There's A Time In Your Life When You Can Only Sit And Watch. Sit And Watch Everything Happen. Sit And

There's a time in your life when you can only sit and watch. Sit and watch everything happen. Sit and watch everything fall apart. You want to get up and do something but it's like you're glued to your seat; its like you are unable to move. You can't even close your eyes to shield yourself from whatever is going on. You never know what will happen next. You never know what's going to fall apart next. isn't it weird how we never think about something that we want to build up or create. In our weakest moments we always think about what's going wrong and what's falling apart. We never think about what we can do after this storm ends, how many things we can save. We always think about how many cities have been destroyed and how many houses broke down.

How the fuck does someone try and get out of being depressed?

Had to let go of us to show myself what I could do

(via ourtwobodiesintoonepinkcasket)

Mikrokosmos pt.1

The world couldn't have known, 

how you and I would come together.

How you and I could know each other,

and intertwine.

Crestfallen, the world could do nothing,

stand and watch in despair,

as we defied, challenged,

 and disregarded all of its plans. 

You and I, held onto nothing around us,

creating our own rules, writing our story. 

I'd say the thread of fate had nothing on us,

our spirits interwoven in red.

And yes, one would think and ponder,

On how the world watched on in wonder.

And even if it knew the story of our fate,

It would not make the mistake, 

of putting our galaxies at stake.

It would only try to berate

and never tell this tale,

petrified of our melody, sweeter

than that of a nightingale. 

I wish i was in love with you, because now you're gone and i dont know why my heart aches.

The louder I try to scream, the quieter it gets.