It Was Never My Faulti Hate To Admit Itbut Their Mistreatment Of Mehas Nothing To Do With Who I Amnor

it was never my fault i hate to admit it but their mistreatment of me has nothing to do with who i am nor what i do it is not about me however this resolves nothing while i may not be the cause i must suffer through the symptoms.

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exams are what decimate the small amount of confidence i have cultivated over the past year i call them The Annual Reckoning.

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not even my mother views me as a priority maybe i am just a stupid little girl.

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"my parents are immigrants and i have adopted their accent this has caused the people of this country to judge me the second i open my mouth they view me as an outsider - different for some reason they have resented me for it and all i know is that the way that i speak has ruined my chance at making something of myself and i fear that i cannot undo it."

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i cannot say whether it would have been better or worse but given the opportunity i most definitely would have done things differently.

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