Having A Conversation Surrounding Endo Syscourse In Such A Respectful And Thoughtful Way With Someone

Having a conversation surrounding endo syscourse in such a respectful and thoughtful way with someone even though we have different stances but being able to come to the same conclusion is SO refreshing tbh

I thought only my close friends that share some thoughts with me would be able to understand me, but finding someone here on tumblr able to talk about this and some problems I thought it was bad to talk because of how toxic and shitty the CDD community is... It just fills my body with calm and a little hope that this community isn't 100% doomed yet

Idk if someone who follows syspport and non alter CDD follows the main blog here, but to be sure I'm gonna reblog it in both blogs so hi, this is the main of the person behind those two blogs!

I'm gonna take a break from both blogs for a while, the two blogs were made by alters who haven't been fronting anymore because of personal life problems, and though I can handle the blogs as I'm qualified and I know information, I don't have enough energy and motivation to keep them active, I'm tired, I been running both blogs for like a week and I don't have more energy TT

So take it as a semi-hiatus, why semi and not full hiatus? Because maybe I'll do some posts in both blogs, that doesn't mean I'm gonna be active but I like the blogs and sometimes I have fun doing content in them or at least I find it entertaining because of the topics the blogs are around

I'm gonna answer the asks that were send before I make this post, but any other ask or submission done after this post is gonna be there for a long time, I won't be closing asks, you can send more submissions in both blogs if you want, just keep in mind that is going to take longer for me to answer it, that's the more hiatus part... When I com back full with both blogs I'm (or tf who's in front) gonna answer ALL THE ASKS, so your ask isn't going to be ignored or deleted, just delayed if I know how to word correctly-

Not 100% sure how long this hiatus is gonna take, maybe the whole month? Maybe not?... I don't know how much is gonna take for me to pass through this hard period of time that's making me put in hiatus this two blogs, if you're interested in this blog I'm gonna reblog this post to update when the hiatus is over!

You can still go and talk in my other sideblogs or in this sideblog, I'm not going to be super active but I'm gonna be more active in this other blogs rather than this ones (Maybe some blogs will get a hiatus like treatment, but come on they're already in a more long hiatus)

That's all I can say for this post cause Idk what more to add... Thanks for reading and I hope this semi-hiatus doesn't take too long to be able to return back to work and answering asks/submissions!!

I hate when ppl are like "I hate the stigma against DID, I think it's so cool and systems are so interesting and fun!" like you are literally also stigmatizing you're just weirdly fascinated by us instead

hiii uhh

you seem cool in general but our gatekeepers aren't letting us say this off anonymous because they're very paranoid about interacting w people online

but still, you seem cool :3:3:3

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Hello to you too

I get what being scared and paranoid is as we are very paranoid and scared of interaction ourselves so I get the feeling TT

And thank you! I appreciate that :D

it really is an amazing art style ! !

About the gatekeepers being worried it's just because they're paranoid about anyone who has an art style similar to someone our old host knew- not that it's a bad thing since it is a cool style it's just that they're paranoid about it-

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I know right???

And about that, I'm very sorry to hear that, I really hope your gatekeeper can heal from that trauma or at least that the paranoia doesn't hit to hard

Now I'm kinda intrigued to know if we are that person your old host knew, idk, my brain works strange about that, because a lot of people knew our host art style that leave us alone at some point our brain says "Oh boy, maybe they're talking about us" in a semi-paranoia kinda style

I get what it's like to be paranoid about an art style or things that doesn't seem to be a reason to be triggered or similar. Our host has a spiderman hyperfix and because someone he couldn't even see spiderman for weeks TT

Update one: I find one, it's @/system-venting (I'm to scared to tag the blog sorry)

I haven't see if it's completely syscourse safe, but I did find that it's a more general venting space for systems who don't want to engage in syscourse venting!

Gonna reblog this again if any update with this or any blog at all

Does anybody knows a vent blog for CDDs but that doesn't center and focus on all the syscourse things?

Yeah we don't like endos interacting and we have our opinions and syscourse and all of that but, damn, all the ven blogs for pwCDD I know surround about syscourse and because of a bad experience we had with one I don't trust to vent on those anymore

So anybody knows a venting blog for pwCDD that aren't syscourse centered? I thank you in advance