Jan252012 - Tumblr Posts

Another challenge in my life...

School. Fck idk what to do anymore! It feels like everything is going against my plan. I will not be able to apply for tge nursing program next week coz i didnt tool the TEAS test... and i am not taking a risk to take it now coz i know i am not prepared at all. FML! Another reason to make my parents sad and disappointed. I am a failure. A worthless human being. I hate my life and how i live my life. It has no meaning. No goal. No purpose. I hate myself! I wishtime will stop so i can think clearly and plan carefully what i should do next...

Just one hug.

I want to ask my mom to give me a hug right now but i couldn't bring myself to do so. I badly need her hug right now...

Hahahaha i'm crying while sitting on one of the benches in the hallway...

I bet the people sitting across me are already giving me weird looks... I wanna go home right now and hug my pillow or go to sleep. I am so worn out already but i still have a class later. Jeez what kind of life do i have?!