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I watched you as you left,

but i can never seem to let you go.

Couse once upon a time

you were my everything.

It's clear to see

that time hasen't changed a thing.

It's very deep inside me,

but i feel theres something you should know.

I'll never forget you,

you'll always be by my side.

From the day that i met you,

i knew that i will love you to the day i die.

And in my head theres one last word.

And in my heart i will always be sure.

I will never forget you,

you'll always be by my side,

till the day i die.

It' impossible,

to get you off my mind.

I think about a 100 thoughts,

and you are 99.

I've understood that you will never

be mine.

And thats fine.

I'm just breaking inside.

Butterflys can't see the colour of their wings,

but us as humans can see how beautiful they are.

Likewise you might not think you're good enough but,

others can see how special and amazing you are.

I wanted to write down exactly what i felt

but somehow the paper stayed empty.

And i could not have described it any better.

At some point I think we're all realize.

That some people can stay in our hearts,

but not in our lives.

And thats okey.

How can you miss someone,

you've never met.

Cause I need you now,

but I don't know you yet.

Can you find me fast,

because I'm in my head.

Cause I need you know,

but I don't know you yet.

Wait for the one, but do not wait for someone to be the one.

I thought you might find this funny. For my german bitches.

This was in my englisch lesson and i just HAD to write it!😂😂

The Right Choice

Who else is in need for some lovey Chishiya?

Because I am, and I still owed you “Be my Strength” and “Count the Stars for Me” from Chishiya’s Pov! So here it is, hope you enjoy ~

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Chishiya is hesitant at first to leave the caravan so soon again. The figure mostly hidden beneath the blankets is in anything but a good condition, and the stuffed fabric doesn’t hide the quivering of her limbs the slightest.

While he most likely made the game easier for all of them by seeing through the sequence, it has still been a tough day for her and she really needs to rest. And they have already run out of most of the food in the morning, so why not grab the already filled bags today before the weather, animals or other players reduce them to nothing, forcing him to collect it all together again?

The wind blows still heavy, but at least the rain has stopped for a while and the quietness is perfect to think about what has happened during the day so far.

He doesn’t love her. No, that stubborn human waiting for him back home might love him, but he doesn’t feel the same about her. And still… The moment she has been at the edge of death, there was something going on inside of him. Not that he’d have shed a tear or something – Chishiya doesn’t cry. He isn’t sure if he could, even if he wanted to.

Weiterlesen

You know Levi since you both grew up as friends in the underground. You joined the scout regiment together.

You have to go on a veery dangerous mission and levi's group has to stay in the walls.

It is time for you to go, and you and levi stand a few meters away. You lay your head in his nape and softly punch his chest. "You're such an asshole all the time. Why can't you be that now??! Come on...yell at me, make fun of me, tell me you have a crush on somebody else! Anything!! Anything that helps me go away from you..! That i dont feel as miserable, as i feel right now...!

He just pushes you away from his body and starts walking away. You call after him, inwards begging him to stay with you. To not leave you. But he just goes. Without turning back once, he makes a turn and hes out of your sight.

Little do you know, its killing him as much as its killing you.

May i present...... 💚STEVE💚

Pleeeaasse make a part two!!! I need it!

You were the weakling | Newt

Warnings : loads of angst , crying .

Summary : Y/N wants to become a runner and as expected , her boyfriend Newt disagrees . Y/N tries to convince Newt , thinking it was tough but not impossible until events take turn and hearts break .

Pairing : Newt x reader , Thomas x reader .. Minho x reader (platonic , small mention)

This is kinda reader!insert and kinda OC

English is not my first language

I waited for my boyfriend Newt as I sat in the Deadheads , our daily spot to meet . He's been a lot busy lately due to Alby and Thomas . I had to discuss something very important with him . I wanted to become a runner . I knew he wouldn't allow me but I had to convince him . Minho and Thomas told me that I was completely fit to be a runner so why not help them . I felt a strange fear and excitement at the same time . Convincing Newt was the toughest job but I had to do it . I kept pacing around the Deadheads when I saw Newt limping towards me . His face instantly bought a smile on my face and ran forward , engulfing him in a hug . He chuckled and wrapped his sweaty arms around me . I released him from the hug and took his hand in mine . Still , his touch made my heart go faster all the way .

I sat down with him , admiring the sky wen he spoke up "U look a bit distracted , love . What's wrong?" I loved his accent .

As much I tease him about it , I know that's one of the thing I loved the most.

"Nothing just that.. I had something important to tell you .." I trailed off at the last , suddenly fear took over me .

My heart beat violently and a pit formed in my stomach.

"Go on , y/n/n .." he spoke .

He used my nickname only when he had already half way figured out what i was going to say or when he was very stressed . I took a deep breath , turn to face him .

Go on y/n , it's now or never with this thought , I blurted it out "I want to become a runner , Newt " I spoke , fear laced in the voice.

His head snapped in my direction and his eyes showed mixed emotions of anger , irritation , panic , stress and loads of fear .

He spoke almost immediately " No!! . Never . No " he spoke.

I knew this was to happen , so I began my speech , that I had been preparing to convince Newt .

"Listen Newt , I know you're worried about me . But just hear me out . I want to become a runner since I am capable . And then when I don't become a runner and we don't get outta here , it would be because of me . Because I was shucking capable but not ready to give myself for a way out . I don't want that Newt . I am capable and I should come off as useful to you , the Glade , to everyone by finding a way out . All I have ever dreamt of is getting you out of this place Newt . I know how much you hate evey shucking second of it . I want to put an end to it . Or atleast try to. I don't want to sit here like a shank and wonder if there's a way out , when I can go into the maze and find it out . I want to die trying or escape .... " I finished .

All this time I was speaking , Newt kept looking at the ground as if it were the only thing to do . He didn't react , not a word . Firstly , I thought he is convinced but the looks on his face didn't say that . His face was so sad , almost depressed . It was the same face I had seen after his recovery from.... . I couldn't think anymore . I wanted to become a runner , so that I could take him away from his dark past . I knew I was determined about it and I also knew that unlike me , I was going to stubborn as a boulder about it. I knew it was a bit selfish to let him worry about me whole day and rather choose to run , but in the end , it was for the Glade . For him .

"Newt , are u listening?" I asked him after a few moments had passed .

I thought my speech was atleast worth a reaction from him , positive or negative . He just stood up and looked everywhere else but me . I got up and took his hand in mine . I used my other hand to cup his cheek , making him face me . But as soon as his eyes met mine , I saw wat he was trying to hide . Tears . They were pooling in his red eyes .

"Newt , honey-"

I was cut off by Newt speaking in a hoarse voice "No , just-just bloody listen to me . Why ? Why , y/n/n . Why do you wanna do this to me ? I know I am being selfish , but you can help the runners in mapmaking ? Or cooking bloody amazing food ? Or just being a Med-jack as u are ? Please love , please ." after this suddenly his tone changed , as if he was ordering me .

He knew how much I hated this tone , I hated when he controlled me , which he never did until maybe now .

"I know how pathetic that maze is .. I know how cruel it is .. it has killed many of my friends in there , I won't let it take u . U are not becoming a runner , that's the final decision of the second-in-command of the glade . " He finished it in the tone I hated .

But it was just the beginning for me , I got annoyed , mostly due to the advantage he had and the tone of his .. "Newt ! U can't do this . I'll always make it back for you , you know it. I am strong enough to be a runner , you know that . Please , let me become a runner , or else the guilt is gonna kill me " I pleaded .

"I'll help u with the guilt , y/n . But you are not becoming a runner , that's final ." He ordered . Again .

I countered back "Fine , see if I agree with u , I am challenging u that I won't . You know how much of a rebel I am . I'll go in the maze with Minho or Thomas or anyone . Or else I'll memorize the maze and go in . I don't know how , but I'll do it and I am promising u Newt , you won't find me in the glade tomorrow morning . " I finished and everyone in the Glade knew that if I was challenging someone then I would do it .

I was about to walk away when Newt's hand clasped my wrist gently and pulled me back into him . He directed my hands to his wet cheeks and spoke "Please love . Don't do this . Please ! Don't you see how cruel the maze is? Am I not a sheer proof of that? My limp? " He spoke .

This annoyed me to the hell . He was emotionally blackmailing me and I hated that he had the advantage . Being the one who gets easily annoyed , I decided to speak something to stop him . But I didn't know it would come out so harsh and blunt .

Before I could stop , the words flew out of my mouth "It was you , Newt , you were the weakling ."

He instantly dropped my wrists and my hand flew right on my mouth . Telling him this was the last thing I wanted to do . But now , the damage was done . The anger took over me again and this time , newt looked angry too . His eyes flared with anger but it had more of betrayal in it .

Before he cud speak , I spoke up again " We both know it Newt . S-So just , stop , stop controlling me . Please . I am sorry . " i spoke , shocked at my words and insensitivity . I blocked the urge to apologise for my behaviour . I blocked the guilt .

Newt walked away without another word and that's when the guilt washed over me . How could I speak that to him I thought . It felt so bad and now I knew , that I wasn't worth his forgiveness . Hot tears took the cue , rolling down .

Soon , Minho came running into the deadheads to inform me "You're a runner now , y/n !! I can't believe you convinced Newt !"

Should there be a part 2 ? Lol

Do like or reblog if you enjoyed it :)

In love with ma boii

Levi VS Kenny's Squad (Manga/Anime)

進撃の巨人 S3 Ep. 2: Pain

I made more of them👇

Levi VS Beast Titan (Round 1)

Levi VS Beast Titan (Round 2)

Levi VS Female Titan

Marley Arc (S4 Ep. 5,6,7 & 8)

The levi one had me in trance

steamy kissing headcanons ft. snk guys

...including eren, armin, jean, levi & reiner.

warnings: description of kissing (+gifs), making out & implied nsfw

eren jaeger

—impulsive, desperate & impassioned

as everything else in his life, eren’s kisses are full of passion and a forcefulness that’s almost intimidating. he’s an impulsive kisser and won’t take the time nor the place into consideration before he shamelessly presses his lips to yours. he’d pin you to the nearest wall, trap you between his arms and his towering height, and capture your lips without hesitation. his kisses are hot and wet, with lots of tongue while he’ll mumble all the praises and shit so explicitly. he’d be directly holding your gaze, turquoise eyes burning with passion and his chest heaving violently as he’d run his thumb over your bottom lip, before diving in again. eren likes it when you respond unhesitatingly to his kiss with just as much forcefulness and desperation; it let’s him know that you’re eager for him too and he likes the thrill of battling for dominance.

armin arlert

—sloppy, gentle & affectionate

because of his timid nature, expect armin to be a bit hesitant with his kisses at first. he’s afraid to come off as too rough or intense in his approach and he’d be more than often looking at you for assurance that you’re liking it. his kisses are gentle and slow, but not without the spark of his uncontrollable desire for you. he likes to take his time and memorize your taste, to explore every inch of your mouth with his tongue. his fingers will often he tangled in your hair or cupping your cheek, thumb brushing gently over your cheekbone. he likes to feel the warmth of your body against his and will pull you closer to him with a firm grip on your hips. his touches are very affectionate. armin’s not much of a talker, but sometimes you’d find him murmuring how much he loves you and how lucky he is to have someone like you in his life.

jean kirstein

—sensual, teasing & romantic

jean is a natural charmer and knows how to make a girl blush. his kisses are no different. it usually starts with him giving you that knowing smirk because you said something that he found a bit too endearing. he’d approach you slowly, teasingly, and grab your hips and expects you to jump up and wrap your legs around him. his kisses are open mouthed and very sensual, but insanely romantic at the same time. jean likes to make you feel special, to kiss you with an intensity that’ll tell you that your the only one for him. at the same time, he’s the biggest tease. once he’d hear you moaning or whimpering for him, he’d pull back to catch a look of those flustered cheeks of yours, and only dive in again after you’d practically be begging for him to kiss you. he likes when you’re desperate for him.

levi ackerman

—intense, rough & unpredictable

since levi’s not a very physically affectionate man, his kisses are rare, but boy he’s unpredictable. on the occasions that you’d be least expecting it, he’d be grabbing your arm and pulling you into a corner to roughly press his lips to yours. he’s not fond of having an audience or being in open public places, and prefers to have such intimate moments with only the two of you. he’d tilt your chin up with a bruising grip and tell you to shut up if you’re questioning his actions. his kisses are hot and intense, with him pinning your arms to the wall. and he loves to be in control. levi knows that he’s not good with his words. through his kisses, he wants to show you the love and affection that he can’t properly verbalize. he wants you to react to him and let him know how he’s making you feel. moan in his mouth or tug at his hair, and he’d smirk against you feeling a sort of accomplishment.

reiner braun

—slow, powerful & intimate

usually, reiner would leave small pecks or quick kisses on your lips. he likes those small, affectionate moments you to share. however, during full makeout sessions; which too is a usual occurrence, reiner’s kisses are rough and powerful with him in control 99% of the time. his rough hands would be gripping your hair or grabbing your hips, undoubtedly leaving some marks behind. he loves to kiss you on his bed, with him hovering above your figure and taking in that flustered look on your face. there’s a a certain kind of intimacy to have you on his bed, in his room, kissing him so passionately like your life depends on it which he loves. and of course, more than often, that small makeout session would lead to a very intense night. reiner would be mumbling your name and praises between the kiss and he loves when you’d do the same.

Hi! Would you like to see my new drawings? take a look at my profile! ;D

Yea sure!

what happens when two dramatic bitches like Geralt and Aragorn visit the same tavern on the same night and there’s only one corner table for them to brood at in a solitary fashion, would they take turns or share a booth while simply refusing to acknowledge each other’s existence

You're a little obsessed with yourself, aren't you?

well no one else is gonna do it

I love this big man

153 Bucky Barnes PS: I think I made a little progress with watercolour brushes. XD

I love this man with my whole heart

Your work has been a gift to mankind. You’ve shaped the century. I need you to do it one more time. CAPTAIN AMERICA: THE WINTER SOLDIER (2014) Directed by Joe & Anthony Russo

I love this so much💗💗💗✋

“(…)and Boromir had a long happy life”. ROTK Appendices (I WISH)

About me:

🖤My name is Maja

🖤The pronouns are she/they

🖤I'm currently 16 years old

🖤Englisch is not my first language, but i hope i can reach your limits💚

🖤I paint a lot, go out climbing, riding my mountain bike, listen to music or i just stay on my phone for hours

🖤Im interested in painting, decor, my favourite films, music, nature, and dumb stuff you can do

🖤I read A LOT, fantasy most of the time. Some books i read are From Blood and Ash, Escendence, dance of thiefs, the cruel prince,...

🖤I have a cat, his name is Micki, i would do anything for him. He's 13

🖤I switch easily from being damn lazy to getting veryyy energetic

🖤I'm omnisexuell with a preference towards woman, and had a breakup from my first girlfriend half a year ago

🖤Oh im a total weeb.

Some mangas i read: Fairy Tail, Attack on Titan, Tokyo Gouhl

🖤i love kids, and im on my way to study psychology and become a kids and teens therapist

🖤I'm in 11th grade

I think thats it for now, you will get to know me if you read my blogs that will come soon💜💜

Get to know my obsessions:

*Films and Shows*

-Lotr/the Hobbit💙💙✋

-Marvel🖤

-Alice in Borderland

-Fast and Furious

(I'll add more when i can remember😅)

Im the weirdest person i know, so if anyone ever finds my blog(which wont happen possible)than im very sorry✋💙

I’m actually not funny. I’m just really honest and people think I am joking