Just Ed Stuff - Tumblr Posts
Why do I always get thrown away? Am I that disposable and worthless? I get attached to people so quickly. I love them so deeply. I care so much and hardly ask for anything in return for all the favors I do for them. That's what friends and lovers are for, right?... people are always willing to take advantage of my devotion, but when I'm all used up, they discard me like it all meant nothing. Why do people keep doing this to me? I don't understand. I'm becoming so bitter. It hurts so much...
it hurts !!! it HURTS !!! i'd kill myself so you'd smile !!! id break my neck so you would laugh !!! id hurt anyone !!! do anything !!! but you're so sad and i can't do A N Y T H I N G even if id do anything for you !!! i'm not worthy of loving you !!! i keep hurting you !!! id do anything for you to smile at me again. i want to see your smile. i want to hear your laugh. i want to run my fingers through your hair i want you back !!!
I’m gonna be binging ouran highschool host club today you should too! :)
Fuckfuckfuck what did you do to me.. Why do I feel like this around you?! WHY AM I LIKE THIS WHEN YOURE AWAY?? WHAT THE FUCK DID YOU DO TO ME?! I cant function without you.. I cant fucking think of anything else.. Only you.. Is this what insanity tastes like? Or maybe its just dependence.. Or even desperation,, I am desperate for your love.. I need it.. I need you. Its not okay to be this selfish is it? I cant have you completely to myself.. BUT I WANT TO AND I WONT STOP UNTIL I GET WHATS ALREADY MINE~ My head was spinning so bad today~! I feel like Im intoxicated on you..! I love you! Uh.. Where are you my dear.. Oh yes, youre asleep.. I told you to go to sleep.. And youre my sunshine, of course you listened.. Today.. I was thinking a lot.. About you, us and love.. I came to a simple conclusion. You, my love, are the only one who can calm me down.. Thank you<3
Your gone
So I always gotta stay high
To keep you off my mind
He doesn’t need me he likes someone else
So I’ll just keep ghosting him
Cut cut cut
Bc he likes someone else
I threw up bc he doesn’t like me and he likes someone else
I’m going to kill myself bc he likes someone else