Madd Problems - Tumblr Posts
Me: I want a friend, I'm so alone... ;-;
Also me: I don't want any friends, what if they just befriended me out of empathy? What if I did something which would make them hate me? I'd rather be alone in my own universe with my para friends.
Reblog this if you think they should classify madd as a official disorder already
me when i find out who hurt my paras
OMG so funny
Hahaha.
The more I scroll down #maladaptive daydreaming, the more I relate to stuff, the more I’m dying inside.
So, something that I've noticed is that I've never really seen anyone talk about non-human paras. Like most of my prominent paras are mythical creatures, such as Goblins, Faeries, Pixies, Nymphs, and some of them are like spirits/ghosts/entities. But I've seen that a lot of people pretty much only have human paras, where I have little to no human paras. Could it be something to do with the way people have treated me throughout my life? My dislike/growing fear of people? I'm just not sure, but I feel uncomfortable when ever I meet a human para, like I instantly distrust them and make myself distanced from them.
This could be us, but you're a para and I'm parame...
Fuck it, I needed the material for a new daydream scenario anyway. This will be us.
Or getting in a relationship with a guy and accidentally telling him about my forest faerie queen wife... 👀
Imagine you’re dating someone and you find out they have a fictional universe inside their head where they’re married to an anime character and not you
Me: *wants to watch YouTube videos*
Me: *can only watch YouTube videos on my laptop so that I can pretend I'm a youtuber doing a reaction video and I can get that dramatic click on the spacebar ever 5 seconds*
Me: *turning to the side* "alright guys, so this dude clearly has nooo idea what he's talking about. So here's what I think 'aight..."
*5 seconds into human contact*
Yea, that should just about do it for a few months, *daydreams*
*staring at a wall, all wide-eyed and shit taking in the music and listening to an elf rambling on about his rock collection*
"interesting...
I'm never going to get round to that assignment am I?"
At least I have my paras...
i constantly break my own heart by thinking i mean more to someone than i actually do
The FBI agent in my computer watching me silent scream-cry whilst I pull my hair out, staring at my college work for hours on end every day for the past 6 months before I start talking to myself and frantically pacing then freezing in a daydream attack: 👁️👄👁️
When someone catches me in the middle of a full on pacing, talking to myself, making facial expressions MaDD episode
Text reads: "I've been trying so hard to stop myself from having these episodes from this condition for so long now but today it REALLY needs to come out and I'm so scared of everything and everyone at the moment and I just need to dissappear into my head but I can't talk to you about it because you refuse to believe or even listen to me because you don't understand, and you don't want to understand, but you need to know that I physically cannot function right now".
Sorry, I know it's blurry aha
Me: going about my day in my paracosm, noticing a new face slowly start appearing more and more
Me: okay, guess there's a new para moving in, okay I -
*starts having tics*
"oh NO"