Disappearing From This World Is Extremely Easy, Especially When No One Knows You Exist. It's The Appearing

Disappearing from this world is extremely easy, especially when no one knows you exist. it's the appearing and trying to stand out that's difficult, when your mind is begging to be free from all of your worries.

How do I connect to people (not bots) to learn from and to grow in a place I still don't understand?

I made this profile to search for people like me that are actually going to talk and listen, agree and disagree, and be real, 2020 did a lot of damage to people but it doesn't mean we can't start over and learn about each person we meet all over again. I made a profile for family friends faith and freedom

Noticing that I've lost more than I've gained on tumblr, most of the content is being deleted daily that I've liked or tried to share from profiles I've followed, even seen posts about some people beginning to move to other apps because of unnecessary censorship, I thought Facebook and Instagram were bad but soon enough most of the people I follow will be gone, this is a truly sad situation, I thought social media was meant to Express your feelings and being free from judgement of the content we share because people have similar feelings about it,

I feel like I may not be saying things in the right way, but how can I Express myself if I can't say it without being deleted, restricted or terminated for what I say, texts, pictures, gifs etc, all gone from previous pages daily, how does tumblr and other apps expect to survive without users they delete for expressing themselves.

Maybe it is time to move on, its been short lived but I would rather be on app where content isn't being censored and profiles are free to say and do what they want on their pages without it being deleted

Communication between people isn't going too well, it's not easy to reach people in the tags on this profile and barely know how to reach people, but I am willing to listen to anyone that reads these messages, I hope having a tumblr is even worth it anymore or am I just writing to myself.

I am a black man almost 33 years old, dont have many friends (none, I have no friends!) Have more than enough time to write a book, (but won't) l am a graduate and certified network engineer (NERD!!!) I am an only son (sisters suck, yea I said it cuz I'm the baby boy and can get away with it here because no one knows I am here) sorry I cant help myself, I'm lonely and bored on a Friday of all days.

I've had plenty of jobs outside of my field, (security officer, UPS truck loader, USPS mail sorter (only naming those cus EVERYBODY can work those fields if they apply) my relationships weren't perfect (cuz who could love a nerd?) Been broken up with, cheated on, set up to take a fall for a friend who pretended to like me, (BUT WHOS COMPLAINING?!?!?!?!?!)(Not me, laughing while crying inside by my underground devastation from how cruel the girls I trusted were)...

Moving on...

I still have hope to meet people, and learn from people in ways I should already know, (let's pretend I fell off a cliff and forgot how life works people I dont know.. help me out here, I really need help!

So here is my plea you all know something about me, I want to learn about you if you're willing to tell, I cant stay lonely forever and (not trying to be desperate but....) I'm desperate for new friends and a new life other than going to work and coming home to start all over again.

COME ON, PEOPLE! WE'RE BANNING THE CONFEDERATE FLAG!

MoveOn

Make Flying the Confederate Flag Illegal

Compromising with the southern states after the civil war only led to Jim Crow laws which lasted into the middle of the 20th century. Every

Video by the guy that started it below.

-fae