@wachtuiltje

@wachtuiltje 😊❤

In answer to @stormykatie 's poem

'You don't know what it is like'.

that shitty feeling

that mood of not feeling well

in fact that resounding whisper

of hollowness and abusive laughter

inside you, too deep to dig it out

not being accepted by others

neither friends nor enemies

all handing you visiting cards

of where to get help

and consultations

that anxious pet on the shoulder

that proof of not understanding

that shitty feeling

is awful and eating at you

it knocked me out

I picked the fight alone

but give yourself time

for goodness sake

you need it

*

Wachtuiltje 2020🗿

For Jeffry

You are the blessing I didn't ask for but were given;

You are the miracle I didn't pray for but happened.

You happened. And my love, I've become my best version. Thank you for calming my storm. Now everything in me is pacific. Thank you for taming my demons. Now they kneel and wear golden halos.

Since you happened, the lips that refused to pray started uttering praises to God who made this blissful encounter possible.

Because you happened, I lift my hands up above, call out in the voice of a Seraphim as I feel my wings growing...

Wings that were severed when I-

I renounced my faith in love.

You happened, so I regained everything I ever lost from fear and doubt and wrath.

You are the gift I didn't ask for but were bestowed;

You are the guardian I didn't pray for but were sent to bring me home...

You were sent TO BE my HOME.

-god sent, katie

7th of March 2020 @23:30

How is it possible darling, for someone with a heart to be so heartless?

Katie, 20:00

Someday,

it's going to be

You and me

-katie, 23:40

I've read a lot

Of revolutions-

Bloody and

Bloodless

Revolutions

That made

History

And some

Forgotten

Heroes

But tonight

I will try

To write

What I deem

As most

Powerful

Of all

Revolutions:

I CHOOSE ME

Over the love

You keep

Insisting as true

Darling I know

It's a lie

I can see

The truth

Burning

In your eyes

Now watch me fly!

-revolutions,

katie, 01:15

Sometimes I stare at the blue sky and think of you.

Katie, 22:15