I Don't Want For Your Name To Bleed In My Mouth.

I don't want for your name to bleed in my mouth.

when naomi shihab nye wrote, “if you tuck the name of a loved one / under your tongue too long / without speaking it / it becomes blood,” v. when sylvia plath wrote, “in this light the blood is black. tell me my name.” 

I'll call this piece,

"I'm simping real hard for Aurora"

There is a singer from Norway by the name of Aurora. She is 25 years old and often forgets her shoes. She doesn't like to hug and she sometime likes to eat baby porridge - but only if it rains.

The moon, the stars, and mother earth are her muses, and she likes to call herself a mere vessel, through which the music flows.

She says that each time she writes a song, she loses a part of herself, and so it has to be worth it.

She likes being barefoot, and I'm starting to think she "forgets" her shoes by design.

I Would like to meet her someday, not on stage and certainly not in the streets.

Heaven knows how it will seem, two mad women on the middle of the road, and one of them barefoot.

One day should the stars allow, I would like to meet her in the woods.

And should the trees and the winds feel kind, they will sing for us as we dance.

Alone and barefoot, and unapologetically ourselves.

My blurry pictures and I are back 🌸❤

You know those moments when you're left alone with your thoughts and you let them wander, and then suddenly you feel this tug in your mind? Like you know if you let your thoughts go any further now, you'll fall into a deep spiral that you don't quite know how to come out of? You quickly think of something else or, get up and start walking or do just about anything to just get away from it

It comes out of nowhere and leaves you so scared

How do you stop having these moments..