Have You Ever Overthink A Situation And Months Later You Accidentally Find Something That Actually Proves

have you ever overthink a situation and months later you accidentally find something that actually proves that your overthinking was right all along? It's crazy...

every time I accidentally catch them, they look so much happier around them and while talking to them..

and I just can't even watch it, because it makes my heart sink every single time. It feels awful to see that the person they talking with getting everything I have been begging for without them having to ask for it...

I ain't gonna tell people anything anymore. I can sense when I try to share things about my past or what hurts/bothers me they start to act weird. Like why are they immediately count it as if "you're just trying to make them feel sorry for you" or something like that? Look, I just want you to know why I am the way I am and how do I feel. Why is it so wrong to wanting to open up? Why do they have to make it feel like you're doing a crime with that? Like, yes I have emotions. I don't share stuff like that to, just anyone anyway

peace is everything to me right now. Like, I don't need people who unnecessarily piss me off, being mean to me, disrespecting me, making fun of me or disturb my peace in any bad way

It's so painful to see that people that you had happy/fun times with are slowly leaving you behind and you know there's nothing you can do, but live with the thought. Now you're left with feeling unwanted, that after a long time the place you thought, you finally belonged to, turns out that you're not really belong there.

have you ever wonder if some people regret the way they treated you/what they did to you, at all, or they just sweep it under the rug like it never happened?