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have you ever overthink a situation and months later you accidentally find something that actually proves that your overthinking was right all along? It's crazy...

I mean...how could anyone possibly like someone like...me?

sometimes I just don't wanna talk, at all

yeah, sometimes I make mistakes, but they don't even recognise how badly I'm trying and trying to keep everything together in the meanwhile. I'm deeply sorry when I lose my track and screw up, but you shouldn't treat me like I'm the worst person, because of that and that I will always screw up...

losing your best friend is a feeling you just can't even explain. It breaks you so much that you're just not the same after that...

let people think what they want. They will only think and see what they want anyway

why do some people have to randomly attack/taunt you and try to make you, out to be the "bad guy" for no reason? Like, I haven't even said anything bad and anything at all, just let me be, jeez

Some people tend to never think about how much it affected you, they only think about how much it affected them

I dunno, I love to bring people their favorite, for example, food or a little something. Or just share with them when I have one with me and they mention it. It's just such a good feeling. I wanna make them feel important, valued, seen. Everyone deserves to

When you're having bad thoughts and feelings and they listen to you, giving you reassurance, checking up on you during the day just to do something to cheer you up and push you out of that state even if just for a little while, people like that are so rare and so important. Like, they actually care and most importantly, they try and put in effort, just for YOU.

It's good to know people like that still exist.

And I appreciate that more than anything. Even if it only happens every once in a while.

peace is everything to me right now. Like, I don't need people who unnecessarily piss me off, being mean to me, disrespecting me, making fun of me or disturb my peace in any bad way

I ain't gonna tell people anything anymore. I can sense when I try to share things about my past or what hurts/bothers me they start to act weird. Like why are they immediately count it as if "you're just trying to make them feel sorry for you" or something like that? Look, I just want you to know why I am the way I am and how do I feel. Why is it so wrong to wanting to open up? Why do they have to make it feel like you're doing a crime with that? Like, yes I have emotions. I don't share stuff like that to, just anyone anyway

have you ever wonder if some people regret the way they treated you/what they did to you, at all, or they just sweep it under the rug like it never happened?

those little piece of kind words and actions just mean a lot. It's just make me smile, even on a bad day

lunch break, everyone is sitting at the same table and you're the only one sitting alone. I mean, I wouldn't sit to them, but it would have felt good if they would have offer it rather then ignoring me...

never felt so alone...

every time I accidentally catch them, they look so much happier around them and while talking to them..

and I just can't even watch it, because it makes my heart sink every single time. It feels awful to see that the person they talking with getting everything I have been begging for without them having to ask for it...

ever saw something that was a literal shot to your heart and cut deeper than ever, that constantly haunts you since that day and just can't shake it off/forget even if it happened several months ago, because it keeps creeping back or is it just me?

they say they like me, and they want me to be around, but I can see they really don't...

ever had a conversation with people who tells a story about someone who have gone through almost the same situation as you were and they feel sorry for them, but they never showed compassion for you experiencing the same thing? How's that work? Do I don't matter that much and my feeling are invalid?

I lowkey feel like no one is ever able to understand me, yet I try to understand everyone. Kinda sucks

maybe it's just me and just stupid, but when I'm in a bad state I lowkey just wanna hide from the world and I really don't wanna be seen

yeah, sometimes they may see me as being cold, but in reality I'm just unspeakably sad, hurt and dealing with feelings...

and honestly, why should I say it, when they either judge or don't take me seriously and just saying "it's all in your head, snap out of it" like my feelings wouldn't be valid and with that, pushing me more into this state?

they never acknowledge or notice that.

No wonder why I always feel like I constantly have to protect myself and shut myself down. It's so damn exhausting.

ever felt like you're just there to fill the void until they find someone...?

It's so painful to see that people that you had happy/fun times with are slowly leaving you behind and you know there's nothing you can do, but live with the thought. Now you're left with feeling unwanted, that after a long time the place you thought, you finally belonged to, turns out that you're not really belong there.