Guys I Wanna Make A Disc Server (minors/under 18s) Abt Mental Health And Stuff

guys i wanna make a disc server (minors/under 18s) abt mental health and stuff

pls reply to the post if its a good idea or u r interested

i will DM or post the link to anyone joining

(for the record im 14 in march)

im rlly bored rn i might relapse for the fun of it

i dont think i want help anymore

im getting better again, theres no need for it

im such a great person

i feel so good about life rn

its like im constantly having an adrenaline rush

everyone loves me

and i love the attention they give me

im healing

i know i am

ill never be sick again

never relapse

never starve

never touch the box of pills again

this isnt a promise, im just getting better and i know it'll never get bad again.

ive realised im just an awesome person

im better than the people i looked up to when i was struggling

and now they realise that

now that ive realised my own superiority

they comply

i dont need to waste away to look pretty

i dont need to cut to feel relief

why was i ever like that

so close to cutting with freshly sharpened knives, atleast then i'll get more than baby styros and it'll be beautiful, the blood dripping down my sliced open body with a cute lil kitchen knife next to me, anyways i need something so sharp it could get me to normal styro in one swipe

if u couldnt tell i may or may not have relapsed

reblogging this instead of the really horny posts i get normally bc their both true, but this is more socially acceptable to reblog

May my hair grow longer and my waist get thinner

guys sorry im not posting self harm pics for the moment bc i need to lock in for cadets (for rolled up sleeves)

might be able to use my thighs tho, idk im not in the mood to cut