I'm getting that they love how unique you are. They like seeing how unpredictable and "crazy" you act. It's like you always keep them entertained or busy. I'm hearing that you keep their hands full. They find you crazy in a cute way. They think you being as emotional as you are is cute, especially considering how you act all crazy all the time. You're very emotional and you enjoy expressing how you feel, even if the ways you do so are seen as odd. They find it cute that you throw little "tantrums" and have little mood swings. They think it's cute that you get cranky and need naps all the time. They find you being so protective/possessive adorable as well. You may use yandere stuff to cope (like #bpdyandere or something). If you felt drawn to another pile, especially pile one then check them.

PAC,, What do you need to let go of?

💤 ︵ pile one ﹙ ☆ ﹚

ᰍ ̟˚ You need to let go of your obsession with money. Trust the universe will handle it and you'll be fine. Stop trying to nurture and care for everybody. You're the main one you should be looking out for. You're working yourself too hard. It's okay to take a rest sometimes. It's okay to have goals and have a strong will to reach them but you need to remember you have to keep yourself alive as well. You're trying your best to make your own money and care for everyone but you can't do both and you definitely can't care for everyone.

💤 ︵ pile two ﹙ ☆ ﹚

ᰍ ̟˚ You need to let go of a lover or crush. If you've had them as a lover and they've cheated or betrayed you in a way, they're not ready to change yet. Maybe in the future but you need a break to nurture yourself. This person is impulsive and sure of themselves but is still immature. In the end, this person will leave you and you'll feel like you have to hide your feelings. You've been ignoring the possibility that this could be true but it is. They aren't worth it. You're worth so much more and you deserve the care you give others, so give it to yourself. 1010 and other angle numbers may be significant.

💤 ︵ pile three﹙ ☆ ﹚

ᰍ ̟˚ You need to let go of your impulsivity and unrealistic fantasies. You need to learn more about yourself I'm getting. Not everybody is your friend and not everything is a fairytale. You might need time to yourself. You need to let go of sad memories of old friends or lovers. You might imagine that things are good like it was with them before, but it's not and you need to accept that. This message has been trying to reach you but you ignore it and just deal with the negative consequences.

Hi! So i just read this adorable pac of yours 🥺 and IM LITERALLY SO SHOCKED AT ITS ACCURACY OMG. i felt drawn to 3 piles! Pile 2, 3 and 4!

And yess!! Im a perfectionist and i really tend to overanalyze things and ignore the bigger picture😭 as stated in pile 2.

Im also super romantic and love baking/cooking as stated in pile 3, my yt's recommendations section is full of food videos lol and one of my love languages is actually cooking! And about the crafts thing, i loveee to draww!! I draw all. the. time. whether there's a class going on or im at a relative's im always doodling haha. Andddd when i really like someone, i WILL make them drawings!

Pile 4 was the most accurate!!! Everything resonates. Im quite unique and crazy and tend to think out of the box most times, im also very emotional and expressive towards ppl i love. I do have mood swings sometimes and throw little tantrums too. And its true that i really need naps all the time💀. im also v possessive and protective towards ppl i love, glad my person would find it cute and not overwhelming or...toxic. and about the yandere thing, no i dont use yandere stuff BUT ive been told that im like those yandere anime characters and have been compared to joe goldberg from you, before, probably bc of my possessive and protective behaviour towards my friends?

I really enjoyed reading this pac, i felt like you actually talking to me😭 And sorry, i talk too much, i really like you so i couldnt help. You and your blog's vibes>>>>>

Thank youu

Have a wonderful day/night!

I'm just seeing this now and trust me you don't talk too much <333 thank you so much I really appreciate it and I'm glad the reading was accurate :) (I also relate quite a bit lmao)

general crush pac

pile one

they see you as an intuitive person and a hard worker. your crush sees you as inspiring. im getting kind of like an art peace at a museum. they see you as someone to enjoy the presence of. you may or may not have some significant past with this person. this could be a crush you walked away from for a bit or someone who you isolated from or who isolated from you. this could even be an ex for some. possible ghosting involved. either way, there was a painful past for both of you. they want to let this go and learn more about the new you. they also want to prove they're not the same as they were/they'll behave differently than before. they feel as if they did you wrong or should have handled a situation better.

pile two

you could have cheated on/ been cheated on in a relationship with your person. there was a lot of lies, deception, sneaking around, and more. someone was more oblivious or love-clouded during this and couldn't realize it was an unhealthy situation. the relationship ended. all of that is in the past now. there's a chance to do better in a new relationship with them. you both have the chance to have a strong and loving relationship now. this relationship would be passionate and emotional. this relationship would consist of supporting each other in hard times, even though it previously did not. the change from the old relationship to the current one would be a noticeable difference. before jumping into this connection, understand your emotions and how you fully and truly feel about this person.

pile three

they see you as a generous, mature, hard worker. you might take care of them often or they imagine you doing that. they see you as a very caring an nurturing person. as opposed to being jealous of you spending time with others, they observe it and it makes them feel better just seeing you as your comfortable self. you could have mutual friends as well. nine of pentacles flew out next to two of swords and the king of pentacles (9 of pentacles, 2 of swords between, and king of pentacles) just now. it seems like you two are very compatible. you could be more independent (especially financially) but they still just wanna spoil you with gifts.

Pac, who's your soulmate?

Your soulmate is someone who overthinks a lot. When they see you, you might notice them trying to fix their hair or make sure they look nice. You mutually make each other feel complete. It's like they're fixated on you. They just wanna hold you as their own. Like "you're mine". It may seem a bit possessive but they just wanna hold you and keep you safe. There's no negative intentions with this. They're a hard worker and wanna make sure you don't have to work as hard as them. They might take you out and buy you gifts. I'm getting that you may be really stressed a lot currently or at the time you meet your soulmate if you haven't yet. They notice/will notice how stressed you are even if you try to hide it. They wanna take away your worries and help you relax. Maybe with a massage or words of affirmation after work. They could also let you vent a lot. They like giving you presents and surprises. Maybe throwing surprise parties for you. It seems like they're trying to break down your boundaries a bit so they can give you gifts and I'm getting they wanna give you " everything you want." They don't think you'll really accept the gifts otherwise. They could have had a bad past or have tried to be some type of "player" but now they're trying to focus on you and change. They're someone you can really trust and open up to. They're a non-judgemental person to talk to especially if you're looking for practical advice when you're mind is clouded. They're very trust worthy and they'll build your relationship off trust and love.

Music could be significant, especially lofi and/or classical music. Your soulmate is extremely fair and morally correct. They could study a lot of social problems and try to keep their awareness up. They're very stubborn and won't back down easily, especially if it's something they believe in. They might be a bit trapped in their own mind. Like they imagine people out a certain way and expect them to be like that in reality. They may rely on material things and sexual things to cope with trauma and to keep themselves "protected." They could have had traumatic experience with a father figure. They try to cope with things that are overall unhealthy for them. They also worry too much about their reputation and try to portray themselves in a "strong" way. Could also struggle with toxic masculinity. Even with that, they've been doing everything on their own. They do know how to take care of themselves (somewhat) and others but they often choose not to in fear of being hurt or used. They've worked hard for what they earned and aren't ready to give it up that easily to just anyone. They're scared of saying too much about their emotions or opening up. This person could very much have other options but you're actually the person for them (the lovers card). They're not used to feeling this rushing wave of emotions and they aren't exactly sure how to deal with it. It's like they wanna be tough but have this tiny little soft spot for you that they can't get rid of. It might make them uncomfortable? Like they wanna be all cool and edgy or whatever but they can't because you and they don't know why they feel this way. They're friends are what to watch out for though. They could be bad influencers or sabotaging.

You have a very soft and caring energy to you. Not in a people pleaser way (at least mostly not) but more in a sincere and laid back way. You may be taking time to heal and focus on work or school currently. Your soulmate tries to hide their feelings a bit with a cold persona. In reality, they're really really in love with you. They love how nice and perfect you seem. They wanna provide mental and emotional stability for you. They also wanna know more about who you are as a person. They may be straight forward and a bit blunt when it comes to you. Like the main love interest from"Marry My Husband." I got the queen of swords and king of swords for you two. This is a connection where both parties better each other and learn. Not only learning through experience, but also learning directly from each other. They're scared you may leave them for other options or that you're already with someone who you think is better. They're very protective of you, especially when it comes to who you hang around. They think some people you surround yourself with aren't in your best interest and could be causing you harm. They wanna keep you away from them and have you more to themselves. Your friends may make you do all the work in the friendship or exclude you. I'm also getting using you for entertainment. Soon, the friendship will end so there's no means in sticking around to watch as it happens. They see obvious commitment issues from a fear of being left/abandoned. However, they also see this making it difficult for you to leave toxic people behind. They wanna let you know they're here for you and will take care of your emotional needs in any way you want from them.

PAC, how will you unlock your fs's heart?

P1 P2 P2

P1

First off, making your partner feel safe and/or actually keeping them safe. Also going on dates. Your fs could struggle with trusting people. They like how you make sure they're alright financially but allow them to remain independent as well. I feel like you may be rich or more financially stable when in comparison to this person so they feel like they're living a life of luxury with you. They're glad you recognize your own flaws kind of like it's a hidden part of you.

P2

One of the reasons they'll fall in love with you is because you're very fair but less in a "harmonious balance" way and more in a "chaotic nanno" way. You're also very emotional mature or balanced. You know how to manage your emotions and seem mostly calm. You're independent and don't need others to fight your battles for you. It's not just to impress, you genuinely prefer to deal with your own issues. You stand out to them. I'm getting that you shine brighter than others to them.

P1

They're in love with you because you're able to remain being yourself regardless of backlash and hate from other people. You probably are good at making people feel better even if you're not doing it on purpose. You provide good insight for people when they need help with making important choices. You may have gone through some terrible things, maybe even with this person for some. If this person was wrong before, they wanna prove that they're better now. If not, they wanna show they can be better than how you were treated before by other people.

pac,, what should you do to move forward?

pile one,,

the first thing you should focus on is healing your trauma or any negative past you've been holding onto. during this time it would help to accept help from others and be open to assistance even if you're scared of opening up. healing your inner child could be very significant. you have a lot of work to do regarding your mental health. neglecting and ignoring your mental struggles won't make them go away. you probably like to imagine others caring for you but you need to be the one to care for you. opal (the jack stauber short) may also be significant. having a healthy routine even if it's just focusing on one specific thing would really make a large impact on you for the better.

pile two,,

i feel like you were probably bullied. you were treated as weird or excluded in some way. like fire drill (Melanie Martinez). you spent a long time feeling weak. it's time to actually stand up for yourself. friends and possibly romantic partners even have treated you wrongly in the past. you should be using these past experiences to your advantage instead of beating yourself over it. how do you wanna be different now? what people do you wish to attract now? how can you avoid things like that happening again? you are very intuitive but you don't use your spiritual abilities to help yourself. trust yourself more often. you don't have to act tough or hard to protect yourself. just protect yourself like you wish others did back then.

pile three,,

this pile feels less amused. like kind of tired. you could currently struggle with depression. you've felt like you had to fight your entire life. not just others, but also your own emotions. you don't allow yourself to feel. you probably grew up in a chaotic environment where you felt it was best/safer for you to not feel at all and developed that mindset early on. you need to balance your mood and emotions. you also need to let go of this fighter mindset. i'm getting fighter by jack stauber and dollhouse by Melanie. you have to take care of yourself and your own feelings. like in that one best american girl scene (mitski) where she started kissing her hand. you could also use music a lot to cope as a way of escapism.

pac,, what do you need to hear right now?

pile one,,

it's okay to take self care moments. you don't always have to focus on what you have to do at the moment. just trust that you'll be able to rest without negative consequences. you should celebrate yourself and your achievements more. stop focusing so much on the bad parts of the past and tearing yourself down for it. if you're not doing that for the positive parts too, what's the point? keep looking for your passion.

pile two,,

your hard work will pay off. don't give up or waste all of it. if you continue doing well, you will be rewarded. i'm getting the image of working on a garden. it is guaranteed to get better so there's no need to stress as much as you do. you've been working on your own without much help. you'll be able to help other people once you get your reward but make sure you save some enjoyment for yourself.

pile three,,

you have a choice to make. keep continuing on the way you are now and remain focused on the past or focus on yourself and work on self-improvement. you'll be pushed in the right direction. this could be through adding a new problem to your life to get you to realize something. like a tower moment. don't worry too much though, it'll work out.

pile four,,

you could be moving on from someone right now. either a close ex friend or partner. you've been doing amazing. you realized how easy it is to move on now that you've actually tried. i'm currently playing sue me by sabrina carpenter too. you've been enjoying this new-found freedom. you realized you've been holding yourself back this entire time. you're learning and working on your emotions and mental health. stop fantasizing about how it would be to be close to them again cuz it's not happening.

>^•-•^<

pac,, how do they feel about you?

๋ *ੈ✩‧₊˚ pile one ๋࣭ ⭑

your person feels conflicted. they know they like you but theres something holding them back from taking action on their feelings. the thing holding them back is major because holding back when the lovers card represents how they feel is a lot to hold back. they're scared of things moving too fast and of messing up their chances with you. they care a lot about this and don't wanna lose their opportunity to be with you. their own fear is what's stopping them from coming up even though they want to. since they "can't" move forward with you,, they just watch you from a distance and kinda study you. they think about you a lot but the actual idea of taking action scares them. they could have a fear of rejection when it comes to you.

*ੈ✩‧₊˚ pile two ๋࣭ ⭑

they feel like you have a lot of duality to you/they have a lot of duality. they have a lot of feelings about you but some of them are negative feelings like worry that they need to let go of. it's kind of like they have mixed feelings about liking you. like they feel positive half of the time and negative the other half. this could definitely be new to them. they could be extremely independent seeming. this person could possibly be a woman or someone feminine. this person is probably very loyal. maybe not loyal in general,, but loyal to you at least. they are probably feeling possessive over you but don't show it. even though they can seem possessive,, it's like soft possessive. they still care about you and are safe to be around.

*ੈ✩‧₊˚ pile three ๋࣭ ⭑

they feel like you're kinda "bright"? like a ray of sunlight. you have a cheerful type of personality and way of going about things. if you feel like you're annoying because you get excited easily,, this reading could definitely be for you. you could be extroverted or a class clown type of person. they like your sense of humor. you seem resourceful and original. like you can make people happy out of thin air. they or you could have gone through a lot before in the past and worked your/their way up. it seems like they just want to talk about you instead. they could be reclusive or shy. they might sit in the back of places or something like that where they aren't noticed much. they try to use logic with love more than their actual feelings,, which explains why there wasn't much about their actual feelings.

pac,, who do you need cut off with and why?

🌱 pile one,,

who?

there's a friend (or multiple) that you have who acts like they're all intellectual and therefore superior that you, which isn't true. you've fought with them before already, possibly even multiple times. you chose to forgive them and move on because this feeling they know better than you or that your exaggerating. they don't support you or help you with your issues. maybe the ghosting type of person. either way, absent when you need them the most.

why?

you may have also been warned about this person before. maybe even by this person if they're the type of person that's like "im just so toxic." if you stay around them, you'll keep letting them belittle your intelligence and it'll damage you. they're causing chaos in your life and are toxic to be around. the energy for this reading came out very clearly so this may not be the first time they're telling you this.

🥟 pile two,,

who?

this could be a lover or romantic interest or just someone who likes you. this mf is... poetic? as in weird straight boy poetic. they're super emotional which wouldn't be a bad thing but they make it your problem. they disguise them using you as being emotionally open. they cross your boundaries repeatedly. you're not the only one they do this with. they're just desperate for someone. you probably shouldn't even give them the time of day tbh.

why?

this person is immature asf, but they still know what they're doing. they overthink themselves near to death and make you fix it. this is not something you have to deal with. if you stay around them too long, you'll start absorbing up their issues for them. don't let someone like this take your power away.

🍵 pile three,,

who?

i feel like this person is a girl(?) who can't choose if they wanna commit or go out partying or whatever. they're out of touch with their emotions and are used to just pushing them away. (why do all of my piles have the worst emotionally using people? 😭 do better, y'all.) when they found out you were in touch with your emotions, they decided to fuck with you. this person is leading you on or pretending they're offering more later. they aren't.

why?

this person is gonna use your passion for them to get money or material things from you. eventually they'll betray you. this is not someone you wanna keep around. once you leave, ngl it'll suck, but once you learn to function on your own without anyone else, you'll come out stronger and better than before. you don't owe anyone money, advice, or anything else to deserve love. you deserve love regardless.

pac ☆ what next?

pile one

rn im getting the same energy as when princess carolyn from bojack horseman lectures herself for the first time 😭 like she was known for lecturing everybody else and it was a running thing but she had to do it to herself. you had all this knowledge on smth and it didn't go as planned but that's completely alright. just restart and learn more. could have been a breakup. basically you spent all that time worrying and it's time to just like... not? thinking about it won't make it go away. focus on you. you got this, believe in yourself.

pile two

you gotta stop trying to be perfect. just because you aren't the best at everything doesn't mean you aren't good or that you shouldn't see yourself as the best 💀 confidence is key. you just have childhood trauma you need to work on. it won't get better if you don't work on it. quit being stubborn. your idea of strength is based off what others think of strength and now what strength is. strength is not hiding emotions. strength is being able to deal with them. there's not much else to this reading because once you work on accepting how you are already, you'll be good.

pile three

i'm hearing "enjoy your gifts." you dealt w someone (probably romantic) who used you for money. like just mooched off all your money and shit. you were (reasonably) hurt but whatever you did, even if it's just letting yourself feel, you're getting your rewards. don't be impatient. you have your own financial independence now and it's your choice to do what you want with it. give from a place where you actually have extras to give. you definitely have a problem w being overgenerous 😶 don't do that anymore. give when you have extra. don't stress over this person, they're literally not all that. YOU'RE all that.

“𝐏𝐀𝐂 𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐎𝐓„ what people are you attracting romantically?

“𝐏𝐈𝐋𝐄 𝐎𝐍𝐄„

yikes 😭😭 no, you can't fix them. stop trying. it's a lot of emotionally fucked up people who are just immature and scared to face their own emotions. type of people to leave when things get tough. im getting like immature little boy energy but of course they don't have to be boys. this is because of smth with you. make sure you do your shadow work. maybe you're used to "saving" people and shit because of your childhood? regardless, you gotta work that out. i believe in you, treat yourself how you wanna be treated and how you want others to treat you.

“𝐏𝐈𝐋𝐄 𝐓𝐖𝐎„

im getting like kinda over protective energy? i don't think it's anything to worry about but make sure you put up boundaries with these people. they're working through their own issues so be considerate. they've been through a lot 💀 that's why they have to do their inner work. don't rush them on this. make sure you leave behind any extra burdens and are ready before you date any of these people (if you do). a lot of you might not be able to accept happiness for yourself because you're worried it's gonna end or smth like that but just be happy it'll be there in the first place and enjoy it for as long as possible.

“𝐏𝐈𝐋𝐄 𝐓𝐇𝐑𝐄𝐄„

don't just go for people because they have enough money to help support you and keep you stable 😬 there are tons of other things to worry about in relationships besides money. your money is fine, stop worrying about it. don't worry about who's the "best" and most stable option for you. go for the person you want. you can't logic your way through love 😭 just date who you want cuz you're attracting the "stable" people and not the ones who are what you want. it's just people with money and stability but who aren't good or fun partners. trust me, your money is fine.

❀ pac, calling you out

❀ pile one

you are in a really bad relationship. no, it's not "romance" bc they're emotional. they're emotionally manipulative 😭 not emotional. if you gotta deal with all their problems to the point you can't deal with your own and theirs start becoming yours, they're not good for you. if you'd do the work and fix your issues, maybe you'd get someone better. instead, you choose to stay here and not take any risks because you're comfortable being with losers. can't blame you though cuz it seems like you're scared of chaos cuz you grew up in/lived in that type of environment. do some shadow work and dump them. have some value for yourself, damn.

❀ pile two

you are way too focused on money right now. remember, this is a collective so it won't apply for everyone, but some people in this pile could have like sugar daddies or something? 💀 which no judgement but you need to stop worrying so much about money. you don't HAVE to date for money. you don't HAVE to work extra. you're fine where you are. you also isolate yourself a lot like some kind of sneaky, lonely merchant. how about you put this energy into dealing with your messy emotions that you've been neglecting? you might feel mature with intelligence and all that but your emotions are more immature. you can't logic or buy your way out of everything. go do what you want and feel, not what's "most beneficial" or most logical.

❀ pile three

you're annoying asf with your stubbornness. "i want change i want change 🥺" idk then maybe do something about it? 😭 do you expect everything to just go your way? everybody you admire who's more successful than you put actual work into it. you refuse to take care of yourself. you could deal w toxic masculinity? maybe a trans man or smth? it seems like you're afraid of "feminine things" like crying or self care. go start smth new instead of sitting here moping about how nothing changes. you're literally the reason nothing is changing for you. you refuse to change and expect your environment to. every tarot reader has been tryna tell you this but you wanna scroll past or pretend it's not for you. what you need to do is sit down and listen to your readings. celebrate once you start doing things and maybe you'll actually be motivated since you complain about motivation too.

[[pick a card]] three affirmations to help your confidence

[[pile one]]

i deserve to choose myself

my peace is worth more than people's entertainment

i don't need anyone, i choose to have people around me

[[pile two]]

my kindness does not make me weak

i don't have to be perfect to be great

my passion only makes me stronger, my emotions are a gift

[[pile three]]

nobody owns me but me

im looking forward to seeing myself grow

my past is behind me, past people are beneath me

⊹ ̟˖ ⁀꒷꒦ 𝐏𝐀𝐂 𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐨𝐭 ₊꒷꒦˚‧๑˖

clarity reading; your current situation

꒰꒰ ⊹꒷︶ 𝐏𝐢𝐥𝐞 𝐎𝐧𝐞 ☂︎

to start off, i have to acknowledge that you're doing great by saving financially and focusing on your career/finances. however, you completely boarded yourself up emotionally. you experienced some type of heartbreak. likely from a man (not shocked. 😭) since then, you put your walls up. you've avoided every romantic option and opportunity. keep in mind you can love and focus on yourself at the same time. you're faced with a choice; do nothing and suffer or do something and grow. eventually a change will happen regardless, it's your choice if you want to delay it. just remember that being cold and distant is not the person you were or really are.

꒰꒰ ⊹꒷︶ 𝐏𝐢𝐥𝐞 𝐓𝐰𝐨 ☂︎

you've made a big decision. you initiated a positive necessary change but you're disappointed. that's because this change is a slower change. it's good to understand that these changes will take time since they're for such long term things. view it as an investment and not a quick purchase. at this time, you might be confused like you're wandering through daily life. the choice you made was regarding a passion. possibly art (music, painting, dance, drawing, film, etc) related. you're leaving behind old ways of thinking that previously held you back. this is a fresh new start for you, don't let old ways get in the way of your passions.

꒰꒰ ⊹꒷︶ 𝐏𝐢𝐥𝐞 𝐓𝐡𝐫𝐞𝐞 ☂︎

okay, on a completely unrelated note you are hilarious. 💀 but back to the topic, you are in a hot mess right now. i probably don't have to tell you that. right now you should be relying on your intuition heavily. this mess could also relate to mental health and/or (romantic or non-romantic) love. there may be conflict now, but if you can survive and sort through everything, it'll get better. once you walk away from all of this, make sure to celebrate your victory. you likely don't reward yourself for your success, but when it's something as large scale as this you probably should at least try to.

pac 🕊 love reading 🌷

pile one

you're not letting things flow at all 😭 if you want a relationship you have to actually let it happen. you also need to get all of your shit together before you date. that means no overs3xualizing yourself, no sabotaging, no isolation, no closing yourself off from people you love. none of that. you realize you have to also heal from the last relationship before jumping into a new one? you have to actually leave the toxic situations and environments so you have real time to recover.

pile two

so there's either new love or experiencing love a new way with someone. take it slow and don't rush through it. trust your intuition and yourself especially when it comes to deciding who's right for you. when i say don't rush, just make sure you're prepared and try to rest a bit until the new love/new view of love comes. I think for most people in this pile it'll be a new person. if someone is rushing you, set boundaries. It's important that you understand your feelings. this will be a time where good decision making is really important.

pile three

your struggles are not forever. right now it might be a little tiring or stagnant but very soon it won't be. remember things are going to get better soon. if you just got out of a break up, it might seem like you lost the love of your life but think of all the new opportunities and people you can meet. sometimes when things are lost, it's to make way for the new. soon, this will balance out. do not even consider going back to your ex. even if they're just an ex crush or ex relationship, you know who you don't need to be going back to.

Hi If you are still doing the readings I would like to know about my future spouse like how they will we meet and our feelings about the meet?

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it's kinda giving slice of life/romance anime filler episode. like you two have a very chill dynamic. you two might meet outside or in a breezy/chilly area. you could be a hard worker but they probably don't have to put in a whole lot of work. it's like Haruhi x Tamaki in ouran high school host club. you might be a little stubborn about this connection. this could be at a workplace, especially one that requires creativity. pottery could be significant in some sense (maybe for a date or job or something you're interested in.) you two meeting feels refreshing. I'm definitely getting that it'll be at a job, probably your workplace. even while you're working, it'll feel like a break if this person is there. you two might have a calm chat when you first meet for a while and lose track of time.

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pac — what's the drama? (ex edition bc that's all the messages were about 💀)

@ pile one

your words have HURTTTT someone. if this was someone you had to cuss out, I understand. it caused a lot of growth for them. this was like an awakening for them. they had to realize how they act isn't aligned with how they view themselves. you set boundaries to protect yourself and they weren't having it. they couldn't grasp the idea that you don't have to obey them and they aren't the main character. you went through some kind of heartbreak before this situation started but you actually learned from it. you realized you don't wanna experience that again and did better. you probably operate in a more logical way and hide your emotions until you're really comfortable with someone. after you experienced that heartbreak, you could have gotten into short lived relationships a lot and flings to protect your feelings. they see you in your power not worrying about them and it hurts them even more. don't go chasing them, let them enjoy the situation they put themselves in.

@ pile two

if you don't let your ex go immediately... there's nothing to like. the drama is that they're a piece of shit and you're still thinking about them. if they cheated once, they'll cheat again. if they used you, they'll use you again. if they replaced you, they'll replace you again. I need you to be so serious, do you really think someone like this is worth your time? you need to stop talking to people about this person and focus on yourself. a lot of people around you are lowkey haters too so you shouldn't be telling them much of anything. do you have any projects/goals of your own right now? besides things to do with them, of course. you're trying to rest but you're still worrying about your ex so how are you relaxing? 😭😭 you need to block them asap. ill tryyyy to be nice since I can see you're going through it but please have some standards for yourself and others. no, dating people like them will not fill that void. YOU need to fill that void by loving yourself enough that you don't need love from random losers to feel worthy. instead of being sad about the things you can't change, work on the things you can.

@ pile three

i wanna start off by saying this pile is not for everyone. then i wanna point out how annoyingggg you and your ex are 😭😭 ive been getting this piles energy all in the other readings even when it didn't make sense with the other piles messages. i swear y'all need to stop being stubborn. if you like them, you like them. I pulled the lovers and kept channeling let em know through this entire pac. i get you guys are all mad at each other but it doesn't even seem like the breakup was that serious. it seems like it was just a petty argument, moving homes, or a fight from way too long ago to still be upset about. you guys might not be realizing the things you did wrong too. im not gonna tell you to text your ex or anything though. just let things happen naturally. you have to maintain a balance. don't deny your clear feelings but don't be obsessed. you're independent but not overdependent. accept how you feel and do your shadow work. there's not a whole lot else besides that to do. if the same cycle is repeating with them then maybe try doing something different. i hate to be one of those "your ex is coming back" tarot readers but y'all are killing me.

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