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Wisp-of-thought - ♡ It Aches Softer Here ♡
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More Posts from Wisp-of-thought
I am sorry
If i am reading into things
But
You keep looking at me
Like i am here
And
I cannot help but marvel
At the possibility
That i am,
That i might actually exist,
And that you too,
Might recognize this phenomenon
A softer stage of heartbreak
this stage of heartbreak is softer than i remember. which is to say i have run out of tears weeks earlier than usual. the fits of sorrow more violent this time around. sob sessions on weekend mornings missing you. fighting the urge to call. panic attacks in locked bathroom stalls because hadent you promised?
but it is over now. and the edges of my broken heart are softer. less jagged. not shattered just, broken.
i can catch your eye without having my heart skip a beat. but sometimes i think that when we lock eyes that that beat of my heart belongs to you. for only a moment. before i smile quickly, glance away.
did you know i can do that now? look away. walk away. i can walk away and not look back. have my thoughts drift away from you by the time i turn the corner…most of the time.
your voice and name do not evoke summer sautls from my stomach. instead fond memories dipped in regret and baby blue sadness.
i still wish on eyelashes for you though. but sometimes i wish for myself now too. sometimes i wish just to be happy. and sometimes when i wish this i do not even think of you.
Tragedy tastes like wine if you sip it second hand from the lips of those who savor it.
~I wanted you to stay. I needed you to leave~