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We're so eager to get the victory,
But we are just on the starting line.
I confess
Writing something about your darkest feelings under an alias on a social media platform where no one knows who you are is easier than talking to someone directly. You can release thoughts that kill you on the inside and meet people who knows the feeling all too well. It's kind of therapy to me.
I confess
Writing something about your darkest feelings under an alias on a social media platform where no one knows who you are is easier than talking to someone directly. You can release thoughts that kill you on the inside and meet people who knows the feeling all too well. It's kind of therapy to me.
I confess
Writing something about your darkest feelings under an alias on a social media platform where no one knows who you are is easier than talking to someone directly. You can release thoughts that kill you on the inside and meet people who knows the feeling all too well. It's kind of therapy to me.
I confess
Writing something about your darkest feelings under an alias on a social media platform where no one knows who you are is easier than talking to someone directly. You can release thoughts that kill you on the inside and meet people who knows the feeling all too well. It's kind of therapy to me.
I confess
Writing something about your darkest feelings under an alias on a social media platform where no one knows who you are is easier than talking to someone directly. You can release thoughts that kill you on the inside and meet people who knows the feeling all too well. It's kind of therapy to me.
I've gone too far tonight
And lost it all tonight
Drank too much tonight
And spilled my guts tonight
I'm writing this still intoxicated but it is no longer the same night
But rather a few minutes into the morning that had passed that night
Maybe nothing of this will make sense in the morning
Perhaps I'll even forget most of it in the morning
But I probably won't and be left to deal with the mess that I had made
There is no way of taking back the things that were said.
~cmc
It's so painful to see that people that you had happy/fun times with are slowly leaving you behind and you know there's nothing you can do, but live with the thought. Now you're left with feeling unwanted, that after a long time the place you thought, you finally belonged to, turns out that you're not really belong there.
yeah, sometimes they may see me as being cold, but in reality I'm just unspeakably sad, hurt and dealing with feelings...
and honestly, why should I say it, when they either judge or don't take me seriously and just saying "it's all in your head, snap out of it" like my feelings wouldn't be valid and with that, pushing me more into this state?
they never acknowledge or notice that.
No wonder why I always feel like I constantly have to protect myself and shut myself down. It's so damn exhausting.
maybe it's just me and just stupid, but when I'm in a bad state I lowkey just wanna hide from the world and I really don't wanna be seen
they say they like me, and they want me to be around, but I can see they really don't...