it's my drama. appreciate my flaws & learn from my mistakes. it's okay to cry your heart out but don't forget that there's always a second chance. be strong but don't forget to be yourself. you can be wild and carefree but don't forget to be serious at times. oh remember to laugh too! life is amazing and unfair at the same time... deal with it even if it's not the reality that you wanted!
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Hahahaha I'm Crying While Sitting On One Of The Benches In The Hallway...
Hahahaha i'm crying while sitting on one of the benches in the hallway...
I bet the people sitting across me are already giving me weird looks... I wanna go home right now and hug my pillow or go to sleep. I am so worn out already but i still have a class later. Jeez what kind of life do i have?!
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Day31 of this battle: Mom is flying!
It has been almost a month now. I have no news about Umpe for a week now. I believe I chose not to ask too because I was afraid to know what is really going on. I busied myself with my homework and helping mom packed her things. I guess it was a breather for me too. But now i feel guilty. I wanna call and ask how she's doing. I wanna hear that she's doing a lot better now though i know it is not like that... Good thing my mom is on her way to Batangas now. This gives me a sigh of relief and makes me worry less for Umpe's condition. I know mommy's gonna do everything for her. I believe my mommy. I bet she's currently up in the clouds somewhere above the Pacific Ocean... I can't help but to get excited for her. She's finally going to see everyone after four long years. She will finally get to hug UMPE!!! I wonder if mommy's as excited as I am... How i wish i was next to her so i can hold her hand and tell her to be strong and it will be okay. I know this trip will cause a lot of tears and hurtful memories not only to mommy but also to UMPE. I believe mommy is going to break the news to her so she can get the surgery to remove the big lump on her colon. I wish UMPE will be okay and will allow mommy to help her through this battle. I hope she'll decide to fight and win over this. I am just giving it all up to GOD and praying He will stay by their side all the time, provide them the strength they'll be needing and a miracle for UMPE to stay healthy and happy again. Mommy, please make Umpe happy when you get there. Pleasw hug her for me to let her know how much i love her and i miss her. Please give Umpe a great memory she deserves. Lastly, please take good care of her while you are there... I love you both! *kisses*
i saw her smile again.
just as what we planned, we used skype awhile ago and talk for a couple of minutes. i saw her smile. she even said i am pretty. It only means she is happy to see me too. I bet she didn't realized how much i wanted to cry when i saw her. i was thankful to God for giving me another chance to see her smile genuinely at me. the short talk just between the two of us was the best part. i get to hear her voice as if it was just us and no annoying bg sound at all. when she said i look pretty, i gave her my best smile knowing she likes it when i am happy. I hope that made her really happy and somehow ease whatever pain she has right now. I love Umpe so much and i am willing to give up everything even my life just to see her smiling happily an healthily. Thank you God for this day i spent with her. I know we are a thousand miles away from each another but it's enough for me to spend time like this if i will always see her smiling and this will make her happy. Of course it will be much better if i am by her side. but for now, i am already grateful for a chance like this. Dear God, please make Umpe healthy and away from any pains and sickness all the time. Please allow me to show her how much i love her and give me a chance to be with her again. Thank you for today. I am looking forward for a better tomorrow with Umpe again. Thank you dear God. Thank you.