Unclouded Happiness Did Not Last Long. PffftAccording To My Inside Information, R Also Gave Chocolates

Unclouded happiness did not last long. pffft😒 According to my inside information, R also gave chocolates to another girl, whom I have never seen anyway (she is in her last year at school) ?!! Damn I might not be the first favorite student after all. *sulk* NEVERMIND😠🙄

every day

What if I just sit on his lap after one of his classes? HAH?? WHAT IF

Hiiii Girls!! I came to tell you a little story. <3

Well, on Sunday, you saw the little screenshot I showed you, and then I talked to him a little more. Then on Monday, I was still a bit withdrawn at school and we didn't hang out as much, bc I was more busy with my friends and school, but ofc I wasn't a jerk, I greeted him in the morning and when we met in the corridor I was scared but smiled at him. I saw that the "rival girl" was sometimes with him and they were talking, but I tried to ignore it. However, I think he sensed that I was a little reserved, so maybe that's why he didn't come to me.

But then, as if something had changed today, since I never once noticed that the "rival girl" was present around R and when I went to his class, he was standing at the door and greeted me with a big smile, he even put his arms around my shoulders. (!!!) I was honestly very surprised and I don't think I could hide it bc he just laughed at me. lol He started talking to me at his desk before class and since he is quite talkative, I mostly just listened to what he said in confusion. I'll be honest, I didn't know what to do at all, it was as if we were having our first conversation. I didn't even understand why I was behaving so differently.

I felt like he could see right through me and see into my soul, as he kept looking into my eyes and sometimes smiled slyly while making me feel that something is different here now. He enchanted me so much with his gaze that I couldn't even react, it was such an inexplicable feeling girls, I can't describe it properly... Here comes the point, when the other students came in, he stood up and looked down at me and said this, which has been ringing in my head ever since:

"Don't look at me with those doe eyes because it's cute." He said teasingly (?) and then loudly asked everyone to sit down.

Since then, I've been sitting at home in a state of shock and only question marks run through my head. What happened?!!

Do I understand this correctly? He was really flirting with me??!😳.... or maybe im just *delulu* lol

I saw the rival girl sitting on R's desk and talking to him. I saw the rival girl smiled at him and R smiled at her. I saw R stroked the rival girl shoulder. I saw both of them laughing. Then R looks at me and I at him. He smiles at me but I don't smile back. Long story short. The end.

I wish I could be with him and under him and...oh oh ulala