It's Not Even Cringe; It's Just Personal And Unpolished And You've Been Taught To Flinch Away From Vulnerability

it's not even cringe; it's just personal and unpolished and you've been taught to flinch away from vulnerability which doesn't mock itself

Everytime Zane goes through an incredibly traumatic event, he gets a system patch that allows him to do stuff he wasn't able to before. Dr. J installed it as a way to make bad situations a little brighter. Zane kills the overlord and explodes and when he comes back he can swear. After the Never Realm incident, he learned he could jaywalk without immediately calling the police on himself

Something I think is really heartbreaking is that in season 4 Zane did come back wrong and no one knew. He was brought to his knees in severe panic attacks over this nebulous knowledge that his death changed him in irrevocably and made him other- a different person, the wrong person. And no one else knew him well enough to see it

Just say my name why don't you

my paras invading my headspace 24/7

If there was no rebellion, and Katniss succeeded in her plans for the quarter quell, Peeta would have been the victor.

Which means, she would have died, and her mother and Prim would have lost privilege, the money and the house.

Why would Katniss risk Prim's safety (and her mother as well), something that was always her driving force, to save Peeta's life?

Because she knew he would have taken care of them.

Book 1 we see Katniss asking Gale to take care of her family.

Book 2 we see Katniss assuming Peeta would take care of them, without even asking.