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Unfinished thing I did for fun with 0 budget and gave up xD support to be the 888 meme but I have up
Some things I did out of boredom. Running out of ideas on what to draw so I drew some stuff off Pinterest
Was literally almost done with my math homework but then I realized that I had forgotten a very important step on EVERY SINGLE ONE
I had to erase it all and now I just wanna lay down
I was feeling so good about it too :(
Send help
(Also I just figured out how to do that ^ so that's cool)
Enticing || PJM FF - šššā„ļø (on Wattpad) https://www.wattpad.com/1020405697-enticing-pjm-ff-%F0%9D%91%82%F0%9D%91%9B%F0%9D%91%92%E2%99%A5%EF%B8%8E?utm_source=web&utm_medium=tumblr&utm_content=share_reading&wp_uname=listenboixx&wp_originator=XA24UlhxyfoVyMq9uQChVQ%2BU0ViMDk1QZRsStKEKal%2Bvxq4KJbnTie4glk0jUKOWdnj1wRO850g04lNF63vILtDLCGhttxNuHcS4EOQ1qCuiKw4Aw%2FMzWlwyrJZdZlxU You love him. But not his anger. You want him. But not his anger. They say the only way to help him is you and you sort of believe them. But you know what his anger can become.
Enticing || PJM FF - šš¤šā„ļø (on Wattpad) https://www.wattpad.com/1022779974-enticing-pjm-ff-%F0%9D%91%87%F0%9D%91%A4%F0%9D%91%9C%E2%99%A5%EF%B8%8E?utm_source=web&utm_medium=tumblr&utm_content=share_reading&wp_uname=listenboixx&wp_originator=GtFhQg%2FU6huqmnfByCHVSwptg2bsjHEqEAZShGa9e0ZS6Me9pTuJvrpqS1F8jv6UlaRxI1ycquB%2Fq1obeY5oFdm5ptWEzRBOcjXhauPtWMbHZPFIRjlpkYUHynm4FWjw You love him. But not his anger. You want him. But not his anger. They say the only way to help him is you and you sort of believe them. But you know what his anger can become.
Highschool is making a propaganda video for PNGs with pics of Stalin and the Soviet national Anthem
Life 1): Lost sight of so many things today...
There's no instruction manual that comes with life on what to do in each scenario.
Tonight I'm wishing there was. If anyone asks me why I search in books for great characters...it's because on days like these I wish I knew them. So then my life wouldn't feel so empty. I'd have someone to look to, ask...to just bounce my thoughts off of. Now I know how it important that is and whenever my friends need that I'm there. But that's just it, they call when they need some things. Which is rare. They're occupied by their boyfriends, other friends, their lives.
I can remember having so many friends. Few were great, but I knew a lot of faces. And now. It's all gone and I wish I could say I was the problem, that I'm antisocial or prefer to be alone (although lately loneliness I find comforting but only because it's what I know). But as time passed, everyone just left. It's weird as I remember people telling me about this happening to them, and I thought a lot of things but never the fact that people just forget you. They don't place the same value on you. I'm invisible. Making new friends right...if only. Maybe if there were people thrown in the vicinity of me like in highschool.
Just thinking of all the things that just disappear, slide through my fingers...turn to dust in the air....
-Ā Sequoia Red (viaĀ Sequoia Red)
My ap art history class is funny bc the amount of notes I have to to take for different pieces is hilarious, like the Apollo 11 stones vs Stonehenge, one page has like 10 sentences on it vs one that covers the entire page in cramped handwriting
Itās also funny bc all of the global pre-history pieces are just full of descriptions like āwho made this? We have no fucking clue. Why was it made? Eh who knows.ā
- 02/04/2020 - Week one
I decided to participate in the 2020 Quarantine Challenge of myhoneststudyblr. I am kinda late to it ngl, but I wanted to take part anyway. I will upload the contributions for the last questions and tasks in the following days so I can catch up.
š« Mon š« Have you made a study schedule to help you study at home?
Not really but kind of. I just write down everything I had to do the second the teachers told us and I kinda also sorted everything by date. Now I can just check all the tasks that I finish, though I would not really count it as a study guide.
I will however make a real one for the break. I want to use my time to study and not just watch netflix all day everyday.
STUDYYYYY...is something I need to do.
college study tips that actually help
put your phone on silent and put it across the room
listen to classical/soundtrack music without lyrics
make index cards for important vocab
wear pajamas
make diagrams and pictures. they donāt have to look pretty, as long as you understand it
make timelines for historical events
have a light snack
drink coffee or tea to keep you going
take a break every hour or so
have one pencil/black pen and one colored pen or highlighter. anything more will just distract you. the aesthetics arenāt important, your knowledge is
donāt be afraid to email/message your teacher or a classmate if you donāt understand something. the last thing you want to do is learn the incorrect information
know that sleep and health is more important than your grade. you cannot perform as well on a test if you are tired or sick. take care of yourself
itās not a race. itās not about who can learn something in the quickest time, itās about learning
take a deep breathĀ
prioritize your homework by how long it will take you and when itās due
plan some you time in between studying and school
if youāre mentally exhausted, set a timer for 30 minutes and take a nap. any longer and youāll wake up even more tired
donāt understand something? thatās perfectly fine, donāt stress over it. ask for help rather than complaining
have a goal in mind and write them down. say things likeĀ āi am getting an education so i can get the job of my dreams. the life that i want. the happiness that i deserveā
be thankful. it is a privilegeĀ that you get to go to school and get an education.Ā
you got this.
Feeling really unlovable rnššš
Everyday feels as if I'm rotting little by little
Current mood plus a heart I drew on my bandaid, I'm not doing well y'all š¤
Does life actually get better or do I have to continue wishing that I can sleep eternally.
