Health Problems - Tumblr Posts
I swear "cheap" food will be the death of us.
These corporations make so much only but fail to do anything right with food. It's getting to a point where we are eating fake shit and not knowing it!.
To long. I lay down. My ears have a feeling. Like being boxed. Maybe 3 times. Maybe a minute in between. Before my heart feels startled. Then, maybe 5 min later, a limb twitch. Months ago before that would have a sensation like my head filled up and expelled something.
And now, after eating these cannibis gummies that are supposed to be trollie worms, every now and then make a chomping movement.
Sometimes all 3 at once.
Since maybe July. T has been going on. The chomp and worm thing was from a few weeks ago.
This goes on every night multiple times a night.I thought I would try not thinking .clearing my mind, and I injured myself. Or maybe it was going from .25 to .50 resperidone. Or maybe it was space candy damage. I do not know.
I am so tired. I wonder if I have paradoxal insomnia. I’m doing a medicine reboot, so after 20 years. Am f the lamotrigine. Thinking that is why I am akways jarred
Seeing all the AI is n Facebook and the whole Israel Hamas Palestine issue and thinking. Need to ruin everyone’s day with faces do not help an anxiety. A frustrating, twitchy, thing
I’m laying there with my arm by my head and I scrape the pillowcase with my nail. The sound sends me jumping with a big flinch. Like my whole body jumps.
Just started a new medication that has a side effect of making me less hungry
Just started my period
Symptoms:
Low blood pressure
Low blood sugar levels
Low blood iron levels
Less able to be hungry (can't notice low blood sugar)
Lightheadedness and nausea ( low blood sugar)
Emotional (hormones)
Homesick (hormones and emotions)
Events that I have to attend:
Birthday party at a Gigantic farm that's 2 hours away from home
So, I am lightheaded and nauseous and emotional and far away from home, and I can't leave.
But I'm going to be okay because I have a friend with me to make sure I take care of myself.
God hates me rn I'm convinced
I will definitely tag this but I need to people to know that I don't have any sense of self preservation
Tw mention of death, medical trauma, not really gore but it's still not great
Because I was born blue, not able to breath. Holes in my heart, skin tearing off like wet paper and other shit not to mention almost dying when I was 5 and never had a good immune system till I was 14 and still have shit wrong with me.
If God wanted to kill me he would have done it a long time ago instead of me realizing that most of my family either HAVE died or will die
I have one scar that's still visible but I still remember the others