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i think imma make a new rule to only eat infront of ppl. if no ones there then DIET coke or some other 0/low cal drink and gum🤗maybe a few safe foods here and there. imma try to stick w this unless i feel like imma di3 or some other reason is stopping me

also gonna restart doing daily yt workouts hopefully

using a fasting tracker app is such an underrated tip cuz once that timer starts i literally can’t eat anything. like i legit will not allow myself too cuz then im gonna have physical evidence that i have no self control (like imma have to actually admit and accept i broke my fast) which i js can’t have

it’s stopped sooooo many possible binges

‘you need to eat more or you’ll lose more weight’

🙃

thank you??

DAY 13!!!!

ngl unhealthy🫠 BUT it has come with some healthier habits and food choices so it’s not all bad ig…🙃

the feeling of hunger in the morning>>>>> it makes me feel so accomplished

crazy to think a few years ago i didn’t even really know my w3ight. like wdym i wasn’t always like this??

DAY 14!!!!

honestly idek anymore. at first it was 54kg. then 45kg. then 39kg so now that i’ve reached that i think i lowkey wanna go to 37kg and stay there for a while. then maybe 35kg idk. depends on how i look when i get lower. but i don’t even have access to a scale daily rn so im not rlly sure my weight…i js know its somewhere between 38 and 39.5kg probs but i think im gonna get access to a scale on friday so im excited for that!!

i think i might reach 37 by mid November at most cuz im not rlly actively trying to lose. i js don’t wanna gain rn which is lowkey hard cuz im being pushed into ‘recovery’

DAY 15!!!

nope i’m not. i’m a meat-lover😭 i’ve had to give up so much w this 3d like i haven’t had pork, beef, chicken wings, ribs and so much more in AGESSSSS buttttt my sister’s bday is coming up and she wants to go to a korean bbq so ill see how ill deal w that. maybe ill omad it or barely eat anything there idk…

4na has made life so difficult but like at the same time my confidence has sky-rocketed. like miss thigh gap who??? miss popping collarbones who??? miss boney hips who??? like i’m miserable but happy at the same time it’s so odd

why does my mum keep on talking about how i’m gonna have to gain weight cuz im too skinny for her liking. for once in my life i actually like how certain parts of me look and you wanna make me fatter???

I CHUG THIS SHIT DOWN

everyone meet edblr’s next god

because i just tried it for the first time and it actually tastes like fucking oreos.

It's been a minute damn it's been like 2 months jeez I went through some stuff and my mom seemed to be getting worries and I started feeling worse when I starved than when I ate so I attempted recovery and it was going fine for like a month but the thoughts are creeping up on me especially since school has started back up so here is to relapsing ig because I can tell I gained weight and I would rather feel guilty because I'm probably getting closer to my sw than my lw so ya I'll try and post more and do those calender of calorie things starting next month because I haven't been tracking I think I'm gonna have my goal be 500 call again because 200 just lead to me binging no matter what hopefully I can get there eventually also I don't have a scale or anything but I can take measurements so instead of weight I'll do that for now and taking pictures daily I'm starting while on my period so it'll be a challenge for me cause I crave really bad but maybe I'll feel sick enough not to eat I also can't fast for days at a time but I can do omad because I live w/ my dad which I've talked about b4 but I can try and do it occasionally by saying I don't feel good or smth idk any way wish me luck 🫡 (I really hope It works this time😀) My goal is too be at my gw AT LEAST by the end of the year but hopefully by June or July for summer break and to look good in booty shorts bathing suits etc. ❤️

January 10th 2024 01:52

I did good while my dad was gone 2/3 days so I'll take the win but bad news since then I've been binging 😭🙏 kms what is wrong with me I need to just omad or stop eating damn.

May 23rd 2024 19:36

Me and my boyfriend got back togetherrr!!!!❤️❤️❤️ Now I have motivation to lose weight!

May 28th 2024 19:41

Bro istg I haven't felt full in over like 3 months, but I've been ravenous and eating like a pig😭🙏 does anybody have tips on ending a binge cycle cause I'm really struggling, I've been eating so much constantly and the hunger never goes away. I know it's emotional hunger but that doesn't make me NOT hungry.

July 31st 2024 02:29

I've been fasting for quite some time now to the point where I've lost over 20 kgs. Until 2 weeks ago, it was a constant struggle because I used to fight the hunger cravings and the constant cramps I would get. But as of recent, I just dont get hungry anymore - which is really weird because I want to eat but my stomach hasn't given me the signal to eat. I haven't eaten a morsel of food in 82 hours now and I'm feeling dizzy but the stomach ain't speaking yet.

SOMEBODY TELL ME WHAT TO DO.

Edit: It was raining and i broke my fast since i was on my period with a pack of jin ramen and 2 soft boiled eggs. Its safe to say im gonna go a week without eating now.

I was so tempted to break my fast after starting since that my hunger pangs came in again. Last night tho i got a text from my crush saying "new prfp goes hard" and "y u lookin cute and allat".

Looks like ill be starving for the rest of the week due to a couple of half-assed gang compliments.

Its always "You lost so much weight" and never "You're so thin".

Constant reminder that you can lose weight and STILL BE FAT tf.

I think its just me but for some odd reason, i really like seeing guys that i know eat. Its like "damn you're becoming so big and strong" while im here starving my existence away.

I binged yesterday, weighted myself this morning and i lost weight! HOW IS THIS POSSIBLE??? I MEAN I’M HAPPY BUT HOW????!!