8/19/2024 Our Mix Thus Far

8/19/2024 Our Mix 💿 Thus Far🩷

Lighthouse My Virtual Escape💙 Cover🎸

For Us we don’t all feel connected to everything in source and things we do usually has some real life our body reason you know yeah

Sorry for the audio trouble

Reminder

DID isn't just having fun people in your head

Along with shifts in personality, it's often times:

amnesia: 'waking up' with no memory of what's going on

travelling and having no idea where you are or how you got there

dizziness

confusion

spacing out

headaches

feeling broken & worthless

fear

not knowing why or how you're wearing what you're wearing

nausea

pain

anxiety

finding things amongst your belongings you don't remember acquiring

time loss

depression

suicidal ideation & action

spikes in inexplicable emotion, especially anger, fear, and shame

body and voice dysphoria

depersonalization & derealisation

loss of control

hearing voices

finding injuries you don't remember getting

self harm

not recognising friends/family/colleagues

forgetting important events (birthdays, parties, graduations etc)

mood shifts with seemingly no trigger

finding notes in similar handwriting but something about it is slightly off

flashbacks: somatic flashbacks, nightmares, split second flashbacks to 'little things' but not getting more detail

bed wetting

age regression

inadvertently lying, or being questioned if you have

feeling like your body isn't yours

knowing something is wrong, but not what

wondering why your body doesn't align with your perceived sex (for alters whose gender/sex don't align with the body)

watching your body do things and having no control over it (feeling like a puppet or like playing a video-game in 3rd person)

mass fluctuations in libido: fluctuations from hypersexual to zero sexual desire

not being sure if things really happened, or whether you imagined/thought about them

identity confusion

+ many more

I have two book recommendations DID experiences: "All Of Me" by Kim Noble, and "The Girl in The Green Dress" by Jeni Haynes. Please check trigger warnings.

Hey Let’s go that’s the first thing we thought too and for us august month it’s kinda a bit sad month for us but this year because of this feels more positive yeah also we like change lyrics so changed the lyrics to “I can see us dancing in the sunlight august washed away like the morning rain” and we posted about that song in august too sorry this is long just was like wait a sec I’m not the only one🎶 8/04/2024

BABE WAKE UP

IT'S AUGUST. YOU KNOW WHAT THAT MEANS???

ON LOOP, BABE 🫶🫶🫶

Recently more communication with different Parts sometimes it’s a lot but this reminding Us to work together 😊

7-30-2024 | Practice Devo | Acts 2:42-47

“Look for ways to work together towards a common goal”

God Knows Exactly What I Need :)

8/19/2024 Love this Video Game 🎮 Star Wars 💫

"It's over." STAR WARS JEDI: FALLEN ORDER (2019)