I Wish I Was Dead So Badly...

i wish i was dead so badly...

like if i could take a pill and just die i would gulp that shit down in half a nanosecond

but i don't have access to poison...

god why does living have to be this hard

PLEASE JUST LET ME FUCKING DIE

WHY DOES IT HAVE TO BE THIS DIFFICULT???

i just. wish i wasn't useless. i want to die. i want to kill myself. i would be better as a corpse. but i fucking can't. i wish i could- but i can't! god im so fucking pathetic. why am i like this? why am i like this? why am i like this? i just wanna die. i wish i was never born. i would be better if i was never born. but i was. and now im here being a fucking burden on everyone i love. i hate myself so so much.

Ik I'm annoying, what should I do? Die?

They don't deserve this. They don't deserve to be stuck with a burden for a child who sleeps all throughout the day and shuts down when they try to engage in some serious conversations. They don't deserve this. A friend who only talks about how depressed they are and wanting to off themself. They deserve someone much better.

i don’t want to live like this. i only exist at this point. all i do is distract my mind so i don’t kill myself

tw bl00d, sh

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ughhh wish i could cut deeper TvT