Pac What Next?

pac ☆ what next?

pile one

rn im getting the same energy as when princess carolyn from bojack horseman lectures herself for the first time 😭 like she was known for lecturing everybody else and it was a running thing but she had to do it to herself. you had all this knowledge on smth and it didn't go as planned but that's completely alright. just restart and learn more. could have been a breakup. basically you spent all that time worrying and it's time to just like... not? thinking about it won't make it go away. focus on you. you got this, believe in yourself.

pile two

you gotta stop trying to be perfect. just because you aren't the best at everything doesn't mean you aren't good or that you shouldn't see yourself as the best 💀 confidence is key. you just have childhood trauma you need to work on. it won't get better if you don't work on it. quit being stubborn. your idea of strength is based off what others think of strength and now what strength is. strength is not hiding emotions. strength is being able to deal with them. there's not much else to this reading because once you work on accepting how you are already, you'll be good.

pile three

i'm hearing "enjoy your gifts." you dealt w someone (probably romantic) who used you for money. like just mooched off all your money and shit. you were (reasonably) hurt but whatever you did, even if it's just letting yourself feel, you're getting your rewards. don't be impatient. you have your own financial independence now and it's your choice to do what you want with it. give from a place where you actually have extras to give. you definitely have a problem w being overgenerous 😶 don't do that anymore. give when you have extra. don't stress over this person, they're literally not all that. YOU'RE all that.

i notice how y'all only look at the romance readings 😒 y'all love living in the delusions

❀ pac, calling you out

❀ pile one

you are in a really bad relationship. no, it's not "romance" bc they're emotional. they're emotionally manipulative 😭 not emotional. if you gotta deal with all their problems to the point you can't deal with your own and theirs start becoming yours, they're not good for you. if you'd do the work and fix your issues, maybe you'd get someone better. instead, you choose to stay here and not take any risks because you're comfortable being with losers. can't blame you though cuz it seems like you're scared of chaos cuz you grew up in/lived in that type of environment. do some shadow work and dump them. have some value for yourself, damn.

❀ pile two

you are way too focused on money right now. remember, this is a collective so it won't apply for everyone, but some people in this pile could have like sugar daddies or something? 💀 which no judgement but you need to stop worrying so much about money. you don't HAVE to date for money. you don't HAVE to work extra. you're fine where you are. you also isolate yourself a lot like some kind of sneaky, lonely merchant. how about you put this energy into dealing with your messy emotions that you've been neglecting? you might feel mature with intelligence and all that but your emotions are more immature. you can't logic or buy your way out of everything. go do what you want and feel, not what's "most beneficial" or most logical.

❀ pile three

you're annoying asf with your stubbornness. "i want change i want change 🥺" idk then maybe do something about it? 😭 do you expect everything to just go your way? everybody you admire who's more successful than you put actual work into it. you refuse to take care of yourself. you could deal w toxic masculinity? maybe a trans man or smth? it seems like you're afraid of "feminine things" like crying or self care. go start smth new instead of sitting here moping about how nothing changes. you're literally the reason nothing is changing for you. you refuse to change and expect your environment to. every tarot reader has been tryna tell you this but you wanna scroll past or pretend it's not for you. what you need to do is sit down and listen to your readings. celebrate once you start doing things and maybe you'll actually be motivated since you complain about motivation too.

don't ever be afraid to like my posts cuz you'll "ruin" an angel number 😭 u don't gotta force angel numbers and i def appreciate the extra support <33 the next one will be there soon enough dw

So my darling, so my darling

No how tf looking at love readings only make someone delusional 😭

i never said it makes someone delusional 💀 i love doing/seeing love readings. when y'all ONLY look at love readings and it's all u care abt... that's what I'm talking abt. reread the post 😭