Today Is Exactly A Month Since The Situation Happened. Also Happens To Be The 9th And A Tuesday As Well.

Today is exactly a month since the situation happened. Also happens to be the 9th and a Tuesday as well. No communication from him, still cold silence. What did I expected? Respect, honesty, loyalty, decency between ex lovers and friends? Yes, I expected all of the above. That was my expectations. But I've learned you can imposed your expectations onto others because it always leads to disappointment.

Disappointed with how he chose to handle this situation. To handle our history and past together. He choose her over my feelings and my heart. Speaks volume about him and how he feels about me. There's a say:

How they treat you is how they feel about you. Don't try to decode or make excuses. It's simple. If they act like they don't care, they don't care.

Three plus years of being best friends and lovers gone in a moment. We are no longer friends nor are we enemies. We're just strangers who have memories of each other. This isn't how I wanted us to end. Can't change it. It happened and is happening.

Exactly to the date we broke up you've moved on. Moved on without saying goodbye to me. Just left.

Better to see your true character now than later.

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Khalid - Coaster

As time passes, I feel so low

Searchin' for pieces, covering up the holes

I'll fight for your love, I'll fight for your soul

I'll throw all of my cares away for you

I'll be there to wait for you

Maybe you weren't the one for me

But deep down I wanted you to be

I'll still see you in my dreams

All the things that I did for you, just wasn't it for you

So I'll be coasting, roller-coasting

Through my emotion

I will be coasting, roller-coasting

I'm hoping that you'll come back to me

Moving on seems harder to do

When the one that you love moves faster than you

I gave you my all, I showed the proof of your lies

And you weren't worth it, you don't deserve me

As time passes I'm feeling high

You're not the one I'm thinking of tonight

I may not be over you, but I'll try inside

I'm feeling better now, finally feeling special now, oh

Coasting, roller-coasting

In my emotions, oh

I will be coasting, roller-coasting

I noticed you weren't the one for me

You weren't the one for me

You weren't the one for me

You weren't the one for me

You weren't the one for me

Weren't the one for me

You weren't the one

You weren't the one for me

So don't come back to me, no

No, don't come back to me, no

No, don't come back to me

No, don't come back to me, no

No, don't come back to me

You weren't the one for me

You weren't the one for me

You weren't the one for me

You weren't the one for me

We were once strangers than you become part of my world, took over my heart, took over my mind, took over my soul and body.

Now we are back to being strangers.

What an asshole you are. You've been talking to her for so long while we were still communicating. You're a coward and a liar. Only immature and insecure people ghosted people.

I'm pissed thinking about the time line of how this all played out. How you had all these opportunities to tell me but you didn't. You're a coward for showing me, you're immature and petty.

You wanna flaunt your new relationship for me to see? FU and your new relationship!

Karma will come for you. What goes around comes around.

Some beautiful pics from today's hike. Much needed for sure.

Ain't that the truth