Being Loveless And An Oriented Aroace At The Same Time Is So Weird. One Side Of Me Wants To Find A Queer-platonic

Being loveless and an oriented aroace at the same time is so weird. One side of me wants to find a queer-platonic version of The One™ to live and die with while the other scuttles away from the slightest mention of love, sex and romance like a terrified beast

Some Tropes I Like

Found family

Intimidating characters with a soft side

One person armies

Living weapons who don't see themselves as human

Healthy familial relationships

Masterminds

Came back wrong

Black cat x golden retriever

Characters having illegible handwriting that are understood only by a specific few

Insanely specific moral compasses

Supernatural hotspot towns

Background symbolism

Me

Dark academia but instead of wearing blazers and reading classic novels, I’m wearing my pajamas and reading fanfiction til 4 am

I recently finished reading Crime and Punishment and now I want to see Raskolnikov and Ivan Karamazov interact

I find it eerie that so many memories can be stored inside an ordinary object. I had a friend with whom I'd always read an encyclopaedia with every time I went to their house. Our most favourite page had a picture of the Norse goddess Freya riding her chariot pulled by cats and we literally obsessed over that image. Just before I left for India, my friend gave me a copy of that book because she knew how much I loved that picture. I still have it and whenever I look at it, I'm reminded of the life I had with that childhood friend

not enough ppl talk about the multilingual issue of staring at a basic object as your brain cycles through wtf it’s supposed to be called in the language you’re using like an rpg protagonist scrolling through their inventory mid boss battle.