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Jensen Ackles Series

An Actress Life

A/N: You're a famous actress, that gets a part as the love interest of Dean Winchester in Supernatural. But when you realise that you have a history with Jensen everything changes. (In this Story, Danneel and Jensen never were in a relationship, because I love her too much to pretend her to be a bitch. And I really think highly of her.)

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A/N: sorry but I probably won’t post it on here anymore. I originally posted it on Wattpad and posted the edited version here but honestly it’s too exhausting to edit. Thanks for reading tho🫶🏻

An Actress Life - Chapter 9

Chapter 9

Warnings: smut, hate and language 

Word count: 1,374 words

"C'mon stop teasing me babe." He says desperately. "Teasing is more fun." You say seductively as you pull his slacks down his ankles and look up at him. He looks at you and steps out of his pants. 

You slide up his body with your hands trailing up his body from his calves to his chest and then your hands grab his face. You bring his face down to kiss him roughly. While you two kiss he gently pushes you onto the bed. 

"I like it rough." He whispers into your ear between kisses. "I know." You breathe out. He starts kissing down your body to your bottom lips. He licks a stripe up your folds and you sigh heavily grabbing the sheets. His tongue finds your clit quickly before he starts sucking your clit harshly. Two of his fingers tease your dripping hole, pumping them slowly in and out of her. 

He slides them in in and out in a quick pace a moment as he sucks your clit fast, almost sending you out off the edge. "F-Fuck, Jay." You moan out yelling as you tangle your fingers in his hair. He groans which sends vibrations through your body and clit. "I'm gonna-." You moan in pleasure and he suddenly stops.

"Seriously?" You say out of breath as he crawls up your body until he meets your eyes. 

"You teased me all night with your dress since I laid eyes on you." He pauses and kisses your neck again, making you sigh softly and leaning into him. He kisses you roughly and stands up. 

You sit up and hook your fingers inside his boxers and slowly slide them off. His thick cock springs free and hits his stomach. This cock makes you drool since it always male you feel good and you just love his damn cock. You love sucking it and feeling it inside your pussy. When you are about you take him into your mouth, he stops you and gets off the bed. He kisses you harshly and lays you on your back. He doesn't waste any second and gets on top of you, teasing your entrance. He grins as he notices you bucking your hips and slams inside you making you almost scream.

He lifts your leg and rests it on his shoulder. He slides himself in and out of you at reasonable pace until you need more. "Faster, Jay!" you moan loudly. He does what you say. He hits your g spot every time he thrusts into you. Moans and groans fill the room as he goes faster and harder.

"Fuck, fuck, fuck." You yell out in pleasure as you get extremely close. The pleasure gets so big that you clench tightly around him and cum tightly on bis cock. He keeps thrusting until he hits his peak as well. 

"That was hot." He says a few minutes later as he plops next to you. You turn your head and look at him. "It was." You say with a nod as he puts his arm around you cuddling you close to his chest. His fingers drive through your hair, you look around the room and see the clothes laying all over the ground, making you grin. 

"I love you, y/n/n." Jensen says cupping your cheek, making you lean into his touch. "I love you too, Jay." You say softly noticing the loving smile on his lips, before he closes his eyes. He falls asleep a moment later and you think about the fact how happy you are. You haven't felt so much happiness in a long time. You love him so much. How could you've been so selfish? This man is the one of your dreams.

Next morning...

You wake up and notice Jensen isn't in the bed.  You get up ans put his shirt on before entering the kitchen where he is making breakfast. He doesn't notice you, until you walk behind him and wrap your arms around his waist. 

He holds a pan in his hand. "Good morning, handsome." You say softly and back away. "Morning, beauty." He says happily ans puts the pan with eggs down to kiss you softly.

"You made breakfast?" You ask happily with a loving smile. "For the woman I love, I had to." He smiles lovingly and kisses you one more time. 

"Breakfast is ready, sit down." He says softly as he pulls away, smiling lovingly. "Wait I'll get my phone." You tell him.

You go back as fast as you can to the bedroom and take your phone. "You look good in my shirt." He yells after you. You smile and grab your phone from the nightstand. While you walk inside the kitchen again you notice ten missed calls from Ed.

"Babe what's wrong?" Jensen asks as he sees your expression, you see the headline from the website that Ed has sent you. "Y/n Y/l/n and Jensen Ackles back together after y/n has cheated on him?" You read swallowing hard, before showing it to Jensen.

"Look at this." You say with tears in your eyes. 

His expression turns from concern to anger. 

"I knew it." you sob out. He pulls you close making you sit down on his thigh. He kisses your forehead gently, when you cry even more. "Read more." You son. "Y/n was such a bitch, why did Jensen choose her again?" One comment says. "Y/n, I love you and you're definitely not a bitch." Jensen promises you honestly."Look under the picture you posted on your instagram." 

Comments: "Die, bitch, die."

"If you hurt him again, I'm gonna kill you." 

"What a whore!" , "I'm gonna kill you, you little bitch.", "Jensen, I love you, but her again?" 

"I can't understand so disgusting." 

COMMENTS END

"I can understand those comments, I really hurt you, I'm n-" "Stop saying that." He interrupts you. "They are not even real fans, if they don't accept my decisions." He adds. While you're looking at these headlines and comments Gen calls you. "Wait, it's Gen." You pick up sniffling and go to the bedroom and sit down on the bed.

"Hey." You sniffle. "Hun, I've read these comments, are you okay?" "Yeah." "Why are you lying?" Gen asks you softly. "Gen, I don't wanna bother you with my problems. You have a baby that needs all your attention now." You sniffle.

"Are you kidding me? You're my best friend and I know how hurt you are because of those stupid words. Jared and I always have your back, ok?" "I know." "And Jared, Jensen, your family and I know the truth, that's what is important. Most of the times you wouldn't care about something like this, Why now?" She asks softly.

"I-I don't know, I'm so afraid that those people are gonna ruin our relationship. Gen, I-I love him so much and I don't know, if I'm gonna survive this when we break up again." More and more tears roll down your cheeks. "I know, I know. I think this time your love with Jensen will last forever."

"Why are you so sure?" "Because he always loved you, do you know how many times he came to our house completely drank, that's only because he missed you so much. He always wanted to talk to you in person about this, but you never were at any parties of ours in these years. He never had the chance, because you were busy with shooting. When he was with Joanna he wasn't really happy, he tried to forget you, but he couldn't. That's why I am so sure." She explains as you let out a sob. 

"And I know you never loved Matt, he was just a comfort, because you and Jensen had your issues." She adds. "I guess you're right." You say with a sniffle. "Y/n/n, I love you. See you next week, if not I'm gonna kick your ass."  She says playfully with a laugh. "I love you too, Gen. See you next week." You say laughing and you hang up, feeling a bit better after talking to your best friend, knowing she's right. She always gives the best advice.

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An Actress Life - Chapter 10

Chapter 10

Warnings: none

Word count: 1,152 words

Jensen knocks on the doorframe and you look at him with a small smile. He walks over to you and looks you in the eyes, in his eyes you can see pain, anger and concern. He pulls you into a tight hug and kisses your forehead gently.

"I don't care, what they're saying about you. I love you no matter what." He says softly and honestly.

"I love you too." You say looking up at him with a small smile and red and puffy eyes.

He leans down and gives you a gentle peck on the lips before brushing your hair out of your face. "But now let's have a cold breakfast." He says with a laugh trying to lighten up the mood. You let out a small laugh and get up with him, walking back inside the kitchen. 

"What did Gen tell you that your mood got so much better than like it was moments ago?" He asks curiously and you shrug with a smile. "She just knows how to make me feel better." You tell him. 

A few weeks later...

The last few weeks have passed really quickly and the comments of the people have calmed down too. There still have been mean and hateful comments, but you decided to ignore them. You guys finished shooting for the season and go on break. Jensen and you have decided to stay at his house in Austin for the time. 

Right now you are waiting for your flight to Austin, Texas. Then a fan approaches you asking to take a picture with Jensen after that, they've taken the picture, the fan calls you a bitch and you sit there in shock, bot knowing what to say or how to react. 

"What's your problem? You come here to call my girlfriend a bitch? You're not even a real fan if you're acting that way. Don't you have any respect?" He asks angrily, still in a normal tone, and the fan looks shocked, swallowing hard at how Jensen has reacted.  The fan disappear with wide eyes walking back to the people she's there. "Babe, I'm so sorry." Jensen tells you softly taking your hand in his and squeezing it gently. 

"It's not your fault." You say with a weak smile, feeling horribly and also overwhelmed for hearing something like that in real life. "Flight 678912." The airport calls out. "C'mon, our flight back home." You say to change the topic. Gen told you to be confident and strong, you remind yourself, but it doesn't seem to help right now. You enter the plane and go to your seats. "Misha?" Jensen asks confused. "Oh, hey guys." Misha says with a smile. "What are you doing in a plane to Austin?" Jensen asks curiously. "Ehmm..." "Because Gen and Jared have a barbecue tomorrow, you forgot about that?" You ask Jensen and save Misha, smiling at them. 

You want to throw a birthday party for Jensen and Misha and everyone will be there. 

"Oh yes." Jensen says laughing. By the way Gen and Jared really have a barbecue tomorrow. 

Today is the wedding of Ed, it's really an advantage that the marries so late that day. Jensen puts his arm around your shoulders, so that you can lay your head on his shoulders, because you're pretty tired since you didn't sleep so much that night. You were busy packing your suitcase and making sure you got everything. 

4 hours later...

"Babe, wake up we are landing." Jensen wakes you up  gently, causing you to whine slightly. You rub your eyes and give him a tired smile. You get out of your seats and go to the station where you get the baggage. You get your things and walk outside where Gen and Jared are waiting for you to pick up. 

"Hey you two." You say hugging both of them, with a smile before Jensen and Misha do the same. "Where is lil Shep?" You ask with a huge smile. "Sleeping at home." "Sad to hear, I wanted to see him." You say with a pout. "You will see him tomorrow, but now we will get you home." Gen tells you softly. You nod with a slight pout. Jensen, Misha and you get in the car.

20 minutes later...

"Thanks for picking us up." You say gratefully. "No problem." Jared says smiling. You and Jensen take your suitcases out and Jared and Gen drive away.

"Keys?" You asks and Jensen gives you the keys before you walk to the door and unlock it. When you open it, you see a lot of rose petals. "How did you do that?" You say with a huge smile. "Not me, but Gen." He tell you. You enter the house and he closes the door behind you. 

"Y/n/n, do you want to move in? Again?" He asks hesitantly with a shy smile. "I know you have an apartment just 20 minutes from here but I-" 

"Of course I want to move in. Again." You interrupt him laughing, smiling lovingly. "Really?" He asks kind of surprised and you nod. He kisses you lovingly, both of you smiling into the kiss.

"I love you." He says between the kisses. 

"I love you too." He kisses you again with more passion, but you stop him, smiling lovingly at him. 

"We should get ready for the wedding." You say softly patting his chest. 

"But I wanna do some other things." He says with a pout and starts kissing your neck. "Jensen stop." You say giggling. He pouts at you and squeezes your ass gently before pulling away. 

You take your suitcases upstairs to the bedroom, while you walks upstairs, Jensen slaps your ass playfully. You giggle and shake your head before opening your suitcases to look for your dress. Then you walk inside the bathroom and realise, nothing has changed. It makes you smile. 

It's a bit weird to move in for the second time, but you can live with that. Jensen's home has always been more home than the apartment you have 20 minutes away. You get out of your clothes putting them into the laundry basket, since you sweated duding travelling. Jensen walks inside the bathroom grinning widely, when he sees you naked. You turn around and blush slightly at the way he's observing you. He bites his lip, when you see him checking you out. You turn the water on and get in the shower. 

"I'm gonna take a shower, you wanna join?" You ask him softly a moment later. "Yes." He says almost immediately and takes his clothes off to join you. 

You wash your hair and he does the same with his hair. You wash the rest of your body, until he stops you. "I want to do this." He says with a smile and washes your whole body. You close your eyes, enjoying how he touches your body.

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An Actress Life - Chapter 11

Chapter 11

Warnings: smut

Word count: 1,284 words

Suddenly he crashes his lips to yours and kisses you harshly as one of his hands is on your clit. You sigh heavily into the kiss as he starts circling it. He gets to his knees and starts eating you out. You don't know why he's eating you out so often, more than you suck him off. To he honest, Jensen just loves eating you out, tasting you on his lips and seeing the pleasure all over your face. Before you can hit your high he stops. You look at him as he gets back to his feet and notice his cock is extremely hard. 

You reach for his cock and starts stroking him him, giving him a few firm pumps, making him groan. You just know how to take cafe of his cock and before he could get carried away he stops you. He turns you around, pushing you against the wall ans slapping your ass as the tip of his cock teases your dripping entrance. You sigh heavily and close your eyes when he finally enters you. He immediately starts fucking you hard and fast, fucking you so hard the skin clapping is louder than the moans and groans that come out of your mouths. Sooner than you or him have expected, he has you cumming all over his cock. You moan his name breathlessly. 

He got close as well groaning your name quietly before he pulls his cock out of you to cum on the shower floor. You breathe heavily, when he rests his head against your back, giving it a gentle kiss. You both calm down and wash up until you turn the shower off. He gets out and grabs a towel for each one of you, giving you one.

"Thanks." You say softly and dry yourselves off. You notice Jensen smirking at you and you roll your eye playfully. "You happy now?" You ask him playfully and he nods happily making you giggle and shaking your head. Jensen leaves the bathroom and lets you get ready for the wedding. You put your underwear and dress on. You do your hair and makeup before walking into the bedroom to look through your suitcase. 

"Jensen!" You yell. You hear footsteps and Jensen enters the bedroom. "Yes?" He asks softly. 

"Have you seen my grey heels?" You ask desperately. 

"I think they're in one of my suitcases." He says with a smile and opens his suitcases. "Here they are." He says and gives you the pair of shoes. 

"Thank you, you're a sweetheart." You say smiling, he gives you a quick kiss and leaves again. 

You throw the shoes on the bed and look for your grey clutch, you find it quickly this time. 

"Are you ready?" Jensen yells from downstairs. 

"Yes." You yell back. You take your clutch and shoes, you go downstairs and sit down on the stairs to put your shoes on.

"We can leave." You tell him softly as you get to your feet. You two leave the house and walk to the car. You sit in the car and Jensen starts the car. "I'm vey happy to go there with you today." he says softly and puts on hand on your thigh. "Me too." You say with a loving smile and take his hand into yours, squeezing it gently. 

40 minutes later...

You arrive at the location, Jensen parks the car and you two get out of the car. "How does this work here?" He asks confused. You let out a small laugh. "Look, when we enter the hall we just have to look for our names. Our names are on the seats." "Oh." He says rubbing his neck.

You enter the hall and find your names quickly. "Here." Jensen says and you go to him and sit down. A lot of celebrities are already sitting on their seats and waiting that the ceremony starts. You look around and spot your ex-boyfriend Matt. 

"My ex-boyfriend is here." You say annoyed, rolling your eyes. "Wow." He says laughing. "I hope he won't talk to you." He says with a small sigh, since you two have enough drama going on. "Or what?" You tease him with a smile. "Will someone be jealous?" You ask playfully with a laugh. "Shut up." He says with a laugh and pecks your lips quickly. All the people are finally sitting on their seats and the ceremony starts.

You hear this special music and it reminds you of Gen and Jared's wedding, the thought makes you smile. The best friend of Ed weds them.

"Today we're all here to celebrate the love of Ed Swensen and Jo Carlsen." His best friend says with a happy smile. Ed and Jo are already in front of the altar, you don't really notice that because you're thinking about the wedding of Gen and Jared. 

Ed starts reading his vow, you dont pay much attention, because all you can think about is how it would be to be married yourself.

—Jensen PoV—

When I look at her, I see how lost she is in her own thoughts, but I can also see how happy she's fro them. The last time I saw her this way was at Gen and Jared's wedding. I know she wants to get married one day. If I could, I marry her right now. On the one hand it would be too fast, but on the other hand I don't want to wait anymore I want her to call my wife, mine, forever.

"You can kiss the groom now." Those words bring me back to reality, everyone is cheering. 

The married couple walks down the aisle, as they walk past us, y/n stands up and cheers happily. They laugh at her and walk through the door of the hall where we will be celebrating.

Everyone stands up and walks to their table, 

y/n and I do the same. We walk hand in hand to our table until I see a waiter with some drinks. She is sitting at the table and I walk to her with the drink. "Already a drink?" She asks laughing.

"Well, I guess." I say laughing. "Hey everyone, my husband and I just wanna say thank you for coming and making this day even more special." Ed says honestly with a happy smile. 

"Before everyone starts talking again, I want to make a toast. Ed, Jo? I am so happy for you two that you're finally married. You did it!" Ed's friend exclaims. "I know you've been through a lot of shit, but you did it and I am proud of you two. You two forever!" Ed's best friend says. 

They hug each other. Everyone is cheering. This could be Jared at our wedding I hope this day will come as fast as possible. "Enjoy the food and of course the drinks." He says laughing and raises his glass and everyone does the same.

"Cheers." Everyone exclaims. "I'm so happy for them." She says to me. "Me too." I know she also wants to get married, I see it in her eyes. When I propose, it has to be special. "Babe, I'll go and get some food. Do you come with me?" I nod and drink my drink to the end. I take her hand and we go to the buffet. She lets my hand go and takes a plate, while Ed comes over to me.

"Hey Jensen, I just want to say I'm happy for you two." He points at y/n/n behind me and then at me. "Thank you so much, I'm happy for you too." I pat his shoulder with a smile.

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An Actress Life - Chapter 12

Chapter 12

warnings: language, rape

word count: 1,568 words

I pat his shoulder. "Thank you." He says with a huge smile. I walk to y/n, when I notice her annoying and disgusting ex-boyfriend. He talks to her and I can tell, she's definitely uncomfortable, so I walk towards them and wrap my arm around Y/N's waist. 

"Is everything alright?" I ask her softly, caressing her waist gently. "Yes." Matt answers.

"I didn't ask you." I told him firmly, looking disgustedly at him. She looks me in the eyes, giving me a small smile. "Jens, everything is fine." She says softly before taking my hand and leading us to our seats and table. I let go of her hand halfway before walking back towards Matt, looking him in the eyes. "If you ever harass or touch her again, I'm gonna hurt you." I tell him angrily. 

"Try that." He says with a provocative smile and I took a deep breath, so I wouldn't cause a scene. 

I grab another drink, some food and go back to our table, where y/n/n is eagerly waiting for me. "What did you say to him?" She asks with a small sigh, rubbing her temple. "Nothing special, why are you asking?"I tell her innocently, casually sipping my drink.  "Well, I don't want my boyfriend and ex-boyfriend cause a scene." She says with a sigh.

"What did he want from you?" I ask curiously. 

"He said, that he misses me and that he's sorry about what happened and bla bla." She says annoyed and rolls her eyes. "What happened?" "He cheated on me." She says putting some food in her mouth. I clench my hand tightly around my drink, sighing heavily. "What an asshole." I breathe out. 

"I told him, that I'm the happiest woman on earth with you by my side." She says happily, kissing my cheek. "And I'm the happiest man because of you." I say, cupping her face and lean in to kiss her softly. We both smile into the kiss, before I get too carried away, I pull away and rest my forehead against hers. "I love you." I tell her softly. "I love you too, Jensen." I give her a loving smile and kiss her forehead, before completely pulling away. I take her hand in mine, giving it a gentle squeeze.

4 hours later...

-omniscient POV-

Jensen had a lot of drinks and is really drunk.

He tells the people many funny stories and how much he loves y/n. Y/n talks to Ed's best friend. 

"I think I have to pee." She says laughing and goes to the toilet. Matt just waited for a moment like this to follow her. He's been watching her the whole night, waiting to catch her alone. He follows her and grips her wrist tightly.

She frowns slightly and feels her heart hammer as someone grips her wrist tightly, almost painfully. She looks up and her eyes widen, when she see it's Matt. "Let me go." She tells him firmly, but he just grips her wrist just tighter. "Why would I? You little slut." He says and pushes her against the wall. She swallows hard, getting kind of scared. "Matt, you're hurting me." She tells him as she tries to get out his grip. "You miss my cock don't you?" He tells you, his face just inches away from yours. You can smell the alcohol, he must've been consuming all night. "N-No." She tells him shaking her head. He grins not believing her, that she doesn't miss his cock, not even caring that she's here with Jensen. He starts kissing her neck and drives his hand under her dress, squeezing her ass. She feels herself tear up and he places his hand on her mouth. She lets out a sob as he tries to pull her panties down, just as Matt bends down slightly she kicks him into his balls. 

She cries for help and sobs as she runs into the main hall, everyone's looking at her. Jensen frowns not understanding anything as he gets to his feet. "Hey, hey, what's going on?" He says softly as he grabs her shoulders gently. She feels a lump form in her throat as she sobs shaking her head.  He frowns not understanding anything as she hugs him close, sobbing into his chest as Matt enters the main hall, rubbing his man hood. Jensen feels his anger built up and helps Y/N sit down, before walking towards Matt. "You did that to her?" Jensen says dangerously low, feeling his lip twitch. Matt grins and shrugs, but before Matt can say anything, Jensen grabs him by his collar. Jensen pushes him against the wall firmly, "I told you, if you ever ever touch or harass her again, I'm going to hit you." Jensen almost yells, before his fist hits Matt's face. Matt looks at him with a grin, "I touched that slut's ass." He says and Jensen feels his blood boil. Jensen's fist collides with Matt's face so hard, the hielt sends him to the ground. 

Before Jensen can hit him again, Ed pulls Jensen away. "Hey, stop it!" He tells Jensen and Jensen breathes heavily, trying to control himself. Jensen closes his eyes for a moment, trying to compose himself. "What's going on?" Ed asks calmly as Jensen looks at Matt in disgust. "He touched Y/N." He tells him, still breathing heavily. 

"What happened?" Jo asks Y/N softly,

who is still crying a lot. "He tried to rape her!" Jensen yells. "That's a lie, she wanted to have sex!" Matt yells back. 

She is crying not understanding what's happening. She feels so many emotions right now, but what she feels the most is dirty. She feels dirty. A man has touched her, a man who isn't her boyfriend. She feels so overwhelmed, not knowing how to process what just happened. 

"Cut the shit, Matt. You stupid shit tried to rape her!" Jensen yells wanting to approach and hit Matt again, but Ed stops him. Jensen's a bit surprised at how much power, the little man holds. So he backs off from Matt and sits down next to Y/N. "Matt, if you don't leave, I'm calling the police." Ed tells Matt. 

"It's my fault, I should go." She says really confused, sniffling slightly. You grab your purse, swallowing hard. Ed and Jensen both frown. "Hey, where you're going?" Jensen asks softly as he pulls her into a hug. She feels paralysed or likes she's the n trance. She doesn't hug him close. Everyone's talking to her, but she doesn't hear them. It's a blur for her and all she hears is muffled voices. 

To be honest, Jensen is really shocked himself, since he's never seen her like that. He's never seen her so vulnerable and small. She's usually the one, who's strong and comfortable, standing her ground. All of this suddenly seems gone. 

"Matt, one more warning you better leave now." Ed tells him one more time. "Why would I leave? She just said herself, it's better if she leaves." He says with a shrug wiping his nose. "Just leave." Jensen tells him tiredly. "Aww, her bodyguard tells me now to back off?" He says and Jensen has to concentrate to not burst towards him and kick his ass. Jensen decides to ignore it, but quickly decides against it, when Matt shoves his shoulder. Y/N stumbles slightly, so he sits her down gently. Ed and Jo approach her and try to talk to her, when Jensen grabs Matt by his collar one more time and drags him outside. Matt stumbles to the ground and Jensen spits on him, "Now leave." He tells him before walking inside her again. 

"I am so sorry, Ed. I'm sure that's how you two didn't imagine how your wedding would go." Jensen tells him, feeling a bit embarrassed. Ed places one hand on Jensen's shoulder, giving him a small smile. 

"It's not your fault and you don't have to go, but I thinks, it's better for her." He tells Jensen softly and Jensen nods. "Do you know by any chance if here is a motel or hotel around, because I can't drive and neither can she." 

"Yes, just 5 minutes from here by foot. You have to go along the street, then you'll see it." Ed tells Jensen with a small smile. "Thank you so much." Jensen tells him gratefully, before grabbing their things. He lifts Y/N up into his arms and carries her bridal-style out of the location.

Jensen pays for their room and the employee gives him the keys for the room. Jensen carries Y/N to their room and enters the room with her in his arms. 

He places her gently on the bed, before taking his shoes off. He turns around to place their things on the table. "I-I'm so s-sorry." She sobs out, causing him to turn around and kneel in front of her. 

"You don't have to apologise." He tells her softly and kisses her forehead gently. "You should get some rest, I'll be right back." He says softly. "No, p-please don't leave." She sobs and he nods. He sits down next to her on the bed and hugs her close, rubbing her back gently. She sniffles, "It's okay, I'm here." He whispers softly. She snuggles close and holds onto him as Jensen rests his head on top of hers.

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An Actress Life - Chapter 13

Chapter 13

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"We should undress you." He tells her softly. "Are you okay with that?" He asks her softly and she nods. "O-Okay." She says and Jensen starts taking her shoes off. When he wants to takes her dress off she backs away and he nods in understanding. He takes his button up off and his t-shirt too before giving his shirt to her. She takes it with a shy smiles before taking it on, after pulling her dress down her legs. She lies down on the bed as Jensen takes his slacks off and lies down next to her. 

He pulls her into his arms and she snuggles into his chest. Jensen rubs her arm gently, "You're safe." He whispers softly and kisses her forehead. 

"Thank you." She whispers, before they doze off to sleep. 

The next morning when Jensen wakes up, Y/N is still asleep as he climbs out of bed and takes his slacks on, before leaving the room to call Gen. He tells Gen everything that has happened the day before. He feels so helpless and clueless about what happened. He doesn't know, how to help or make her feel better, but Gen tells him, all Y/N needs is him to be there for her. Jensen thanks her and walks back inside the room he shares with Y/N. 

He smiles at the sleeping form of her, at least in her sleep she looks peacefully. When closes the door of the room, Y/N slowly stirs awake and Jensen smiles lovingly at her as he sits down on the bed next to her.  "Good morning." He whispers softly and kisses her head as she snuggles into his side. He rubs her arms gently smiling at her, but frowns as he notices the dark bruises her wrist carries. "Are you okay?" He asks her softly as he looks at her wrist and she quickly covers it with the blanket. She nods and Jensen can look right through her lie, but doesn't say anything. 

She gives him a small smile and disappears into the bathroom. She looks at herself in the mirror, gripping the sink tightly as she feels herself tear up. She feels disgusted by just looking at herself. She's so thankful, that she's found a moment, where she could free herself from him. She's never seen Jensen hit someone and he's only done that because of her. She washes her face and dries it with the towel, before taking her dress on she's taken with her inside the bathroom.

Y/N walks out of the bathroom and returns Jensen's T-Shirt, she's been wearing the night before. Jensen gives her a smile and she returns it slightly.

She walks back into the bathroom and closes the door. She lean against the door  and takes a deep breath. You got this. You're safe with Jensen. 

Jensen knocks on the door, "You okay. Y/N/N?" He asks you softly. "Yeah." She tells him, lying to him and herself. She walks out of the bathroom a moment later. Jensen is still in front of the bathroom and places his hands on her shoulder. "Talk to me baby." He says softly and she starts sobbing as he pulls her into his arms. He hushes her softly and hugs her close, rubbing her back gently. 

He cups her cheek gently and when he looks at her, she looks away. "None of what happened yesterday is your fault, you hear me?" He says softly. She nods as she still sobs. When she looks up at him, he notices how broken she looks. The shine he loves to see in a her eyes seems gone. 

Few hours later...

Y/N and Jensen have been home for quite some time. During the drive home, they haven't talked a lot nor did they when they've got home. Y/N has disappeared into bathroom for about an hour to shower, trying to wash off Matt's dirty hands and touches. Jensen's felt devastated, because he hates seeing the woman he loves so hurt and broken. He thinks for now, he should give her some space, because she doesn't want to talk and he has to accept that. 

She's curled up on the couch in the living room, watching Jane the Virgin, trying to distract herself from the events from yesterday. 

The doorbell rings and she gets off the couch to answer the door. "I'll get the door." She yells. "Fine." Jensen yells from his office. She opens the door, surprised to see Gen. "Hey, what are you doing here?" She asks in confusion and Gen just walks past her. "We'll see us in a few hours." Y/N tells Gen. 

"I know, but I wanted to talk to you." 

The two of them walk into the living room and sit on the couch."About what do you wanna talk?" She asks her curiously. 

"I know what happened last night." She tells you with a small sigh and smile, pulling you into a tight hug.. "I'm so sorry." Gen whispers. Seems like Jensen told her. Great. "It's okay." She lies. Gen sighs softly as she pulls away from Y/N. "Y/N, don't lie to me, I can see through your mask." Gen tells her softly and Y/N looks away from her, chewing on her lip. 

"I'm gonna kick his ass, I mean Jared will." She says playfully, laughing slightly and trying to cheer you up. "I'm just thankful, that I freed myself and that Jensen was there." She says as she feels herself teat up again and Gen hugs her close. When she is around Y/N just feels comfortable, she can be herself around Gen and just let her feeling and emotions free. Y/N tells Gen, how she went to the restroom and Matt followed her. 

"What a son of a bitch," she says angrily and shocked. "How can a man do something like this to a woman you've been with, I cannot understand that." She says as Jensen enters the living room. "Hey Gen, thanks for coming." They hug. "I'm gonna leave you two alone." Jensen says. "No, stay." Y/N tells Jensen and he nods with a small smile, sitting down next to her. 

"Y/n/n, you have to talk about what has happened. I know it hurts, but you have to." Gen starts and she looks at Jensen. "I'm- we are always there for you." He says and Y/N nods. She tells them everything what has happened in details, when she finishes, she sobs so hard. Jensen looks hurt, angrily and sorry for her at the same time.

"This fucking son of a bitch, how could he wait for a moment like this? Just to get you to sleep with him?! I can't believe that!" Jensen exclaim in anger.  "Jensen chill out." Gen says softly, while Y/N is still crying. She feels so much better, after telling them what exactly happened. "Thank you guys." She sniffles with puffy red eyes. "For what?" Gen asks confused. 

"For everything, for always being there when I need you, for being by my side and having my back all the time." Gen kisses Y/N's cheek. "You're my best friend and I-I love you. Of course I am always there for you and have your back. Like you always got mine." She says hugging her. She stands up a moment later and smiled at them. 

"But now I gotta go and prepare everything for the BBQ." She says goodbye to Y/N and Jensen and leaves. Y/N sits down on the couch and continues watching 'Jane the Virgin'. Jensen sits down next to her. She looks at him with a small smile. He puts his arm around her and she snuggles into his chest. He kisses her head gently. 

"We don't have to go to this BBQ, Jared and Gen would understand." Jensen tells her softly and she knows, he means well. "I know, but I need to be around the people I love." She tells him and he smiles. She really needs the distraction from that what has happened last night. She doesn't want to think about what happened too much. 

"You are around me." He says playfully with a smile, she rolls her eyes playfully, smiling slightly and playfully hit his chest. "Jensen you know how I meant that." "I just wanted to see you smile." He says softly. 

"I love you, you know that?" She says with a smile. 

"I know." He says softly and kisses her. He deepens the kiss and kisses her more passionately until she pulls away, because she knows where it ends. 

"Jay, I-I can't do this." She says and gets up. "Did I do something wrong?" He asks in concern and gets up as well to pull you in a hug, but she backs off.

"No, it's just- I just feel so disgusting and dirty. I'm sorry." "I am sorry, you have no reason to apologize. I guess, I rushed a bit." He is about to leave her, but she stops him. "Jensen, it's not your fault. I-I'm so sorry that I am so different towards you, you don't deserve this. But he broke something inside me and I don't know what. When I think about Sex it was always something enjoyable but now? It's something I'm afraid of because of him. I'm so sorry. 

I love you, but I don't feel ready." She says and walks into the kitchen. 

He follows her and reaches for her wrist gently. "I know, we just had sex yesterday." 

Wait, did he really just said that? 

"Are you fucking kidding me?! Is this all about sex?!" She almost yells at him.

"You're just thinking about sex right now?! Seriously?!" She adds. "No no no, I-I didn't mean it like that, I-I meant-" He stutters.

"How did you mean it then? That you're just thinking of sex?! Getting your dick wet, that's what's important now?!" She yells at him, feeling every kind of emotion right now, but disappointed is probably the strongest emotion she's feeling.

"No! I didn't even have a chance to to speak out!" Now he starts raising his voice. 

"Then speak out!" She yells at him. 

"What I meant, was that many things have changed in than less 20 hours. And it breaks my heart to see you this way. And I'm so sorry I rushed it, I-I'm...I-I'm really sorry." 

This incident definitely changed something between her and Jensen, although she knows he would never force her to do anything against her will. She doesn't know, if she'd enjoy sleeping with him. It feels so much different, just thinking about it. She sighs, still feeling angry with him, even though she knows how he meant it. 

Everything seemed perfect, then that shit happened to them. She also knows, what came out of his mouth was meant different, than it has sounded. When she looks up at Jensen, she sees the guilt and pain he's feeling right now and she also feels sorry about going off at him like that. 

"I know, you're really sorry and I know you didn't mean that. Yesterday, everything seemed so perfect with you. But today nearly everything is changed, I know he didn't rape me, but that he tried. I'm so thankful that you were there, but now when I think about sleeping with you it feels different." She tells him, barely looking at him. 

Jensen walks over to her and pulls her into a hug. "I hope you know, that i didn't mean it like that. All of that, just because of him. I would never force you to have sex with me, when you don't want that, never. It hurt's to see you like that, because you're the person who love to be happy and have fun, but that person seems lost somewhere inside you." He tells her quietly. She hugs him close as they both tear up, holding onto each other.

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