I Feel Powerless Overwhelmed.I Cant Calm Down And Grapple My State. Its Asleep In A Frozen Haze. Someone

I feel powerless overwhelmed.I can’t calm down and grapple my state. It’s asleep in a frozen haze. Someone else smashing the panic button. Trauma,stress, it physically damages the brain. I do not understand .

In a world where toons and mascots are living beings, a human is adopted and raised by a family. And I do not know what. Else happens. Maybe they do not know they are not a toon, and they. O r pit of the toon community, or they move to the human countries. That is pretty dark, because this might rely on a society that has apartheid going on.

uhh

i had so much long ....use of websites and i feel like i have some panic that i don't have places to post to. like i did in the aughts, and the teens. and it's so stupid

Nausia

Tmjd

Sternum pain

Alkaline Phosphatase

138

High

Liver Fraction:

48

Bone Fraction:

51

Intestinal Frac.:

1

RLS?

Various Myclonic jerks

Fatty liver

To long. I lay down. My ears have a feeling. Like being boxed. Maybe 3 times. Maybe a minute in between. Before my heart feels startled. Then, maybe 5 min later, a limb twitch. Months ago before that would have a sensation like my head filled up and expelled something.

And now, after eating these cannibis gummies that are supposed to be trollie worms, every now and then make a chomping movement.

Sometimes all 3 at once.

Since maybe July. T has been going on. The chomp and worm thing was from a few weeks ago.

This goes on every night multiple times a night.I thought I would try not thinking .clearing my mind, and I injured myself. Or maybe it was going from .25 to .50 resperidone. Or maybe it was space candy damage. I do not know.

I am so tired. I wonder if I have paradoxal insomnia. I’m doing a medicine reboot, so after 20 years. Am f the lamotrigine. Thinking that is why I am akways jarred

Seeing all the AI is n Facebook and the whole Israel Hamas Palestine issue and thinking. Need to ruin everyone’s day with faces do not help an anxiety. A frustrating, twitchy, thing

I’m laying there with my arm by my head and I scrape the pillowcase with my nail. The sound sends me jumping with a big flinch. Like my whole body jumps.