Might Just Fucking End It (or Try To, Again). I Don't Have Anyone To Stay Alive For Anymore And They

Might just fucking end it (or try to, again). I don't have anyone to stay alive for anymore and they clearly didn't need me to begin with. I'm such an idiot to think I could ever be wanted, I'm completely alone again, there's nothing for me here

I’m sorry I failed you. I’m sorry I wasn’t good enough. I’m sorry for always being sad. I’m sorry for over sharing. I’m sorry for talking to much. I’m sorry for everything I did that you hated. I’m sorry for not trying to change myself sooner. Maybe if I had done that, you wouldn’t have left.

Text reads: "I've been trying so hard to stop myself from having these episodes from this condition for so long now but today it REALLY needs to come out and I'm so scared of everything and everyone at the moment and I just need to dissappear into my head but I can't talk to you about it because you refuse to believe or even listen to me because you don't understand, and you don't want to understand, but you need to know that I physically cannot function right now".

Sorry, I know it's blurry aha

When someone catches me in the middle of a full on pacing, talking to myself, making facial expressions MaDD episode

so many murderers out there and I’m still fucking alive smh

It's okay, I'll be here for you to use until you get bored ☺️