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An Actress Life - Chapter 8

Chapter 8

Warning: smut

Word count: 1,277 words

1 hour later...

The event has ended and you three are on your way to your apartment. Even some celebrities have wished you luck, you were kinda surprised about that. You arrive at your apartment some time later and enter it with the two men. You look at your phone and see 20 missed calls from Gen and 10 missed calls from your family.

Family group chat:

Mom: Oh my god, you two are back together? Call me! 

Your sister: So happy for you!

Your cousin: CALL US! 

"Guys I'm gonna call Gen." Jared says with a smile and goes into the kitchen. "Okay." You say with nod.

"I always knew your family loves me." Jensen says playfully, gazing at your phone with a smile.

"You should call them and put them on speaker." He says with a happy smile, making you laugh. 

You dial your mom's phone number and just after two rings she picks up, feeling excited for the two of you. "Kurwa, we're so happy for you two." 

"Thank you." Jensen says laughing. 

"Oh hey Jensen, how are you?" 

"Pretty good, how are you?" "Thanks, fine." 

"Nice to hear that." Jensen says softly.

Jared comes back after a few minutes. "Y/n/n, Gen wants to talk to you.""Mum, just keep talking to Jensen, I'll be right back." You tell your mom and hand Jensen your phone before looking at Jared with a smile. He gives you the phone and you walk inside the kitchen.

"Gen?" She screams into the phone and you hold the phone away from your ear. "Oh my God. you have to tell me everything." She exclaims happily. You laugh slightly and shake your head before you tell her the whole story about you two getting back together, starting with the day you arrived on set. 

"I hope you told him the truth that you felt the same way." She interrupts you. "Of course I did. After that we got emotional and I even started crying, then he kissed me and asked me if we could try again. And I said yes, here we are." You say with a small laugh. 

"Jared told you why we wanted to make you the godparents, didn't he?" She asks with a raised eyebrow even though she knew, you wouldn't be able to see it. "Yeah he told me, I hope you didn't choose us only to get us back together?" You asked with a quiet sigh.  "Of course not, we chose you and J because you are my best friend, J is the best friend of Jared." "Awww, I love you Gen."

"I love you too, y/n/n." You smile to yourself. 

"How are Shep and you doing?" "Pretty good, but I miss you guys." "I miss you too." "I hope you will visit us." "Maybe next week, because we will be in Austin, entering the wedding of my manager." "I would be really happy about that, if you two stop by." She says softly. "Me too." "Okay, have fun, see you next week hopefully." "Thank you, love you." "I love you too." You smile before hanging up. You walk into the living room again handing Jared his phone back before plopping down on the couch. 

"I caught up with the whole...love thingy with you and Jensen." Jared says gesturing his hands at you and Jensen. Jensen rolls his eyes playfully as you just laugh before Jensen looks at you. 

"Y/n/n, now my mum wanna talk to you." Jensen says with a laugh a moment later, giving you his phone. "Hey Donna." "So nice to hear from you, y/n." "I am glad you two are back together." His father yells in the backround. "Yeah,me too." You say with a happy smile. "When will you two come for dinner?" His father asks. "Maybe next week, if that's okay." "Of course,  it's okay, so happy to see you again." His dad tells you. "Me too." "Okay, bye. See you next week." 

You hang up and give Jensen his phone back, smiling happily at him. You feel so relieved. 

"Your parents want us to come for dinner,when we are in Austin next week." "Your parents too." He says  with a small laugh. "And Gen also wants us to visit her and Jared." "I hope you will." Jared says with a raised eyebrow. "Of course." Jensen tells his best friend. 

"Y/n/n, I heard you were scared of my reaction." you blush. "Yes, because of that fight we had. You were really angry with me and disappointed, so I thought you wouldn't be too happy." He gives you a small smile before scooting over to you and pulling you into a hug. "I am so sorry, about what I've said." "You were just being honest." You say softly and Jared sighs softly, "I know, but I could've said it nice tho." He says honestly and you nod. "It's fine, really." You say softly and he smiles at you as he pulls away from the hug. 

You all hang out for the rest of the night before it's time for Jared to go home. "Its getting late, I'll leave." Jared says softly and hugs you and Jensen. "Take care." You say softly. "You too. See you next week." Jared tells you before he leaves. "What did my mum tell you?" You ask Jensen. "That she is really happy about that we are back together and that I am her dream son-in-law." He says with a huge grin and laugh. You roll your eyes, "she'll always love you more than me." You say playfully, making him laugh before he cups your face and leans in to kiss you, you both smile into the kiss.

"Now we dont have to hide from anything anymore." He says. "Yeah, finally." You say as you walk into the bedroom to get changed and try to get your dress off. "Can you please unzip that dress?" You ask loudly from the bedroom. He  opens the door with a smile. While he unzips your dress he can't help, but kiss your neck gently, making you lean into him. "You look so good in this dress." He whispers into your ear. You hum with closed eyes. He looks at you through the mirror biting your neck gently, "I don't think I want a taste anymore, I think I want my dinner now." He breathes into your ear, making shivers run down your neck. 

You opens your eyes and look at him through the mirror, seeing the lust in his eyes as you turn your head slightly. He doesn't waste any second before crashing his lips onto yours kissing you hungrily as he pulls the dress down, leaving you just in panties in front of him. He groped your breasts as he kisses you hungrily, making you sigh at the feeling while he gently pushes you on the bed. 

He kisses your neck, then your breasts and takes your left breast into his left hand, squeezing firmly. He takes your nipple into his mouth and starts licking your right nipple. You moan and arch your back. He kisses down your belly and reaches your panties, pulling it down your legs. You sit up and kiss him, when he comes back up. You unbutton his grey shirt and shove it off his shoulders . 

You look at his abs and bite your lip as you admire him. You make eye contact with him and he pulls you in for a heated and passionate kiss. You unbuckle his belt and pull his pants down his perfect shaped bow legs.

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An Actress Life - Chapter 11

Chapter 11

Warnings: smut

Word count: 1,284 words

Suddenly he crashes his lips to yours and kisses you harshly as one of his hands is on your clit. You sigh heavily into the kiss as he starts circling it. He gets to his knees and starts eating you out. You don't know why he's eating you out so often, more than you suck him off. To he honest, Jensen just loves eating you out, tasting you on his lips and seeing the pleasure all over your face. Before you can hit your high he stops. You look at him as he gets back to his feet and notice his cock is extremely hard. 

You reach for his cock and starts stroking him him, giving him a few firm pumps, making him groan. You just know how to take cafe of his cock and before he could get carried away he stops you. He turns you around, pushing you against the wall ans slapping your ass as the tip of his cock teases your dripping entrance. You sigh heavily and close your eyes when he finally enters you. He immediately starts fucking you hard and fast, fucking you so hard the skin clapping is louder than the moans and groans that come out of your mouths. Sooner than you or him have expected, he has you cumming all over his cock. You moan his name breathlessly. 

He got close as well groaning your name quietly before he pulls his cock out of you to cum on the shower floor. You breathe heavily, when he rests his head against your back, giving it a gentle kiss. You both calm down and wash up until you turn the shower off. He gets out and grabs a towel for each one of you, giving you one.

"Thanks." You say softly and dry yourselves off. You notice Jensen smirking at you and you roll your eye playfully. "You happy now?" You ask him playfully and he nods happily making you giggle and shaking your head. Jensen leaves the bathroom and lets you get ready for the wedding. You put your underwear and dress on. You do your hair and makeup before walking into the bedroom to look through your suitcase. 

"Jensen!" You yell. You hear footsteps and Jensen enters the bedroom. "Yes?" He asks softly. 

"Have you seen my grey heels?" You ask desperately. 

"I think they're in one of my suitcases." He says with a smile and opens his suitcases. "Here they are." He says and gives you the pair of shoes. 

"Thank you, you're a sweetheart." You say smiling, he gives you a quick kiss and leaves again. 

You throw the shoes on the bed and look for your grey clutch, you find it quickly this time. 

"Are you ready?" Jensen yells from downstairs. 

"Yes." You yell back. You take your clutch and shoes, you go downstairs and sit down on the stairs to put your shoes on.

"We can leave." You tell him softly as you get to your feet. You two leave the house and walk to the car. You sit in the car and Jensen starts the car. "I'm vey happy to go there with you today." he says softly and puts on hand on your thigh. "Me too." You say with a loving smile and take his hand into yours, squeezing it gently. 

40 minutes later...

You arrive at the location, Jensen parks the car and you two get out of the car. "How does this work here?" He asks confused. You let out a small laugh. "Look, when we enter the hall we just have to look for our names. Our names are on the seats." "Oh." He says rubbing his neck.

You enter the hall and find your names quickly. "Here." Jensen says and you go to him and sit down. A lot of celebrities are already sitting on their seats and waiting that the ceremony starts. You look around and spot your ex-boyfriend Matt. 

"My ex-boyfriend is here." You say annoyed, rolling your eyes. "Wow." He says laughing. "I hope he won't talk to you." He says with a small sigh, since you two have enough drama going on. "Or what?" You tease him with a smile. "Will someone be jealous?" You ask playfully with a laugh. "Shut up." He says with a laugh and pecks your lips quickly. All the people are finally sitting on their seats and the ceremony starts.

You hear this special music and it reminds you of Gen and Jared's wedding, the thought makes you smile. The best friend of Ed weds them.

"Today we're all here to celebrate the love of Ed Swensen and Jo Carlsen." His best friend says with a happy smile. Ed and Jo are already in front of the altar, you don't really notice that because you're thinking about the wedding of Gen and Jared. 

Ed starts reading his vow, you dont pay much attention, because all you can think about is how it would be to be married yourself.

—Jensen PoV—

When I look at her, I see how lost she is in her own thoughts, but I can also see how happy she's fro them. The last time I saw her this way was at Gen and Jared's wedding. I know she wants to get married one day. If I could, I marry her right now. On the one hand it would be too fast, but on the other hand I don't want to wait anymore I want her to call my wife, mine, forever.

"You can kiss the groom now." Those words bring me back to reality, everyone is cheering. 

The married couple walks down the aisle, as they walk past us, y/n stands up and cheers happily. They laugh at her and walk through the door of the hall where we will be celebrating.

Everyone stands up and walks to their table, 

y/n and I do the same. We walk hand in hand to our table until I see a waiter with some drinks. She is sitting at the table and I walk to her with the drink. "Already a drink?" She asks laughing.

"Well, I guess." I say laughing. "Hey everyone, my husband and I just wanna say thank you for coming and making this day even more special." Ed says honestly with a happy smile. 

"Before everyone starts talking again, I want to make a toast. Ed, Jo? I am so happy for you two that you're finally married. You did it!" Ed's friend exclaims. "I know you've been through a lot of shit, but you did it and I am proud of you two. You two forever!" Ed's best friend says. 

They hug each other. Everyone is cheering. This could be Jared at our wedding I hope this day will come as fast as possible. "Enjoy the food and of course the drinks." He says laughing and raises his glass and everyone does the same.

"Cheers." Everyone exclaims. "I'm so happy for them." She says to me. "Me too." I know she also wants to get married, I see it in her eyes. When I propose, it has to be special. "Babe, I'll go and get some food. Do you come with me?" I nod and drink my drink to the end. I take her hand and we go to the buffet. She lets my hand go and takes a plate, while Ed comes over to me.

"Hey Jensen, I just want to say I'm happy for you two." He points at y/n/n behind me and then at me. "Thank you so much, I'm happy for you too." I pat his shoulder with a smile.

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Poor us

Summary: You and Jimin have been living in poverty without parental help as they decided to disown you the moment you married the love of your universe. Life hasn't been easy ever since, but your love for each other and the will of building a family of your own may just be enough to concur all.

non-idol!jimin x pregnant!fem!reader

Warnings: pregnancy, poverty, medical issues, cold, malnutrition, childbirth

Word count: 2.9K

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You felt another blanket being placed on your body.

- Chim, I think that's enough, but thank you. - you breathed out sleepily, as Jimin carefully lays down next to you on the mattress placed on the floor.

- No, love! It's freezing. We need to make sure you don't catch a cold. That wouldn't be good considering you are 28 weeks.

He was right. Your tiny apartment was located in the poorest part of town, where cutting the water or gas was done weekly by authorities, since there was always something wrong with the system. Now not even the tiny heater in your miniature room was radiating any warmth, meaning the only things keeping you and your baby growing inside your womb warm were those few blankets you had.

- This was our last blanket though... now you have none. - you extended your hands, motioning him to lay under your blankets.

He hesitantly lifted the blankets and slipped under them, wrapping his protective arms around your waist to scoot you closer to his body. Of course, he was mindful of your bump, making sure not to crush your little one inside. A warm smile spread across his face, as he felt the baby wiggle against his torso. Moments like this reminded him, that rich, or not, life was beautiful.

- Now, go to sleep, okay? - ha pleaded, while softly caressing your hair and back. - You need a lot of rest.

- Okay... - you yawned. - But you too! Night.

- I hate that you still go to work.

- Jimin, we talked about this before! Women in my condition usually have maternity leave around their last month. I just started my seventh month, we have 3 left. - before he could cut you off, you continued. - Besides, we can't afford to have minus one working hand. We need the money. I already quit one of my jobs.

- Then I'll get another job.

- A fourth one? There's no way I'm letting that happen!

- Jagi...

You cut him off with a kiss. That kiss brought him comfort and reassurance. He still didn't like the fact that even after the doctor told you you were a bit underweight and should make sure you didn't lose any more if you wanted the baby to be healthy, you were still on your feet all that at work, which also included some physical labor. Ever since that day, he would skip meals, so you could eat more. Of course, he never told you this, because he knew you'd never let him do that.

- Good night!

- Good night, Love! - then he put his free hand on your tummy. - Night, night baby!

-

- Mrs. Park, - your doctor sighed. - even though you made some progress compared to last time, you still seem a little underweight. I want you to keep in mind that malnutrition doesn't only affect the fetus' development but can also send you into premature labor.

These were definitely news that you expected to hear at your 32-week check-up, and you had plenty of time to prepare yourself, but you still couldn't stop the tears from escaping your eyes. These facts being said out loud sent shivers down your spine and made your heart fill with worry for your precious baby.

Tears kept running and running down your red cheeks and no one was there to wipe them away. Jimin had work, which he couldn't miss, and the old lady, who called herself a doctor definitely wasn't the one who would calm you down. She was extremely unsympathetic. You just wished your husband was there, holding your hand.

The gynecologist printed out your ultrasound pictures and handed you the papers which contained the updates on your and the fetus' health.  

You didn't have a car. None of you. So you had to walk all the way home, burning calories, which you couldn't afford to burn. But you had no other option. On your way to your apartment, you stopped in front of a bakery, just staring inside of the showcase, debating whether or not you should spend those few bucks you brought with you, on some nourishing pastries for yourself... more for your baby. The debate was obviously determined when you set your thin hands on your bump and felt your bundle of joy wiggle around. A soft, but sad smile appeared on your lips, and you went inside.

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You sat in your scummy kitchen, munching on one of the cheese biscuits you bought earlier, when you hear the squeak of the front door, signaling that your husband was home. About time... it was 10 PM.

-  Hi, My Love!

He took his shoes off and hugged you, caressing your back and pressing a gentle hand on your bump.

- How did your appointment go?

- It went great. - you lied.

- Can I see the papers?

You froze. Oh no! That will give everything away.

- Uhm... I lost it.

- Jagi... Please don't lie to me, okay?

You realized that there was no reason to lie to your husband any further. You dug deep into your duffel bag you've been taking with you everywhere for years now. The time took a toll on it as well. The rips and lose threads were becoming more and more evident.

In the end, you pulled out the folded medical papers, which will soon reveal your little secret to Jimin.

He carefully read through the words, making sure he wasn't missing any detail.

You didn't dare to look at him. You were scared. you expected scolding from him, words that would send you tears.

Instead, you just felt thin arms wrap around you and delicate hands running up and down your bump.

- Oh Jagi! - he breathed.

You couldn't help the tears. You were an emotional mess. Relief, sadness, worry, guilt...

- A-are you m-mad?

- No, no! I'm not, baby.

He carefully lifted you and slipped under you n the chair, so he could set you on his lap. He turned your head to look him in the eye and was quick to wipe the tears away, which were continuously pouring onto your shirt. He just kept wiping and wiping them.

- I'm just so worried, Jagi... But... don't you worry, My Love, okay? We'll work on it. You'll be fine! Perfectly healthy!

-

- Love! I'm home! - he said as he closed the door.

- Chim? - you breathe out shakily.

Jimin could immediately sense the discomfort in your voice, so he is quick to get into the tiny bathroom your voice could be heard from.

He dropped everything he had on him the moment he saw your distressed figure on the floor hunched over the toilet, hands on your 34-week bump, and rat to your side.

- Baby! It's okay, let it all out!

- I haven't been able to keep anything down today.

- Oh God! Why didn't you call me?

- I don't have any money on my phone... I couldn't call anyone.

Jimin cursed at himself for forgetting to charge money on your phone. It was a very dangerous move from him, especially now that you are nearing the end of your pregnancy.

- I'm having a contraction... - you panted as you clutched your abdomen, still sitting on the floor.

His hands carefully flew to rest on your stomach as he felt around. Your bump was rock-hard. He panicked. You weren't full-term yet.

- Are you sure? Maybe they are just Braxton hicks... - he held onto the last bit of hope he had.

- I'm not sure... I hope though. - you straightened your posture as the tight feeling in your stomach eased. - Chim... - tears started streaming from your eyes. - These don't feel like Braxton hicks. My baby...

- Shhh... It's alright, don't worry. We'll get you to the hospital.

-

- Mrs. Park, you are now in pre-term labor, but we can give you medication that might extend your pregnancy by a few more days or weeks.

- How much does it cost? - you ask, laying in the uncomfortable hospital bed with pink and blue bands strapped around your bump, which attached little machines to your skin to detect the baby's and your vitals.

- No! She'll have it! - Jimin said with much confidence.

- Chim...

You could barely afford the hospital bills for your labor and delivery. You didn't need to add any more to that sum.

- Can we get a moment, please? - your husband addressed your doctor.

- Of course. - she walked outside.

Jimin sat down next to you on the bed, his eyes flaming as he stared at the bands and machines attached to your still small bump. At least compared to how far along you were. Baby didn't weigh much and you were supposed to work on that in the remainder of your pregnancy.

And while Jimin's stare was livid, he stroked your hand and talked in the most gentle way possible.

- You are getting that medicine. I'm not letting my baby have potential risks or even die!

- I know, Ji-

The next contraction hit you out of nowhere. You curled around your hardened stomach and gripped Jimin's shirt.

- Breathe, breathe! - he whispered.

- I know, - you started as the contraction ended. - and it's the last thing I want as well. But tell me honestly how will we pay for that. That shit is expensive and we d-don't even have baby products yet.

That's when the tears spilled.

- It's okay, - he wiped your eyes. - I'll make sure everything is perfectly fine. You'll have that medicine and won't worry about the bills. I'll sort everything out.

His tone calmed you a bit, just enough to stop crying. But it didn't free you from the concern you felt about your child's well-being.

Your husband called the doctor back in, who immediately started preparing the procedure.

- No, no! - you whined. - No needles, Chim...

- Shhh... - he stroked your hair. - Just focus on me. Think about how is you are strong now, we'll have a strong baby in a few weeks.

So you did. You were strong and the IV was in, pouring some fluid into you. You didn't look at it, but you were nauseous non the less.

Just in time, a nurse assisting the doctor shoved a bowl in front of you. You let out the contest of your stomach. You didn't know you had anything left in you, and now, vomiting with Jimin tying your back with an emergency hair tie on his wrist, then rubbing your back.

- We're going to wait now and see how your contractions turn out. If they stop, we'll do a check on the baby and determine whether you are safe to go back home or now. If they continue to progress, we'll get ready for delivery.

So you waited there in the arms of your husband. Breathing through contractions and praying. Praying that the medicine worked and that your baby is okay.

Hours went by, but the constant pains tormenting you never stopped.

- Mr. and Mrs. Park, I'm afraid there's no other solution, we have to go through with the delivery.

Your heart ached. You wished you could give your beloved child, whom you haven't seen yet but lived with everything you had, a bright future. You wanted them to grow up in comfort and love at the same time. These are things you got to experience in your life, only never at the same time. Comfort you had while in the care of your parents, but love you only ever found when comfort was taken away, with Jimin.

A strong contraction ripped through your abdomen, squeezing your helpless baby inside. Jimin was close to tears himself.

- Breath, beautiful. You've got this. - he whispered with a broken voice.

You would have thought that this little gesture (him reminding you to breath) would be useless and would only agitate you, but thanks to him you realized you've been holding your breath which didn't help with the pain. As soon as you were reminded by him you let as much air into your lungs as possible and that relieved a lot of pressure from your stomach.

At some point the pain got extremely bad. No matter what you did, walking around, or squatting, the pressure was worse than ever amd could no longer be relieved by breathing.

- Wow, that was a big one. - the nurse exclaimed as she inspected the red line on the monitor, possibly measuring the intensity of your contractions. - How do you feel about some kind of pain relief?

The word "yes" was at the very tip of your tongue, it wanted to escape faster than light travels. But a voice, that has been chanting the same word over and over again since the day of your engagement, stopped you. Money.

- What do you suggest? - your husband asked after seeing your doubtful gaze.

-No... Ugh... I- W-we can't... - you huffed in the middle of feeling your baby squirming in discomfort as your belly hardens again.

- What do you suggest? - Jimin asked again, this time with a much more impatient voice, ignoring your protests.

- At this point it would be too late for the epidural, but I would recommend either oxygen, or gas. Oxygen is great for your lung capacity, helping you with breathing, amd gas kind of works like a drug. It's completely harmless of course, it has a numbing effect, so your brain can't process pain the way it is now, making it seem less intense.

- Jim-Jimin! You no we can't-

- We'll take oxygen.

After a bit of time and a lot of convincing from your husband, the nurse brought all the equipment needed and soon you had a mask-like plastic thing in your hand. She showed you how to use it and you were good to go. You were hesitant at first, but after feeling the difference it made, you couldn't resist anymore.

Jimin was relieved to see you have some break from the constant torture. That break, however, didn't last long.

A sudden strange urge and pressure broke you from your relaxed state. Your water broke and the contractions, which brought your baby so low, came almost immediately after each other.

- I ned to PUSH! - with that last word you were pushing, there was no going back.

Jimin worriedly smacked the calling button above your head, and 3 nurses entered the room, taking their places around you like the professionals they were.

They quickly understood that you prefered being encouraged with gentle words, not like some who needed them to shout like a football coach. You were scared for your baby, who would be born prematurly into this cold world, without a warm home, without a place to sleep. Damn... you don't even have a crib yet.

The only thing that allowed you ta stay focused was the thought of your little baby being in your arms, and Jimin's heartwarming words. These two pushed you forward.

- IT BURNS! - you scream in pure agony.

- Push through it! It means you're doing it right. - one of the nurses assured.

To be honest you couldn't tell the difference between them at this point. You could barely even see, your vision was so blurred by the tears pouring down your cheeks.

- We're so close baby! So, so close. It'll all be over.

Oh how wrong he was...

Once this part comes to an end the rest and most difficult part begins.

Several pushes and one last scream later the pain faded into nothing and for the first time in your life, you smiled when a baby cried.

You remember countless times when on long plane rides a baby was close to you on an aircraft you silently cursed at all living species on Earth. You would do so again when you realize you forgot to bring your headphones, and you'd have to listen to the annoying wailing sounds of an uncontrollable infant. Now, however, it was the world's most wonderful sound.

He was alive, breathing, gunky and slimy, just covered in all kinds of birth fluids, but he was the most beautiful thing that's ever existed on this planet.

You became a mother.

A mother to a child whose father is the love of your universe. You chuckled at the silly thought. Of course, how else would it be?

Your beautiful newborn son was placed on your chest and his warmth made you forget all the hardships you've faced and the ones you'll have to face once this moment is over. He was tiny but had a healthy set of lungs and an even healthier heart, which was all you cared about. His squished face scrunched even more with his cries. You were in love for the second time in your life. You never thought your love could get bigger, you imagined becoming a mother would split your love into two, half for your husband, half for the new addition to the family. But you were so wrong!

- Our little son. - the voice of your husband pulled you out of the state of mind you were in. He pulled you out to be with him. Him and your son so you could enjoy these moments with those who matter. Who you live for.

- Thank you Jimin...

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A/n: Might make a part 2 if enough people have interest in it, because I'm curious what happens to them now 🫣