Abuse and trauma survivor - these are my stories in no particular order. Content warnings and triggers everywhere. Adult blog; 18+ only.
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Excerpt A) From Test 1
Excerpt a) from Test 1
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“I keep hearing about those towels from my mom.”
“…you got…. everything.”
“I know.”
The xmas immediately before we separated his mother bought us towels ($100.00). We had grey and white - he used the white, I used the grey. So I took the grey ones with me when I left he kicked me out. He is stating that she’s lamenting the $40 of her xmas gift that I took with me.
When I say that he got everything, I mean he got everything: I walked away from the house that I contributed 50% to financially, all of our furniture, dishes, kitchen utensils, soap dishes, bed sheets, groceries and our joint account. He got all of it.
And he’s saying this as though I should be writing a cheque to keep the peace between he and his mother - as if I owe him that.
He wanted me to brand his initials on my genitals. I would have probably done it 16 months ago.
i don't know you but i'm so sorry someone treated you like this. it's not your fault and you didn't deserve it.
It is very kind of you to reach out - I really really appreciate it. As much as this whole thing is for me to cope and process, it has been helpful (despite being horribly embarrassing) to let others see it. It makes it real in a way, and it anchors me on the side of healing.
Thank you for saying so. It calms my 'crazy' a bit to be validated. Rationally I know these things and generally I believe it. But there are times where my brain betrays me and goes rogue.
I hope that your day is going well. Thanks for the kindness.
Blamed for my bruises
Every time he left a mark he became distraught. I would have to invest so much energy into consoling him - telling him it would be alright, I'd wear a turtleneck. No one would know.
He told me that he made calculated decisions about how hard to throw, squeeze, or hit and I was just too fragile.
Marks just showed up on my skin far too easy.
The “new one” reblogged this post from one of her friends. I hope this means she caught on quicker than me. Of course, it could be a word of warning to him about me; I’m sure he’s told her all sorts of things.
I know, I know, I shouldn’t be looking anymore.