$h H4rm - Tumblr Posts
Haiii dis iz mai intro post!!!
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I am a puppy usin a 15 year old az a skin suit bacically!! But yaknow, dis iz a vent blog so i also talk about dat stuffz :3
I like music a lotz!!!1!1!1! Mai favwrite sad music rn iz psychonaut 4, an mai fav happe muzic iz S3RL!!1!1!11!1!
I vent abt a lotz of stuff on here but da main stuff iz $h and 3d content so DNI IF DAT TRIGGERZ U!!!1!1!1
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Other ppl da should NOT TALK TO MEH r old creepy men/women, kidz, an Nazis!
Or any1 pro 4n4!
Also i support PALISTINE!!1! Go away you meanie zioniztz!!
I am 15 so I am a MINOR so NO ADULTZ!!1!11!!
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TAGZ!!1!11!1!1!! (Most of em)
#spilly iz a little random 🐸, #spilly is high again, #spillys silly reblogz :3, #spillys silly moots :3, #spilly is starving, #spilly is a pup, #spillyz gotzta go to skool
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Oke bai :3
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Since I'm tired of explaining to you guys why I'm depressed and all that, I'll just say it here. My parents always bothered me about studying and all that, and I wasn't very interested. But then I was unable to learn at school 2 years ago bc of my social anxiety. Then as I was finally getting better, I began to take my education seriously. Then last year when I went to Sri Lanka (my home country), my parents compared me to my cousins who were always studying and working hard bc the competition there is really high. And the thing is, I was still healing from social anxiety and all these negative thoughts, and I was tired of giving life chances and always being happy and all that, so I decided that I wasn't going to fight it anymore. I'm always such a burden to everyone, and I can never seem to fit in anywhere. So now here I am in 2024. Depressed, and still suicidal. And I thought I deserved all the bad shit happening to me so I decided to punish myself by not eating, which lead me to end up with Anorexia. I ended up in recovery because I wanted to go to a psych ward and get away from home and school. Instead I'm in recovery and I haven't begun my medication bc 3 weeks ago I overdosed on my multivitamins and other stuff and ended up in hospital lol. And I'm even more depressed because I can't starve and restrict anymore, so I've been binging and purging. Idk. My life is really fucked up.