Im Depressed. That Sucks But What Am I To Do?
I’m depressed. That sucks but what am I to do?
In less than 6 months I gained more that 15 kilos. I’m just a fat whale that abandoned Ana and Mia and now want to get back.
(that was me not even in my lw) that time I saw myself as a morbidly obese person but now I now I have became one and just want to get back to my lw desperately.
I can’t control myself and it sucks. I have never felt so bad. Now I started Mia and cutting but the only thing I truly want is my dear Ana back.
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Couldn’t be more true.
“ur so quiet” its so fucking loud in my head
I am so tired of Mia. My journey stated last year and continue until now. Purging is tiring and hurtful, my thorough is sorrow and my body fells sick. I want Ana so bad.
When I say I have binge eating disorder I mean it. Almost every day I choose a determined moment to eat ( just junk food) for more than 3 hours consecutive until I’m so full my stomach constantly hurts, quadruplicate it’s size and I fell like a bag of shit. Normally I end up eating more than 3000 kcals in just one round, and I always eat during the day so…
I AM SO EXCITED. today I went to the nutritionist to weigh myself and am starting to notice the weigh loss.
