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i have what i call 'fuzzy' memory. outside of the typical, viewed-from-another-pov issue, i mean.....

say i talked on the phone with a friend twice one day. i did yesterday.

i may forget that we talked multiple times, and lump the phone calls into one long event.

i may mistake that it was two phone calls in one day, and think it was one phone call, and two separate days.

i will definitely forget a lot of what we talked about..... but that's normal for any long phone call, right? hahaha.

i may forget what i did between the phone calls, like what i ate for dinner..... (but i usually remember at some point what i ate, even if it takes a little bit).

i don't have the worst memory, i just get confused.

i can't say for certain i'm really a system. i just want a name to call myself, i want to be able to say, 'this' is what my problem is, there are other people like me,

i want a word to describe myself, i want to be able to have something to explain the loneliness, the looping conversations in my head, the distance between me, the being, and it, the body.

please, i would like to talk with anybody.

I have a habit of asking the same question twice in succession, almost immediately after receiving a response..... with no recollection or memory of having asked that or what the response was. I realise I did that when I am told, or when whoever I am talking to expresses frustration and I ask.

is that a regular-person thing? a dissociative thing? or is it associated with plurality and having alters?

Hot take: If you are posting to r/systemcringe you're part of the problem

"but what if—"

No. Even if they're endogenic, claiming DID without evidence, being "weird", posting too specific flags, a LOT of people posted on r/systemcringe are minors and bullying minors still figuring themselves out is not okay.

And yes, this goes for "TikTok DID" too, even if they *are* faking, they're still people under all of the facades they've made and still deserve empathy (and educating). Anyone who fakes a disorder for clout has issues, and should be seen by a therapist, or kindly informed they're being inappropriate, not mocked to high hell.

"but they're damaging the system community!"

If it bothers you that much, speak to them, KINDLY reach out. don't be an asshole and go behind their backs and post them to a subreddit that gets off from mocking people.

"they're clearly faking!"

Have you done a psychological assessment on them? Mmm, no? Thought as much.

"yea but it's obvious-"

Okay fine, it's obvious in some cases, but do you want to be part of a problem too?

"but-"

....what did I say, it's never okay.

So many systems fear being authentic for fear of being posted upon this subreddit and that's not okay, people will always be assholes but you don't need to perpetuate it.

The only way to stop subs like r/systemcringe is to stop interacting with them.