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An Actress Life - Chapter 12
An Actress Life - Chapter 12

Chapter 12
warnings: language, rape
word count: 1,568 words
I pat his shoulder. "Thank you." He says with a huge smile. I walk to y/n, when I notice her annoying and disgusting ex-boyfriend. He talks to her and I can tell, she's definitely uncomfortable, so I walk towards them and wrap my arm around Y/N's waist.Â
"Is everything alright?" I ask her softly, caressing her waist gently. "Yes." Matt answers.
"I didn't ask you." I told him firmly, looking disgustedly at him. She looks me in the eyes, giving me a small smile. "Jens, everything is fine." She says softly before taking my hand and leading us to our seats and table. I let go of her hand halfway before walking back towards Matt, looking him in the eyes. "If you ever harass or touch her again, I'm gonna hurt you." I tell him angrily.Â
"Try that." He says with a provocative smile and I took a deep breath, so I wouldn't cause a scene.Â
I grab another drink, some food and go back to our table, where y/n/n is eagerly waiting for me. "What did you say to him?" She asks with a small sigh, rubbing her temple. "Nothing special, why are you asking?"I tell her innocently, casually sipping my drink. "Well, I don't want my boyfriend and ex-boyfriend cause a scene." She says with a sigh.
"What did he want from you?" I ask curiously.Â
"He said, that he misses me and that he's sorry about what happened and bla bla." She says annoyed and rolls her eyes. "What happened?" "He cheated on me." She says putting some food in her mouth. I clench my hand tightly around my drink, sighing heavily. "What an asshole." I breathe out.Â
"I told him, that I'm the happiest woman on earth with you by my side." She says happily, kissing my cheek. "And I'm the happiest man because of you." I say, cupping her face and lean in to kiss her softly. We both smile into the kiss, before I get too carried away, I pull away and rest my forehead against hers. "I love you." I tell her softly. "I love you too, Jensen." I give her a loving smile and kiss her forehead, before completely pulling away. I take her hand in mine, giving it a gentle squeeze.
4 hours later...
-omniscient POV-
Jensen had a lot of drinks and is really drunk.
He tells the people many funny stories and how much he loves y/n. Y/n talks to Ed's best friend.Â
"I think I have to pee." She says laughing and goes to the toilet. Matt just waited for a moment like this to follow her. He's been watching her the whole night, waiting to catch her alone. He follows her and grips her wrist tightly.
She frowns slightly and feels her heart hammer as someone grips her wrist tightly, almost painfully. She looks up and her eyes widen, when she see it's Matt. "Let me go." She tells him firmly, but he just grips her wrist just tighter. "Why would I? You little slut." He says and pushes her against the wall. She swallows hard, getting kind of scared. "Matt, you're hurting me." She tells him as she tries to get out his grip. "You miss my cock don't you?" He tells you, his face just inches away from yours. You can smell the alcohol, he must've been consuming all night. "N-No." She tells him shaking her head. He grins not believing her, that she doesn't miss his cock, not even caring that she's here with Jensen. He starts kissing her neck and drives his hand under her dress, squeezing her ass. She feels herself tear up and he places his hand on her mouth. She lets out a sob as he tries to pull her panties down, just as Matt bends down slightly she kicks him into his balls.Â
She cries for help and sobs as she runs into the main hall, everyone's looking at her. Jensen frowns not understanding anything as he gets to his feet. "Hey, hey, what's going on?" He says softly as he grabs her shoulders gently. She feels a lump form in her throat as she sobs shaking her head. He frowns not understanding anything as she hugs him close, sobbing into his chest as Matt enters the main hall, rubbing his man hood. Jensen feels his anger built up and helps Y/N sit down, before walking towards Matt. "You did that to her?" Jensen says dangerously low, feeling his lip twitch. Matt grins and shrugs, but before Matt can say anything, Jensen grabs him by his collar. Jensen pushes him against the wall firmly, "I told you, if you ever ever touch or harass her again, I'm going to hit you." Jensen almost yells, before his fist hits Matt's face. Matt looks at him with a grin, "I touched that slut's ass." He says and Jensen feels his blood boil. Jensen's fist collides with Matt's face so hard, the hielt sends him to the ground.Â
Before Jensen can hit him again, Ed pulls Jensen away. "Hey, stop it!" He tells Jensen and Jensen breathes heavily, trying to control himself. Jensen closes his eyes for a moment, trying to compose himself. "What's going on?" Ed asks calmly as Jensen looks at Matt in disgust. "He touched Y/N." He tells him, still breathing heavily.Â
"What happened?" Jo asks Y/N softly,
who is still crying a lot. "He tried to rape her!" Jensen yells. "That's a lie, she wanted to have sex!" Matt yells back.Â
She is crying not understanding what's happening. She feels so many emotions right now, but what she feels the most is dirty. She feels dirty. A man has touched her, a man who isn't her boyfriend. She feels so overwhelmed, not knowing how to process what just happened.Â
"Cut the shit, Matt. You stupid shit tried to rape her!" Jensen yells wanting to approach and hit Matt again, but Ed stops him. Jensen's a bit surprised at how much power, the little man holds. So he backs off from Matt and sits down next to Y/N. "Matt, if you don't leave, I'm calling the police." Ed tells Matt.Â
"It's my fault, I should go." She says really confused, sniffling slightly. You grab your purse, swallowing hard. Ed and Jensen both frown. "Hey, where you're going?" Jensen asks softly as he pulls her into a hug. She feels paralysed or likes she's the n trance. She doesn't hug him close. Everyone's talking to her, but she doesn't hear them. It's a blur for her and all she hears is muffled voices.Â
To be honest, Jensen is really shocked himself, since he's never seen her like that. He's never seen her so vulnerable and small. She's usually the one, who's strong and comfortable, standing her ground. All of this suddenly seems gone.Â
"Matt, one more warning you better leave now." Ed tells him one more time. "Why would I leave? She just said herself, it's better if she leaves." He says with a shrug wiping his nose. "Just leave." Jensen tells him tiredly. "Aww, her bodyguard tells me now to back off?" He says and Jensen has to concentrate to not burst towards him and kick his ass. Jensen decides to ignore it, but quickly decides against it, when Matt shoves his shoulder. Y/N stumbles slightly, so he sits her down gently. Ed and Jo approach her and try to talk to her, when Jensen grabs Matt by his collar one more time and drags him outside. Matt stumbles to the ground and Jensen spits on him, "Now leave." He tells him before walking inside her again.Â
"I am so sorry, Ed. I'm sure that's how you two didn't imagine how your wedding would go." Jensen tells him, feeling a bit embarrassed. Ed places one hand on Jensen's shoulder, giving him a small smile.Â
"It's not your fault and you don't have to go, but I thinks, it's better for her." He tells Jensen softly and Jensen nods. "Do you know by any chance if here is a motel or hotel around, because I can't drive and neither can she."Â
"Yes, just 5 minutes from here by foot. You have to go along the street, then you'll see it." Ed tells Jensen with a small smile. "Thank you so much." Jensen tells him gratefully, before grabbing their things. He lifts Y/N up into his arms and carries her bridal-style out of the location.
Jensen pays for their room and the employee gives him the keys for the room. Jensen carries Y/N to their room and enters the room with her in his arms.Â
He places her gently on the bed, before taking his shoes off. He turns around to place their things on the table. "I-I'm so s-sorry." She sobs out, causing him to turn around and kneel in front of her.Â
"You don't have to apologise." He tells her softly and kisses her forehead gently. "You should get some rest, I'll be right back." He says softly. "No, p-please don't leave." She sobs and he nods. He sits down next to her on the bed and hugs her close, rubbing her back gently. She sniffles, "It's okay, I'm here." He whispers softly. She snuggles close and holds onto him as Jensen rests his head on top of hers.
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An Actress Life - Chapter 11

Chapter 11
Warnings: smut
Word count: 1,284 words
Suddenly he crashes his lips to yours and kisses you harshly as one of his hands is on your clit. You sigh heavily into the kiss as he starts circling it. He gets to his knees and starts eating you out. You don't know why he's eating you out so often, more than you suck him off. To he honest, Jensen just loves eating you out, tasting you on his lips and seeing the pleasure all over your face. Before you can hit your high he stops. You look at him as he gets back to his feet and notice his cock is extremely hard.Â
You reach for his cock and starts stroking him him, giving him a few firm pumps, making him groan. You just know how to take cafe of his cock and before he could get carried away he stops you. He turns you around, pushing you against the wall ans slapping your ass as the tip of his cock teases your dripping entrance. You sigh heavily and close your eyes when he finally enters you. He immediately starts fucking you hard and fast, fucking you so hard the skin clapping is louder than the moans and groans that come out of your mouths. Sooner than you or him have expected, he has you cumming all over his cock. You moan his name breathlessly.Â
He got close as well groaning your name quietly before he pulls his cock out of you to cum on the shower floor. You breathe heavily, when he rests his head against your back, giving it a gentle kiss. You both calm down and wash up until you turn the shower off. He gets out and grabs a towel for each one of you, giving you one.
"Thanks." You say softly and dry yourselves off. You notice Jensen smirking at you and you roll your eye playfully. "You happy now?" You ask him playfully and he nods happily making you giggle and shaking your head. Jensen leaves the bathroom and lets you get ready for the wedding. You put your underwear and dress on. You do your hair and makeup before walking into the bedroom to look through your suitcase.Â
"Jensen!" You yell. You hear footsteps and Jensen enters the bedroom. "Yes?" He asks softly.Â
"Have you seen my grey heels?" You ask desperately.Â
"I think they're in one of my suitcases." He says with a smile and opens his suitcases. "Here they are." He says and gives you the pair of shoes.Â
"Thank you, you're a sweetheart." You say smiling, he gives you a quick kiss and leaves again.Â
You throw the shoes on the bed and look for your grey clutch, you find it quickly this time.Â
"Are you ready?" Jensen yells from downstairs.Â
"Yes." You yell back. You take your clutch and shoes, you go downstairs and sit down on the stairs to put your shoes on.
"We can leave." You tell him softly as you get to your feet. You two leave the house and walk to the car. You sit in the car and Jensen starts the car. "I'm vey happy to go there with you today." he says softly and puts on hand on your thigh. "Me too." You say with a loving smile and take his hand into yours, squeezing it gently.Â
40 minutes later...
You arrive at the location, Jensen parks the car and you two get out of the car. "How does this work here?" He asks confused. You let out a small laugh. "Look, when we enter the hall we just have to look for our names. Our names are on the seats." "Oh." He says rubbing his neck.
You enter the hall and find your names quickly. "Here." Jensen says and you go to him and sit down. A lot of celebrities are already sitting on their seats and waiting that the ceremony starts. You look around and spot your ex-boyfriend Matt.Â
"My ex-boyfriend is here." You say annoyed, rolling your eyes. "Wow." He says laughing. "I hope he won't talk to you." He says with a small sigh, since you two have enough drama going on. "Or what?" You tease him with a smile. "Will someone be jealous?" You ask playfully with a laugh. "Shut up." He says with a laugh and pecks your lips quickly. All the people are finally sitting on their seats and the ceremony starts.
You hear this special music and it reminds you of Gen and Jared's wedding, the thought makes you smile. The best friend of Ed weds them.
"Today we're all here to celebrate the love of Ed Swensen and Jo Carlsen." His best friend says with a happy smile. Ed and Jo are already in front of the altar, you don't really notice that because you're thinking about the wedding of Gen and Jared.Â
Ed starts reading his vow, you dont pay much attention, because all you can think about is how it would be to be married yourself.
—Jensen PoV—
When I look at her, I see how lost she is in her own thoughts, but I can also see how happy she's fro them. The last time I saw her this way was at Gen and Jared's wedding. I know she wants to get married one day. If I could, I marry her right now. On the one hand it would be too fast, but on the other hand I don't want to wait anymore I want her to call my wife, mine, forever.
"You can kiss the groom now." Those words bring me back to reality, everyone is cheering.Â
The married couple walks down the aisle, as they walk past us, y/n stands up and cheers happily. They laugh at her and walk through the door of the hall where we will be celebrating.
Everyone stands up and walks to their table,Â
y/n and I do the same. We walk hand in hand to our table until I see a waiter with some drinks. She is sitting at the table and I walk to her with the drink. "Already a drink?" She asks laughing.
"Well, I guess." I say laughing. "Hey everyone, my husband and I just wanna say thank you for coming and making this day even more special." Ed says honestly with a happy smile.Â
"Before everyone starts talking again, I want to make a toast. Ed, Jo? I am so happy for you two that you're finally married. You did it!" Ed's friend exclaims. "I know you've been through a lot of shit, but you did it and I am proud of you two. You two forever!" Ed's best friend says.Â
They hug each other. Everyone is cheering. This could be Jared at our wedding I hope this day will come as fast as possible. "Enjoy the food and of course the drinks." He says laughing and raises his glass and everyone does the same.
"Cheers." Everyone exclaims. "I'm so happy for them." She says to me. "Me too." I know she also wants to get married, I see it in her eyes. When I propose, it has to be special. "Babe, I'll go and get some food. Do you come with me?" I nod and drink my drink to the end. I take her hand and we go to the buffet. She lets my hand go and takes a plate, while Ed comes over to me.
"Hey Jensen, I just want to say I'm happy for you two." He points at y/n/n behind me and then at me. "Thank you so much, I'm happy for you too." I pat his shoulder with a smile.
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Fighting with Dean
A/N: Thank you this means a lot to me! I hope you’ll enjoy it. Thank you for your request! You were the first!
Warning: none

It was a long day for you and Dean. You two just got your diploma and tried to figure out how you two would finance things that come with an apartment like furniture and stuff since both of your parents didn’t have much money. You suggested many things like trying to sell some things you didn’t need anymore like an old laptop and stuff.
Dean seemed to be busy with work that day, because you two texted most of the time. You told him he could sell some of his stuff too, so he would make some money too. Dean wasn’t too thrilled about those suggestions you made, since he was really clingy to his childhood stuff. Dean loved his childhood and the things he got.
You were at his place looking through his stuff and noticed his old laptop, a Gameboy and some books.
You asked him via text, if you could put his old laptop online for sale, since you knew he got a new one from his parents just a month ago and the old one would have brought at least $300. Dean didn’t like the idea and asked you why you went through his stuff and said when he’d live with you, he wouldn’t have any privacy.
It kinda hurt you that he assumed moving in with meant that he wouldn’t have any privacy. You always gave him his space, like literally always, and he knew that. He also didn’t mind you going through his stuff when you cleaned up in his room. He loved and trusted you more than anyone.
Dean got irritated, since he didn’t want to get rid off his stuff, but couldn’t be honest with you about it. He said mean things like that without thinking how he might’ve made you feel. You were hurting and feeling like you’re a bad girlfriend, who didn’t accept her boyfriend’s privacy.
Dean came home after work, knowing what he texted you wasn’t right and fair at all. He was mad at himself for being a pussy to tell you and took it out on you. You were quiet when he entered his room, not saying anything. You were still thinking about why he would say something like that about you.
He sighed to himself, when you didn’t greet him like you always did. You’d always smile lovingly at him, giving him a sweet kiss and a warm hug. You always greeted him like that. So when you didn’t, he knew he’d hurt you.
He hesitantly lied down next to you, your back was turned to him and you still remained quiet. He pulled you into his chest and hugged you close and tightly. You knew Dean wasn’t good with words and this was his way of apologizing, but this time it didn’t work for you receiving just a tight hug.
You didn’t hug him back like you would and Dean nuzzled your neck and cuddled you, swallowing, “I-I’m sorry about earlier.” He mumbles quietly. You still didn’t show any kind of emotion or reaction. You were hurt and mad at him at the same time.
“It wasn’t fair what I said, I know you just want us to have a nice first apartment on our own, but……..but I don’t really want to get rid of my stuff.” He finally told you. You sighed heavily and rolled your eyes, “Why didn’t you just tell me?” You asked him. “Because I was ashamed.” He told you. “I mean getting rid of a laptop is okay, but the other stuff I don’t know yet.” He said and you nodded.
He felt you were still mad and he just cuddled you more, pulling you as tight as he could. You smiled slightly at him as you turned a bit. “What you said hurt, because I always give you your space and especially privacy.” You told him and he nodded. “I know and appreciate that and I’m really sorry about what I said.” He said honestly and softly, cupping your cheek gently, caressing it gently.
He pecked your lips softly and just held you close for some time until he gave in and told you what he would sell and what not.
“So how much is the Gameboy worthy?”
Without you

A/N: the reader passed away a year ago and Dean has been strugglingÂ
Warning: death, sadness and grieve
Word count: 833 words It’s been a year. A whole year without you by his side. A whole year without hearing your laugh and seeing your beautiful smile. A whole year since Dean’s alone with your 10-year-old daughter Sophia. A whole year without you being Sophia’s mom and giving the best advices, making her smile and giggle.
A whole year without true happiness. A whole year since you’ve been dead.
You got diagnosed with a rare condition, no cure, no meds, no help, nothing. There was nothing the doctors or Dean could do to make you feel better or help you to get healthy again. Dean was overwhelmed, overwhelmed to take care of you and Sophia at the same time.
Dean decided to move out of the big city and move to the land, since your daughter has always wished for a horse. He wanted to give Sophia everything she wanted to make her childhood as good as possible, even tho she told him how much she missed you. Everyday.
Dean had a lot of help from his parents and Sam. They found a great farm for him and Sophia. It just needed some restoration, so it’d be perfect for the two.
“Dad?” Sophia asks as she knocks on Dean’s office door. Dean was so lost in thought thinking about you, how much he missed you and wished you were there with him. Enjoying farm life like you two have always planned on.
He cleared his throat and gave Sophia a loving smile, “yeah?” He said softly. “Can we go for a ride with the horses?” She asked with puppy eyes, making him smile and he noticed how much she looked like you. She had your eyes and mimics. He was tired, but he couldn’t say no to that. “Sure, sweetheart.” He said softly and smiled lovingly when he saw her eyes lit up with happiness and joy. She immediately ran outside to the barns where the horses were.
Dean followed quickly and helped her saddle up her horse named Star, before he saddled up his own. He helped her sit on her horse and got on his as well. The farm was big it even had a small forest where the two of them always rode through. Until they stopped at a dock and got off their horses and sat down. Dean looked around liking it here, but you still were missing. There was no day he wasn’t thinking about or missing you.
“Daddy?” Sophia spoke up a moment later and he looked at her. Sometimes it was hard to look at her, because she looked just like you, but he loved your daughter more than anything. “Today’s a day…I miss mommy so much that it hurts.” She said tearing up and he had to fight his own tears. He pulled her onto his lap and hugged her close. “I miss her too, baby.” He told her gently, kissing the top of her head.
“But mommy isn’t feeling any pain anymore, you know that right?” He said tearing up and she nodded against his chest. “I miss her too, very much.” He told her almost breaking down himself. She hugged her dad close, knowing how much he missed her mom too. You were the best mom, she could’ve thought of, you two always had so much fun, going on trips, doing her hair and cuddling. Mom cuddles were the best.
A few weeks later it was your first death anniversary. Dean, Sophia, Sam, his parents and your parents went to your grave. They laid down a beautiful bouquet of your favourite flowers and Sophia lit up a candle with Dean’s help. Dean was a mess that day, drinking a bit too much the night before. He had to drink himself to sleep, because all he could think about was how you fell asleep in his arm and never woke up again, never. He cried so damn much, his ears and head hurt.
You were the love of his life and he knew that the day you closed your eyes forever, he’d never ever love a woman like he did love you. He remembered, how you two met. Dean used to work for the FBI, it was his first day when he walked into the office. You were one of the new ones as well and calmed down his nerves, you always did, you knew from the first second you met each other, how to calm him down. One of the things he appreciated so much about you.
You were his best friend, the person he could always count on and always talk to. He knew you always loved him the way he was and never tried to change him nor did you never left his side when things got complicated. You two got married so fast back then, but he just knew you were the one and he was right.
Sam, his parents and your parents gave Dean and your daughter some space. “I miss her so much, Dad.” Sophia sobbed ad Dean let out a sob as well, wrapping an arm around her shoulder. “I miss her too.” He sobbed looking at your grave. Your grave said, “In memory of Y/N Winchester, a beloved daughter, beloved wife and beloved mother.”
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An Actress Life - Chapter 10

Chapter 10
Warnings: none
Word count: 1,152 words
Jensen knocks on the doorframe and you look at him with a small smile. He walks over to you and looks you in the eyes, in his eyes you can see pain, anger and concern. He pulls you into a tight hug and kisses your forehead gently.
"I don't care, what they're saying about you. I love you no matter what." He says softly and honestly.
"I love you too." You say looking up at him with a small smile and red and puffy eyes.
He leans down and gives you a gentle peck on the lips before brushing your hair out of your face. "But now let's have a cold breakfast." He says with a laugh trying to lighten up the mood. You let out a small laugh and get up with him, walking back inside the kitchen.Â
"What did Gen tell you that your mood got so much better than like it was moments ago?" He asks curiously and you shrug with a smile. "She just knows how to make me feel better." You tell him.Â
A few weeks later...
The last few weeks have passed really quickly and the comments of the people have calmed down too. There still have been mean and hateful comments, but you decided to ignore them. You guys finished shooting for the season and go on break. Jensen and you have decided to stay at his house in Austin for the time.Â
Right now you are waiting for your flight to Austin, Texas. Then a fan approaches you asking to take a picture with Jensen after that, they've taken the picture, the fan calls you a bitch and you sit there in shock, bot knowing what to say or how to react.Â
"What's your problem? You come here to call my girlfriend a bitch? You're not even a real fan if you're acting that way. Don't you have any respect?" He asks angrily, still in a normal tone, and the fan looks shocked, swallowing hard at how Jensen has reacted. The fan disappear with wide eyes walking back to the people she's there. "Babe, I'm so sorry." Jensen tells you softly taking your hand in his and squeezing it gently.Â
"It's not your fault." You say with a weak smile, feeling horribly and also overwhelmed for hearing something like that in real life. "Flight 678912." The airport calls out. "C'mon, our flight back home." You say to change the topic. Gen told you to be confident and strong, you remind yourself, but it doesn't seem to help right now. You enter the plane and go to your seats. "Misha?" Jensen asks confused. "Oh, hey guys." Misha says with a smile. "What are you doing in a plane to Austin?" Jensen asks curiously. "Ehmm..." "Because Gen and Jared have a barbecue tomorrow, you forgot about that?" You ask Jensen and save Misha, smiling at them.Â
You want to throw a birthday party for Jensen and Misha and everyone will be there.Â
"Oh yes." Jensen says laughing. By the way Gen and Jared really have a barbecue tomorrow.Â
Today is the wedding of Ed, it's really an advantage that the marries so late that day. Jensen puts his arm around your shoulders, so that you can lay your head on his shoulders, because you're pretty tired since you didn't sleep so much that night. You were busy packing your suitcase and making sure you got everything.Â
4 hours later...
"Babe, wake up we are landing." Jensen wakes you up gently, causing you to whine slightly. You rub your eyes and give him a tired smile. You get out of your seats and go to the station where you get the baggage. You get your things and walk outside where Gen and Jared are waiting for you to pick up.Â
"Hey you two." You say hugging both of them, with a smile before Jensen and Misha do the same. "Where is lil Shep?" You ask with a huge smile. "Sleeping at home." "Sad to hear, I wanted to see him." You say with a pout. "You will see him tomorrow, but now we will get you home." Gen tells you softly. You nod with a slight pout. Jensen, Misha and you get in the car.
20 minutes later...
"Thanks for picking us up." You say gratefully. "No problem." Jared says smiling. You and Jensen take your suitcases out and Jared and Gen drive away.
"Keys?" You asks and Jensen gives you the keys before you walk to the door and unlock it. When you open it, you see a lot of rose petals. "How did you do that?" You say with a huge smile. "Not me, but Gen." He tell you. You enter the house and he closes the door behind you.Â
"Y/n/n, do you want to move in? Again?" He asks hesitantly with a shy smile. "I know you have an apartment just 20 minutes from here but I-"Â
"Of course I want to move in. Again." You interrupt him laughing, smiling lovingly. "Really?" He asks kind of surprised and you nod. He kisses you lovingly, both of you smiling into the kiss.
"I love you." He says between the kisses.Â
"I love you too." He kisses you again with more passion, but you stop him, smiling lovingly at him.Â
"We should get ready for the wedding." You say softly patting his chest.Â
"But I wanna do some other things." He says with a pout and starts kissing your neck. "Jensen stop." You say giggling. He pouts at you and squeezes your ass gently before pulling away.Â
You take your suitcases upstairs to the bedroom, while you walks upstairs, Jensen slaps your ass playfully. You giggle and shake your head before opening your suitcases to look for your dress. Then you walk inside the bathroom and realise, nothing has changed. It makes you smile.Â
It's a bit weird to move in for the second time, but you can live with that. Jensen's home has always been more home than the apartment you have 20 minutes away. You get out of your clothes putting them into the laundry basket, since you sweated duding travelling. Jensen walks inside the bathroom grinning widely, when he sees you naked. You turn around and blush slightly at the way he's observing you. He bites his lip, when you see him checking you out. You turn the water on and get in the shower.Â
"I'm gonna take a shower, you wanna join?" You ask him softly a moment later. "Yes." He says almost immediately and takes his clothes off to join you.Â
You wash your hair and he does the same with his hair. You wash the rest of your body, until he stops you. "I want to do this." He says with a smile and washes your whole body. You close your eyes, enjoying how he touches your body.
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