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just a reminder that im cute and soft...and also very fuckable

'Your boyfriend was a bit of a sadist like that, loving to watch you beg and whine for him.'

OKAY C.AI.

NEED.

Top who wears grey sweatpants with a bulge 🤝 bottom who wears grey underwear with a wet spot

I GOT 2 FRESH BLADES AHAHAHFJSHFKLSNF,SNJKFJDKSHFAGAGSADAGGSKAHDJFDS

me when

THIS SONG IS SO SJAFSAJFHDM JMTJ KSMJNSDJKLJFMNJSDKKJC<skdjFMKJMFE

reblogging this instead of the really horny posts i get normally bc their both true, but this is more socially acceptable to reblog

May my hair grow longer and my waist get thinner

i need someone to absolutely COVER my torso in hickeys, ignore my neck and go straight to my ribs. stomach, ribs, waist, hips, tits, whatever and wherever you want, its up to you, and if im lucky maybe you'll give me sum thigh kisses too? 🥺

holy shit im literally hanging on by a thread, im so close to killing myself its unbarable. literally everything i want to do is either self-destruction (like SH, drinking, starving, etc) or to do with sex (imagining shit or literally doing shit to myself multiple times a day only to feel disgusted after), its awful i dont know why im like this, and its even worse to know it'll never change. wait till i move out, im going to be entirely fucked. one of my best friends will be 18+ by the time im 16 and i move out, so they can supply me with materials such as alcohol and blades and stuff, and i'll be as open about it as i want because i'll be living on my own (until my bsf moves in with me sooner or later). but literally all i want is to either live the life i live in my head, or to vanish off the face of the earth and never be thought of again. also im so convinced i will never find love, at the moment i have 2 ppl in mind but im rlly attached to one of my friends at the moment (hes not on the list) but i just constantly think hes tired of me bc we only talk in skl. literally i js need someone whos similar to me, who understands me and dosent just love me for my body and appreciates my existence, whos patient and is willing to wait for me to recover enough to love again everytime i fall out of love with you. it'll happen alot, im sorry but i cant help it, i still love you i promise but i'll come around soon; just please dont leave, and please just remind me you love me whenever i need to know.

i just want someone to love me

do u guys care what i post? like does anyone care about how badly i want someone balls deep in my soaked pussy or that im not afraid to take a fresh boxcutter to a normal styro, or the fact that i relate myself to every disorder on the planet bc i know ppl with some of the disorders so i mimic some of the symptoms subconsciously?

also gray (if u see this - or literally anyone - also hypothetical situation calm down) if i hit beans what do i do? u cant call an ambulance or police btw bc thats js not nice

like is it weird i have favourite scars? like i'll look at my thighs and i'll be like "omg that ones so much prettier than the rest!" like i have that with one of my close friends too, i have a favourite scar on them and its one of the ones on their arms and every time i see it im js subtly looking at their arms and js looking at how beautiful scars are

not romanticising/encouraging self harm, i js look at certain scars like an emo teenager looks at those aesthetic renaissance paintings u see on pinterest

Why do sh scars looks so pretty? Like not just my own, but other people's too?

Unfortunately the vast majority of the human population disagrees here.

MY BFS GETTING ME A BOXCUTTER!!!!! prolly gonna leave his rapist pedophile ass after but the manipulation and gaslighting is fun :3

so close to cutting with freshly sharpened knives, atleast then i'll get more than baby styros and it'll be beautiful, the blood dripping down my sliced open body with a cute lil kitchen knife next to me, anyways i need something so sharp it could get me to normal styro in one swipe

if u couldnt tell i may or may not have relapsed

guys i wanna make a disc server (minors/under 18s) abt mental health and stuff

pls reply to the post if its a good idea or u r interested

i will DM or post the link to anyone joining

(for the record im 14 in march)

block dont report

also i learnt a rlly neat multiswiping method like 85% less painful!

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if theres background noise in the vid its bc i was watching a documentary typa thing

fuck

i just got the fattest styros ive ever done and holy fuck balls it felt so good

like nghh i couldnt get any high quality pics bc i gotta use my front cam on my phone bc my back camera is broken

but i swear guys it was like js pure bumpy white in the middle and i didnt need to open it even a tiny bit, it opened on its own and it went rlly wide :D

sorry i seem like a pussy, its js the best cuts ive ever done 😭

im rlly bored rn i might relapse for the fun of it

guys sorry im not posting self harm pics for the moment bc i need to lock in for cadets (for rolled up sleeves)

might be able to use my thighs tho, idk im not in the mood to cut

Be loyal and I'll give you the world

i dont think i want help anymore

im getting better again, theres no need for it

im such a great person

i feel so good about life rn

its like im constantly having an adrenaline rush

everyone loves me

and i love the attention they give me

im healing

i know i am

ill never be sick again

never relapse

never starve

never touch the box of pills again

this isnt a promise, im just getting better and i know it'll never get bad again.

ive realised im just an awesome person

im better than the people i looked up to when i was struggling

and now they realise that

now that ive realised my own superiority

they comply

i dont need to waste away to look pretty

i dont need to cut to feel relief

why was i ever like that

I want to be..

just like you.