Ive Been Unable To Talk To My Friends Since September. Its Been So Long That No One Even Cares Anymore,

I’ve been unable to talk to my friends since September. It’s been so long that no one even cares anymore, everyone gave up on me. Some people didn’t even wince at the first month without me, some people moved on within days, others are lying to themselves to say that they still care, and the rest have left completely. I’m the only person who deserves to complain about my isolation, because I’m the only person it’s affected. No one else had to lose 7+ friends. You just lost me, that’s all. That’s not much to lose.

I want to fuck my body up holy shit

I probably wouldn’t be like this right now if I stayed off my phone. Social media is triggering.

Get out of my way, I need to hide

I don’t need a TV series, I have my own episodes😎

Sex makes me angry. I hate myself for being a product of it. It’s dirty, it’s disgusting that I am inherently associated with it. The fact that people can imagine me having sex or being in a sexual situation makes me paranoid, sick to my stomach. I don’t want to be human, humans are dirty and sex-driven. I want to fly away to a universe without sex. It’s dirty it’s dirty it’s dirty