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That's a big bike for a girl

Really? I heard it's a good beginner bike though.

Why tf is there sm porn and shi in Ana Huang's books bro😭 Like I finished reading Twisted Love yesterday and began Twisted Games and all the male and female leads think about are dirty stuff. Like bro Ava would be in danger but she'd be thinking about getting fkd by Alex💀

When I'm 16 I'm getting a Kawasaki Ninja 400 and one day I'm gonna take some pills and then I'll crash🥰

I hate having this ed. I just wanna be able to eat normally again. Not worrying about my weight and calories. Idk how long this will last for. Maybe for the rest of my life I'll be starving, restricting, binging, and purging. Damn this sucks asf.

Sucks being the purest angel on Earth😞

men will literally have an angel of a girl wanting them (me) and still pick someone else

I'm just a girl🎀

I love texting my older men using the Gen Z slangs and stuff like they probably can't understand shit cause they're old lmaoo💀

I NEED to be texting older men 24/7 or I might go insane.

I love when my older men randomly text me a how are u or encouraging words like damn that's all I've ever wanted from someone.

Bro now I understand why some girls like older men more. They just treat u sm better and they actually, seriously care. Like bro. Why can't other teenage boys be like this?

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Since I'm tired of explaining to you guys why I'm depressed and all that, I'll just say it here. My parents always bothered me about studying and all that, and I wasn't very interested. But then I was unable to learn at school 2 years ago bc of my social anxiety. Then as I was finally getting better, I began to take my education seriously. Then last year when I went to Sri Lanka (my home country), my parents compared me to my cousins who were always studying and working hard bc the competition there is really high. And the thing is, I was still healing from social anxiety and all these negative thoughts, and I was tired of giving life chances and always being happy and all that, so I decided that I wasn't going to fight it anymore. I'm always such a burden to everyone, and I can never seem to fit in anywhere. So now here I am in 2024. Depressed, and still suicidal. And I thought I deserved all the bad shit happening to me so I decided to punish myself by not eating, which lead me to end up with Anorexia. I ended up in recovery because I wanted to go to a psych ward and get away from home and school. Instead I'm in recovery and I haven't begun my medication bc 3 weeks ago I overdosed on my multivitamins and other stuff and ended up in hospital lol. And I'm even more depressed because I can't starve and restrict anymore, so I've been binging and purging. Idk. My life is really fucked up.

Non-creepy older men in their 20's to 30s hmu pls I promise I'm cool🙏

I'm the real sad girl ya'll fr fr

Bro I just want an older man to take care of me and love me I don't want anything dirty or freaky.

But nobody likes a mentality ill girl

I'm depressed as hell bro wtf

Got bangs 2 days ago and I'm a little happier. I'm not deserving of this happinesss and being happy makes me uncomfortable bc I've been depressed for so long. I need to be depressed all the time bc that's when I feel safe and comfortable.

Hi everyone this is my first time here

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