Im Depressed. That Sucks But What Am I To Do?
I’m depressed. That sucks but what am I to do?
In less than 6 months I gained more that 15 kilos. I’m just a fat whale that abandoned Ana and Mia and now want to get back.
(that was me not even in my lw) that time I saw myself as a morbidly obese person but now I now I have became one and just want to get back to my lw desperately.
I can’t control myself and it sucks. I have never felt so bad. Now I started Mia and cutting but the only thing I truly want is my dear Ana back.
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I AM SO EXCITED. today I went to the nutritionist to weigh myself and am starting to notice the weigh loss.
I’ve always been introverted. I’m not the kind of girl that enjoys being notice by everyone and I don’t have many friends, so unfortunately I tend to over focuses on my self, especially on the way I look, since I’m constantly alone and end up looking and spending too much time analyzing me at the mirror. Because I have changed a lot over the year’s, and people never told me about my imperfections, I know I have still many of them for sure many but I haven’t just realized, and also because people don’t want to comment. That bothers me so much because I fell they do that (normally girls) because it make them fell pretira about them selfs. I wish we all were united and always cheering and hoping for each other’s best. Continuing what I was saying, that made me develop a really messed up relationship with food and how I treat my body, and honestly I believe this is a problem many of us, girls, fell.
Date: 16/04
Age: 17
Height: 1,58
CW 52 🤮
GW until may 16: 49
Genre: feminine
Age: 14 almost 15 years old
Height: 1,56 m
Weight(s):
01/01/21 = HW = 50.5 Kg
CW = 42,5kg I’m eating to much every day… aprox. 2000 cals or more :(
LW = 40,3
GW = 39 (I hope to achieve this goal until the end of October 2021)
New year new goals. It was at night the time I had realized how much time passed and still wasn’t able to lose weigh. I open my tumbler and binge all the amazing posts there is and decided how I want to be my 2023 which is focuses only in my weight loss. It is not new to me but since I gained so much weigh I fell is time to get rid of if.
I was just stopping my fucking medication. Why do people hate me? I never done anything but being sweet and quiet.
NO!!! NOT AGAIN, I WAS GETTING BETTER, PLEASE NOT AGAIN