it's my drama. appreciate my flaws & learn from my mistakes. it's okay to cry your heart out but don't forget that there's always a second chance. be strong but don't forget to be yourself. you can be wild and carefree but don't forget to be serious at times. oh remember to laugh too! life is amazing and unfair at the same time... deal with it even if it's not the reality that you wanted!
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Day 28 Of This Battle: My Letter For Umpe Tonight, I Wrote A Short Letter For Umpe. I Tried Putting Humor
Day 28 of this battle: My letter for Umpe tonight, i wrote a short letter for Umpe. i tried putting humor coz i don't want her tocry while reading it. i tried to put everything i wanted to tell her but also tried not to make her worried and lonely. i hope through this short letter, i can make her happy and ease her pain. i hope my message for her will make her feel how much i wanted to be with her right now... I love you, Umpe! Always and forever. I miss you a lot too. I hope you'll feel better asap and you'll win over this battle...
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It hurts so much to know that I can't do anything for you...
I wish there's someone who can comfort me right now and tell me that this is not really happening. It breaks my heart to know that we are going through this hard times and the only thing i do is cry about it.
Hahahaha i'm crying while sitting on one of the benches in the hallway...
I bet the people sitting across me are already giving me weird looks... I wanna go home right now and hug my pillow or go to sleep. I am so worn out already but i still have a class later. Jeez what kind of life do i have?!
Day 39 of this battle: she fell and she got hurt.
so i've been avoiding this for awhile now. yes, i'm still thinking abt it all the time. I mean how can i forget this if all i think and worry about is her condition. unfortunately, i learned today that she slippes in the bathroom and got hurt. She was even telling me about it. But since i am a coward, i can't even ask her about it. All i said was, "Mag-iingat ka kasi". I'm not sure why i can't talk abt it. Idk why i dont even want to know how bad she was hurt. But one thing is for sure & that is i am really worried. Ninang K even told me that she's been offerig Umpe her help but ayaw ng Umpe. She told me that i should be the one doing it for Umpe. All i could do was to jod on the phone. I am so upset that i can't be there right now. I am blaming myself sa lahat ng pagkujulang ko sa Umpe. Ni hindi ko sya magawang alalayan or bantayan. Ni hindi ko mahawakan mga kamay niya, ung face nya. It breaks my heart na wal akong magawa for her. Mas masakit pa nung nakita ko ung pictures nila. Sobra ang pinayat nya. Sobra sobra. Ang sakit na hindi ko sya mayakap sa mga panahong ito. Hanggang phone calls lang kami lagi. Ni hindi ko nga alam kung natutuwa ba sya na at least nakakausap nya ako or galit na ba sya kasi until now di pa ako umuuwi. Ano na ba dapat kong gawin? Nauubusan ako ng chances to be with her. Pinapalampas ko lang ung chances na pwede ko sana i-spend with her. Kung pwede lang ihihinto ko muna angnoras eh... Umpe, pakatatag ka! Palakasin mo loob mo tsaka ung health mo. Antayin mo ako ha. Mahal na mahal kita.
People aren't born knowing everything. I just need to learn.
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