I Have What I Call 'fuzzy' Memory. Outside Of The Typical, Viewed-from-another-pov Issue, I Mean.....

i have what i call 'fuzzy' memory. outside of the typical, viewed-from-another-pov issue, i mean.....

say i talked on the phone with a friend twice one day. i did yesterday.

i may forget that we talked multiple times, and lump the phone calls into one long event.

i may mistake that it was two phone calls in one day, and think it was one phone call, and two separate days.

i will definitely forget a lot of what we talked about..... but that's normal for any long phone call, right? hahaha.

i may forget what i did between the phone calls, like what i ate for dinner..... (but i usually remember at some point what i ate, even if it takes a little bit).

i don't have the worst memory, i just get confused.

npd culture is having a big ego and low self-esteem

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People who don't actually experience dissociation stop saying dissociating is comfy challenge go !!

I'm tired of ppl saying it's comfy and they "like to dissociate for fun"

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I have a habit of asking the same question twice in succession, almost immediately after receiving a response..... with no recollection or memory of having asked that or what the response was. I realise I did that when I am told, or when whoever I am talking to expresses frustration and I ask.

is that a regular-person thing? a dissociative thing? or is it associated with plurality and having alters?