My Spanish Lesson Mood

My Spanish lesson mood

I changed my Spanish groups and now I'm feeling so stupid

They all are so fucking clever, they make full sentences and stuff and I'm here sitting in silence not knowing what's going on

Let's hope it will be fine

Doctor giving you smaller weight than you weight by the way you look >>>>>>

The best feeling!

⚠️Tw self meanspo⚠️

Only a genius like me could fucked up this way

How it was possible for me to misread the date of an exam?

How?

You are fucking stupid! You can't do anything right. You're worthless piece of shit, that's what you are!

You have to try harder to even be near dogs' level of usefulness.

Oh wait...

You aren't able to do that! You can't try harder because you FUCKING DON'T KNOW HOW!

Don't know how you have friends...are they even your friends? You think you deserve friends?

YOU DON'T!

You're a burden, a mistake, a problem. Don't go around smiling and being kind because they're not buying that. They don't need you!

You're miserable and you're trying to make yourself even more miserable by seeing therapist. You want an explanation to yourself, something you could blame for what you are.

But nothing can explain that. You're the problem, nothing else

You'd be better dead

No one needs you

Just die and let people breath

Guess who will have a personality test made by a psychologist?

Yes! Me!

I'm so happy

Finally I'll know who or what am I!

The mood dropped immediately when I saw the grade

I failed...again

No matter how much I try, I can't do anything right

Actually I stopped trying because it will be the same

I stopped trying

And I thought I stopped caring but I was wrong

I'm lying in my bed, crying my eyes out

I'm worthless

Useless

Stupid

I deserve to die

I have to die

I want to die