I Did Shrooms Tonight And I Genuinely Didnt Think Abt My Weight. I Felt So Skinny And Happy. I Felt Pretty.

i did shrooms tonight and i genuinely didnt think abt my weight. i felt so skinny and happy. i felt pretty. wish i felt this way all the time

!! INTRO POST !!

HEIGHT: 5'2 (158cm)

WEIGHT: 125

GOAL WEIGHT: 110

Some more things abt me!!

Fav Music: Lana Del ray, A$AP ROCKY, Chapell Roan, Frank Ocean and Radiohead

I love journaling

I am a collecter of all things (sonny angels, trinkets, stickets, etc)

ao3 warrior

member of all fandoms (probably)

(TW FOR NEXT PART)

I've been struggling with an €d since my whole life basically but really got into it in 2023. Ive been mostly @nor3x14 , but struggled with mia too during my early €d.

some things ive experiences during my journey:

so much hairloss, i am starting to bald a bit. (if anyone has tips)

my dark circles have gotten worse

little to no energy, sleeping for 13-14 hours a day

i binge less the more i fast

body dysmorphia has only gotten worse

Feel free to reach out through DM, Looking to make any new friends.!!

Random concept for byler first kiss

Mike and Will have a sweet, angsty conversation.

At some point Mike says ‘you know how I said befriending you was the best thing I’ve ever done? Well, it wasn’t.”

Will looks devastated and stunned, I thought we were getting along, but before he can speak Mike takes a deep breath.

“This is.”

And Mike grabs his face and kisses him.

Watching this mf when I want to eat during a fast

my f@sting tips

So I know a lot of ppl have trouble restricting, but these my tips.

(This is not completely foolproof, I do binge at times. Significantly less now, though.)

firstly -- drink SO MUCH water

Drink so much water, and leave no room for anything else. you will not feel hungry if you do this.

Try to keep your mouth occupied (0 sugar gum, lollipop, etc) to trick your brain

Keep your self occupied, do things you like to do, or even just sleep, so you dont constantly think of food.

dont over do your fasts, this will lead to binging.

If at a social gathering -- use an excuse like nausea, stomach bug, or just say its religious/cultural (this one will only work for some, I also dont reccomend this one)

Lastly, keep yourself motivated, watch videos, look at inspo, interact with others who will encourage you.

i want my bones to stick out of tight clothing, not my stupid piggy fat rolls