I Feel So Fucking Filthy And Disgusting And My Home Is A Mess And I Am Fucking Putrid But I Don't Have

i feel so fucking filthy and disgusting and my home is a mess and i am fucking putrid but i don't have the energy or motivation to do ANYTHING about it so I guess I'll just!!!!! Fucking!!! Be filthy!!!!

It never stops I am a black hole, nothing's ever good enough and I can't be happy with less, because everyone else is someone's favorite, everyone else can be someone's number one, why don't I get that, why not me

sighs dramatically . i need more than i have i want more than i am i have so little to give yet am so hungry

My empathy works like a god damn swingset lmao

"All autistics have low empathy" - This statement is wrong.

"Autistics having low empathy is a MYTH, we actually have HIGH empathy!" - This statement is ALSO wrong.

Autistics can have low empathy, they can have high empathy, they can have learned empathy. The myth would be that all autistics only experience one end of the empathy spectrum.

In spreading around misinformation that autistics actually have high empathy, you are disregarding the autistics who do have low empathy. And vice versa.

It’s not fair.

It’s not fair that I have to listen and care about other peoples feelings but they don’t listen or care about mine.

They can just ignore and downplay mine. It’s not fucking fair.

The feminine urge to stab my teacher to death because his stupid greasy haired ass decided that shaming and degrading me for my hygiene on the teachers comments of my IEP knowing DAMN WELL that I am mentally ill and depressed asf was a good idea ✨✨✨