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Was thinking the exact same thing like. O Yasmine is so beautifulš„°š„°š„° MISK IS GONNA STEAL HER FROM MEš¤¬š¤¬š¤¬š”š” and o right Deen is here too my kind bestie but oh Yasmine my belovedā¤ā¤ā¤ she's leaving meešššfor a MAN
I don't think i KNOW
why do zafira and yasmine have so much gay energy ,,,
as much as i ship zafiranasir (a fucking LOT) zafira was looking a lil.. jealous thru yasmine & miskās wedding. & thru the whole first bit of whtf tbh
bi!zafira? methinks.

HEAR ME OUT, Percy Jackson as a SITCOM.
The internal monlogue, akward zooms that catalyse the comedic effect, long seasons and being able to carry the sarcastic spirit of the books.
This is an excerpt of a dutch encyclopdia from 1955 (translated so a bit of beauty is lost), that strangely sounded poetic in a so called objective book. And it spoke to me, because I also have an interest in architecture (thank you Annabeth Chase, strange how the world works and can influence you)
" Moreover, the past has its own meaning for every person, without falling into imitations, it is quite possible to make tradition resonate in the home. Every building: cinema or church, factory or electric power station, ministry or garage, has its own requirements for efficiency, but can also express its material and immaterial inner nature through its appearance. It is up to the architect to find the balance and shape the material and spiritual functions expected of a particular building. It will be the architect's personal vision that makes him focus more on one or the other. It is the old, but never consciously waged, battle between spirit and matter that makes the picture of modern buildings so complicated. But the reflection to which this struggle forces the architect, cannot help but benefit the building."

dear god, did no-one proofread this?
liveblogging Check & Mate by Ali Hazelwood
And happy holidays!!!
as the colder months approach: i wish you all a healthy, calm end of the year. i wish you tasty cups of tea, comfortable clothes, warm beds, nutritious meals in safe homes, good music, new friends and unwavering health. you deserve good things now.
I GREW UP WITH HIMššš

The chalice of the gods being released during my senior year is gonna make me sob in a fetal position on the floor.
Happy birthday Percy Jackson and congrats to all of us who just heard we are recieving an early christmas present.
i don't trust people who hang swings wrong so kids can't use them anymore and think that's cool
FOURTH WING SPOILERS AHEAD
I think I just realized something, with SPOILER brennan Violets brother actually being not dead, this scene makes much more sense:
"Your father killed my older brother, seems like were even."
"Hardly."
I see this everywhere, being in the chess community as a woman is just less fun... Too many sexist men.
there's a small subset of female chess streamers and the only ones i can name are these classically beautiful women, with a higher than average number of them having only fans accounts linked in their (chess) profiles, and for me there's this tension btwn not wanting to be puritanical about how women choose to market themselves online (there are a limited number of ways to make money from chess and streaming, and if you're a woman the most sure-fire way to turn a profit is to be typically hot) and intense resentment re: the way that as a woman your looks are still the most important thing in wrt your success. i think the general population has this idea of chess as being this very noble cerebral pursuit where it's really a battle of wits more than anything so base as physical appearance but. yeah it isnt, obviously
Not just America,in Europe too
Everyone that doesnāt have any connection with high schoolers learning about the chess epidemic is the funniest thing. Yes teens all over America are now obsessed with playing chess. This has been going on since last November. No we donāt know why.
He's so delusionalš„°
Ah yes, the Renegades Trilogy. Or as I like to call it: Nova Artino breaking the law and hoping for the best and Adrian Everhart being in denial for 3 books straight

i'm sure there's a right way to solve these.
Look i get when people say:
"ugh i hate when people talk about TEAM GALE OR TEAM PEETA, because that wasn't the point of the hunger games."
But you can enjoy the love story of Katniss and Peeta, while also comprehending the deeper meaning of it all.
Silly teenage-girl-ness does NOT mean shallowness.
I forget sometimes
reminder:

Crying screaming throwing up over a romantic scenario I had in a dream.
English is my second language and rn i'm reading the version of my first language because the book is way prettier but damn

i need to know every language immediately
HEARTBREAKING: Poor girl has to get out of the soft warm bed even though she is so so so so comfy
So, I got a problem, does anyone have any advice?
It's not that I worry about what people think of me, no, I worry about how people percieve me.
I will inevitably be percieved as something I'm not (this stresses me out), which (sometimes) causes people not to like me. I still remember someone telling me their impression of me was not great, but with forced proximity they realise I actually am great.
I don't want there to be forced proximity for people to start liking me.
But I can't control their perceptions. Sometimes when I know I am percieved well, I am hesitant to (drastically) change my appearance, fearing their positive perception of me will go away/change. It's uncomfortable.
But for confidence or something like that, I shouldn't care and it is pointless to, but I don't know how. Also, I can control it for a bit. I know that when I look a certain way, people will percieve me as such. So the phrase you can't control it, let it go, doesn't add up here. Of course, I can't totally control it, but I can for a bit.
Does anyone have any tips/knows what I mean?



Same, I also HATE recpies that say this takes 10 min to make. While that is simply incorrect. What about collecting all the ingredients forn the store. Getting all the supplies on your kitching counter, cleaning etc.
But what i hate even more is when they don't count some things that are literally stated in the recipe, like it says it takes 10 min in total to make this, but it is only the cooking time. They somehow don't count the time that soup/water/thing actually needs to start cooking in the first place??? It makes no sense.

hate HATE recipes where theyāre like āthis costs $10 totalā and what they mean is that itās six ingredients each of which comes in a container that costs $5 but if for some reason you decide to measure cost by the fucking tablespoon yeah i guess itās $10 total
"I just want someone to love me for who I am"
Then show who you are
This was my internal monologue about a second ago, because I realized that if I don't show my lovingly 'weird' side that I want people to love then i'd never know if they will. How do I expect people to 'get' me when I don't even show what they should be 'getting'. Sometimes when you do show it and people don't respond the way you want to, it can suck, but it can also mean making a friend / having a relationship with someone who loves you for who you are and with deep connections.
But what if I get my heart broken, is the climb even worth the fall?
I like to battle this thought with something very simple, amd maybe you would say you can't compare the two, I like the analogy.
If you're going to eat something you really love, will you stop eating it just because you know you will be dissapointed when it's gone?
You may try to stretch the moment and take as little bites as possible, but you know you will finish it.
It is about focussing on the present and enjoying what you have. When you eat something delicious, you don't continiously think about it being gone, but try to enjoy the flavour as much as possible.
Hell, make the climb worth the fall, while maintaining balance
And maybe just maybe, you won't even fall, it won't be all bad. The food analogy won't add up anymore because the you won't ever run out of it.
PS:
I know this is easier said than done, but I like to organize my thoughts and even with this weird analogy, I hope it helps someone and I hope I don't come of as pretentious because I have a lot to learn. Also I do get a bit unconfortable woth comparing a relationship to food but I hope that wasn't the messag ethat you got from it and more like living in the present blablabla. Still it matters, and so do you. Have a joyful day or night!
āYou donāt deserve someone who comes back, you deserve someone who never leaves.ā
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